The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

"Well, if uncle is with me, I can go anywhere and agree to anything." Kiyana said softly.

"Qiana, everything about you and me exists in the past." Su Bai sighed, "It's ridiculous to leave the past behind and start over."

"There is nothing worth remembering about my past." Kiyana clenched her fists and grabbed his clothes: "Or does uncle think I should continue to fight as a Valkyrie? Continue living like this?" She took a deep breath He took a deep breath and held his breath: "Okay... I can also agree, as long as the uncle is with me, even if I am asked to change jobs to go against entropy now, I am willing, I will eradicate Honkai, as long as you say a word, I will Do it!"

Her words were earnest enough, pious enough, even...almost pleading.

"These..." Su Bai couldn't speak: "I can't make decisions for you."

"Then who should I ask? Is it the irresponsible parents, or Bishop Otto who used me as a weapon?" Kiyana asked bitterly, she raised her face, her eyes were full of confusion: "Tell me Uncle, who else in this world really cares about me? Who will think for me? Who will think about my feelings? Everyone revolves around her, what am I? the mourners of..."

"Qiana!" Su Bai yelled and interrupted her: "Stop saying that again...Your future should be decided by yourself."

Qiyana's fists tightened, and she let out a self-deprecating laugh: "Uncle, you don't understand at all, you don't understand at all... You let me make my own decisions, but since I was a child, since I was born, I have never There is no chance and no choice! Everything is arranged, everything is under control, and what I have prayed, prayed for, hoped for... are just delusions!"

"I am like a doll, without silk thread, without skeleton, without support, it is impossible to stand up, I can only lie on the mechanical conveyor belt, waiting to be packaged and displayed, this is my Past it all!"

"Now that things are up to now, I can decide what to say, I can't do it, I don't understand, I don't understand!"

She bit her lower lip, stained scarlet: "I don't want... to be alone anymore."

Su Bai's expression also turned into a bitter smile. To be so depended on, he might not feel troubled, and even a little happy, but his heart was full of sighs and helplessness... Companionship is an affectionate confession, and he is destined not to be with him Who.

He is a reincarnation, no matter how long he stays, he will definitely leave this world, and as long as he is here, when the storm rolls up, he will definitely stand in the center of the storm. The Sirin plan is not over yet, and he cannot go to a peaceful place. In life, even if the Sirin project is over, there will still be a continuation of the collapse... After all, the peace he can enjoy is only a moment.

If Su Bai was just Su Bai, he might agree, maybe he would stay until Qiyana was strong enough to bear the pain of the past and bear everything independently, but he also knew that he was never a qualified teacher, Intentional but powerless, to give students the most suitable teaching, but to give them hardships, let them sharpen their minions in pain.

Kiyana is not strong enough, it is precisely because she is not strong enough, she does not have a hard heart, so she wants to escape.

His silence was long, but Kiyana was impatient.

She let go of her hand, took a step back slowly, and stared at Su Bai.

"Uncle, give me an answer... Choose me or choose her."

How difficult is this choice, choose Qiyana, or choose Sirin.

Su Bai has faced so many choices in his life, and this time he still looks embarrassed. What kind of proposition is this?How can he choose?He has no choice at all, which one he chooses and which one he leaves behind is not human.

For Sirin, he came to the Honkai World, came to St. Freya Academy, and became a teacher, and Kiyana has been with him for so long, even if he misunderstood the identity of the other party, his feelings and memories are true, and now it is even more true. There is more guilt, a trace of pity for her.

While Su Bai was struggling in his heart, he kept cursing a certain middle-aged man in his heart... Siegfried, you are such a bastard, I even gave you the heart of Eve, why can't you revive Cecilia and then revive your daughter? Take it away!Why should I choose such a fatal multiple-choice question? You should be asked to choose this kind of question. This is your biological daughter and adopted daughter!

There was another long silence, but this time Qiyana didn't urge him, but just stared at him, waiting for Su Bai's answer, she knew that the uncle would not prevaricate him on such a matter, and would not choose to avoid it No answer... Maybe other people will have no choice, but he will definitely answer positively, he will definitely, because he is Su Bai, he will not choose to escape.

So Su Bai raised his hand, pulled off the soul steel mask, and rubbed the hair in front of his forehead. He looked directly at Qiyana, calmed down his mood, kept silent for a moment, brewed his words, and finally said a word slowly: "I ...can't choose you."

A gust of cold wind came whistling, blowing away her white hair, and there was a heavy knocking sound in her heart, as if an iron hammer was beating the heart.

Bang Dang, Bang Dang, Bang Dang... The fragments of the soul gradually disintegrated along with the auditory hallucinations, and the pain of tearing came from one piece after another.

Qiyana may have thought of such a result long ago, but she still insisted on asking, and still couldn't help asking.

"Why? Why can't you choose me..."

...why would you choose her?Why are you looking at her?Why is no one watching me?

... She is clearly just a clone.

"There are many, many reasons that can be said, and there are too many reasons that can be fabricated. I can say that this is for you, because you are not calm now, and you don't have the ability to think independently. Maybe when you become more mature, you will have more reasons." A more appropriate judgment; I can say that this is for the sake of the overall situation, because the tide of the times will eventually affect everything, and no one can be alone; I can also say that this is because I appreciate stupid girls more?"

As Su Bai was talking, he laughed too. Such a reason was so fake that he himself didn't believe it. He restrained his sense of loss, gradually tightened his heart, calmed his voice, and let himself speak the truth naturally. reason.

"But there is only one real reason... Sirin, she is more important than the whole world, and it is my unfulfilled promise."

Listening to such a straightforward answer, looking at his calm expression... When the heart was broken, the pain did not come for a long time, but only numbness.

Qiyana understands, she suddenly understands everything, it has always been so simple and clear, why is she so slow to realize it now?

... Sirin.

He has always been for this girl. Since the night when he took him in, she has heard this name more than once. He always talks about this name. For the sake of an illusory Sirin plan, he sticks to the duplicate body, and even mistakes himself for the personality of Sirin, taking care of and even pampering him in every possible way.

Those good things are not good for oneself at all, they are just borrowed, even cheated... All of them belong to the replica lying there.

I am just a shameful thief, even if I temporarily possess it in a shameless way, I am destined to be unable to preserve it, and I cannot hold it in my arms and take it as my own.

That hug...it didn't belong to me at all.

Qiyana's face was pale, almost pale, and it was easy to describe her feelings at this time with a self-indulgent sentimentality, but the blow she endured was far more powerful than this sentence, which gave her a virtual hope, and then tore it up with her own hands. broken.

Hold a cloud and think you've caught the sky.

When I let go of my hands, I found that I didn't grab anything.

She was still that silly child, the silly girl who waited for more than ten years and still looked at the empty bridge deck in a daze.

Nothing has changed.

She is still alone.

A bleak smile appeared on the corner of her mouth naturally.

"It's ridiculous."

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Fate, misunderstanding, accidental, but also inevitable.