The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

"Then why didn't you tell Otto after Yinglun came back?" Su Bai took a step forward, her face reflected in her eyes: "Actually, you have always been skeptical, and you don't trust Otto either."

"I..." Rita was slightly silent, she nodded slightly: "I don't want my emotions to become a tool, a chain, a bargaining chip to be calculated on the situation... even if I am a punishment with blood on my hands Or, there are precious things that belong to me, and this is a part that no one else can touch... I will not sell my soul to the devil."

Su Bai smiled: "I think I should be happy at this moment... At least at this moment, you are not here for Otto's order, but with your own will, that's all, I am already happy, thank you .”

Rita's gaze darkened: "Thank you?...Why do you say that?"

Su Bai's words were too pretentious, but he still said: "Because you care about me a lot, and this kind of thought makes me happy."

"I am your wife." Rita stroked her ring, and she said, "I care about you. It is my duty and my right. Isn't marriage just this kind of contract? Why do you say thank you?" ?”

Su Bai was silent for a while, he opened his mouth, but still couldn't say the cruel words: "You know."

...I don't remember you.

Without emotion, without memory, this marriage, this engagement, this ring is just a faded promise.

I tried very hard to remember, I tried very hard to recall, but what disappeared was destined to disappear. I can try to like you, but the current Su Bai will not be the Su Bai you want to see.

"I don't know." Rita bit her lower lip. For the first time, she showed a somewhat awkward and stubborn expression. Her eyes were fixed on the ground, her lips murmured, and she made a slight voice: "I don't want to know."

"Rita." Su Bai took a deep breath, and changed the topic away. Such a conversation with a stomach ache is not suitable as an opening statement before a big battle. He knows that there is still Otto behind this door, and Sirin is waiting for him : "I'm in a hurry."

"Is talking with me a waste of time?" Rita softly asked this question, which was not very smart. She also seemed to realize the unreasonableness in this sentence, which really didn't seem like something she would say, so Immediately change your mouth: "Do you know what you are about to face?"

"I'm very clear." Su Bai nodded: "It couldn't be more clear."

"But you still want to go there?" Rita asked again.

"That's why I want to go there. He sent an invitation, and I responded to the invitation." Su Bai said, "I'm already here, please don't stop me."

The word 'please' stung Rita, she raised her wrist subconsciously, and stopped Su Bai who was only two steps away.

"Don't go there." The maid's voice was so soft, as if dandelions were falling on the grass: "Go in, you will become a bargaining chip in the plan, you will fall into the trap completely, in this plan, you are not the only one, It's not irreplaceable, and it's not even the best solution in the plan...so, don't go."

Rita violated her two principles at this moment. She violated her confidentiality code as a maid and trampled on her loyal beliefs;

Su Bai looked at her trembling wrist, he held Rita's wrist, and he still answered the same, with the same gentleness.

"Thank you."

Su Bai didn't reject her, nor did he agree to her. He was very happy that she could say that, but he was just happy and would not make any changes for her.

Rita's fingers were clenched tightly, her nails scratched her skin, and the fingertips dripped with bright red blood. She clenched her teeth and wanted to open her mouth, but she couldn't make any sound, and every little sound was drowned in the groaning in her heart. Here, a sense of fear that gradually penetrated into the bone marrow invaded, as if gradually sinking into the deep sea, submerged in the waves with gravity, the light and warmth were fading away.

The strength of her wrist was dissipating, and her right hand was falling again. She frantically urged herself to say something, but she couldn't use her usual intelligence at all, she couldn't weave a beautiful lie, and all the words were drowned before she could speak. In the confusion of thoughts.

He is going to pass.

I am going to lose him.

Rita had this strong premonition, but no matter how much she resisted in her heart, she couldn't open her mouth. She could only watch sadly as her wrist lost strength little by little.

She... couldn't find a reason to stop him from passing, and couldn't even say a cruel word.

Do you want to question him - who is more important to you, Sirin or me?

This is too ugly. It tramples on his own emotions and his beliefs, and puts the two sides in an embarrassing comparison. It is like the hysterical wail of a loser who has lost all his emotions at the last moment. Lost emotions, and lost self and self-esteem... I don't want to and will never fall to this point. This is the self-esteem and self-esteem of a woman.

But... for a moment, she couldn't help but blurt out to ask him, even if she just asked him jokingly, who is more important?

But Rita didn't ask that question, not only because of her excellent self-control ability, but also because she already knew the answer in her heart.

I already knew it, so why bother to humiliate myself?

Just at this moment, how to make up a reason to keep him?

Rita wanted to stretch out her hand, but she knew too well that even if she stretched out her hand to grab the corner of the clothes, she would only be able to tear off a button, just scratching herself in vain.

So her right wrist should finally hang down, she lowered her head silently, lowered her eyes a little bit, looked at her feet from a distance, and slowly loosened her clenched fingers, her expression was as stiff as a puppet .

Su Bai took a step forward, pushed open the door of the laboratory, and passed her by, a gust of wind blew past her face, messing up her short gray hair, the footsteps were drowned in the echo of steel, and then As the door closed again, Rita didn't dare to look back at him in the end.

She pressed her heart, as if her heart stopped beating in an instant, she leaned against the door, showing a very weak expression, her eyes were full of exhaustion, and her beautiful face was as pale as paper.

At this moment, Rita began to question her past, her surroundings, and all kinds of things about herself. What did she do wrong that led her life into such a dead end?Why did the person I love so much pass by without looking back, why did I stand here alone and feel sad, why was she so at a loss that she didn't know what to do.

Rita always thought that her life was full enough. She dedicated her life to the destiny, her loyalty to the bishop, her friendship to Youlandelle, and her love to that marriage. The editor has planned her own life. No matter what she encounters in the future, as long as she sticks to it, she can enjoy all the hardships and hardships.

It's just that it's different this time... This time she felt that she was really going to lose him.

That was a quarter of her life, her whole love, the first love that carried her cardamom years, she only had this one love in her life, and once was enough, it was a precious thing that she was never willing to sell to the devil.

Rita didn't know if she should be harsh on herself. At this moment, there was a huge deviation in her life. At this moment, there was an irreconcilable contradiction between the loyalty she believed in and the life of the Valkyrie. She began to wonder what she had given up on. , that led to such a result, which made her have to do the things she hated the most, to say things she didn't want to say at all, and to feel the bitterness that she didn't want to feel.

She knew exactly who one of the contradictions was.

Sirin, Herrscher of the Sky.

A complex emotion lingered in her heart. Rita didn't have excessive hatred or hatred for Honkai, but they were like disasters, things that had to be eradicated, but at this moment she wished to use her own weapons to destroy the law of the void. He crushed it [-] times, and hoped that the experiment planned by Sirin would be declared bankrupt early, so that the Herrscher could return to the cage to stay.

She realized that she was jealous, and her jealous eyes were red, as if something was spinning in the eye sockets.

But even so, she still can't do anything!Can't even vent!

Because she can't compare.

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