The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

"Just what?"

"It's just that I have nowhere to go, and my heart is confused... The tears are because I feel sad..."

"Isn't that better? The world is free for you to travel. If you want to travel and travel, if you are short of money, you can steal it and earn it. You are strong in martial arts and can live as you want, but you don't think it's a good thing. Confused, scared..." Su Bai chuckled lightly, "That's why I said that you never took control of your own life at all, just drifted with the flow and muddled through."

Su Bai didn't give her a chance to speak: "Miss Yu is a monster. You took care of her personally for three years, but you didn't realize that she cannibalized people. Is it because you feel too good about yourself, or is it because you really have a deep relationship between master and servant and don't want to doubt it?" Not necessarily... You just convinced yourself with the reason of repaying your favor, and then you took a duty and responsibility for yourself as a matter of course, and just accepted the current situation. Maybe you really don’t care whether Yu Haitang is a monster or not , all you care about is that there is no place for you to settle down, so for you, we were outsiders at the beginning, disturbing your life, but when I was about to kill Lady Yu, you chose to avoid it, because you I still care about the comfortable life right now.”

"Then, do you call this repayment?" Su Bai shook his head and denied, "You just need a reason to keep going, even if you turn yourself into someone else's vassal in this way, you will be happy... Maybe other big families I will be happy to accept it, and maybe people who have other ideas will accept it, but I will not, I am not interested in the parasitism of the weak."

Yes, she is weak.

Not by force, but by spirit.

If it wasn't because of his weak will, how could he choose to live in such a peaceful corner? If Su Bai suffered this kind of treatment, he would try his best to kill him back and let those people repay the shame a hundredfold.

But she chose to forget the past and start again... Behind this letting go is definitely not freedom and ease, but a kind of evasion behavior, using the beautiful words of repaying gratitude to numb herself, and then quietly hiding to spend the rest of her life.

——This approach, this approach... is really enviable!Fuck!

Behind Su Bai’s gorgeous rhetoric and lessons, there is actually a deep, deep jealousy hidden. If he is not a reincarnation, he would also want to hide secretly and live like this for the rest of his life, but this system is absolutely impossible to give him this opportunity. Touching fish will forcefully switch the world, and even throw him into the center of the battlefield, forcing Su Bai to become active and make troubles in various ways. He was almost tortured insane for a time.

It is impossible to catch fish if you are fishing, you can only maintain your life by constantly doing things.

What do you actually want to say in front of me? Washing your hands in a golden basin is auspicious and good luck?Then this fantasy will be obliterated by me!

Chapter 39 Yanling, Cen's House

"If you don't know where to go, you can come to Cen's house." Cen Ying said softly.

"It's impossible to work part-time." Su Bai nodded Xiao Yingzi's head: "It's hard to regain freedom, and you have to sign a contract of prostitution for ten or twenty years, isn't it just making yourself feel uncomfortable?"

"There is no contract of prostitution, it's just an ordinary laborer." Cen Ying stared: "The Cen family is also a well-known big family in Yanling. It has been passed down for more than a hundred generations, and it is a scholarly family."

"Then you are a lady of everyone?" Su Bai looked at Cen Ying in surprise.

"My ancestor was the Yellow Emperor." Cen Ying puffed out her chest.

"..." Su Bai didn't speak, but his expression was melancholy for a moment.

"what happened?"

"I think of something." Su Bai looked far away: "I used to know a friend who was also a lady, a scholarly family, a thousand-year-old family, who knows everything about poetry and songs, looks beautiful, and speaks well, but later..."

"Later?" Cen Ying listened seriously: "What happened to her?"

"Later she met a man surnamed Sun..." Su Bai stopped abruptly, put his hand on his forehead, and let out a long sigh: "Hey..."

"What's wrong with the surname Sun..."

"Not so much, blooming, blooming." Su Bai cupped his hands, ended the chat with Cen Ying, and turned to look at Yu Mudan: "I have said everything that needs to be said, and if you continue to talk, it will be nonsense or water injection. It is up to oneself to decide, there is no reason for people to live, why are they so tired, can’t live without binding themselves to others?”

Yu Mudan raised her delicate face, and after listening to these words, she realized that Su Bai was definitely not humiliating her, but wanted to wake herself up.

However, now that things have come to an end, how easy is it for her to choose her own life?

Compared with freedom, what she feels is a kind of empty confusion.

A hundred years of life is too long, if you don't find a goal, living will become a kind of suffering.

"If you can't think of it for the time being, it's okay if you don't want to. Do what you can, and think about it slowly in the future. If you can't think of it, you can just find a place to get by... But don't use 'repaying gratitude' as an excuse, it will only disgust me, can you It's already...very good to freely choose the way to live." What Su Bai wanted to say was that this already made me envious and jealous.

Yu Mudan listened quietly, and her expression gradually returned to calm.

Su Bai's words may be very blunt and hard to hear, but after listening carefully, it is not difficult to think about it carefully, as long as you accept this fact in your heart, you will gradually get used to it.

It is often you who trap yourself, not others.

She closed her eyes, showing a slightly relieved smile: "Maybe you are right..."

But before she finished speaking, she heard Su Bai's broken thoughts again: "Of course, I thought it would be good for you to find someone to marry. After all, you are not ugly. It's not difficult for a person to get married, although the white hair and green eyes are a bit scary, but considering that the Celestial Dynasty is dominated by white hair, the initial favorability can still be raised, why don't you consider asking the Cen family to arrange a blind date for you..."

"No need." Yu Mudan's expression became stiff again, she stared at Su Bai who was like an old matchmaker: "I don't want to marry!"

"My vision is actually quite accurate." Su Bai said unwillingly.

Yu Mudan didn't want to pay attention to him at all, and she wanted to kick herself away as if she were a football. If it was someone else, she would definitely have kicked him, but now she can't get angry, so she can only pretend that she didn't hear.

At this time, a voice came from outside the carriage.

"Junior sister, Yanling is here."

A young man lifted the dustproof cloth and didn't come in. He had a refined aura and smiled. Then when he saw Su Bai's appearance, his expression froze for a moment, his face was slightly strange, and he coughed: "Uh cough... …Miss Su is also awake, which is really great, it just so happens that the convoy has already returned to Yanling, and we are going to walk down next..."

"Wait..." Su Bai's voice raised an octave: "What did you call me?"

"Miss Su?" The other party changed the button.

"Fuck!" Su Bai slapped his thigh and pointed to his face: "I! Man! Pure!"

"Ah?" The young man's expression was taken aback, and he was also taken aback. He turned to look at Cen Ying who was snickering.

"I didn't say Su Bai was a woman." Cen Ying shaved her cheeks and made a cute grimace: "Brother, you misunderstood yourself."

"This, this, this is really a misunderstanding..." The young man looked at Su Bai and blushed even more: "I made a mistake, I really made a mistake, I am really sorry."

"...What do you mean by that expression? You are blushing at a man?" Su Bai saw the man blushing and hesitating, and slapped his thigh directly: "I see if you don't believe me, let's go! Go to the woods Urinate farther than anyone else!"

"You are children!" Cen Ying stopped with a blushing face.