I Live Forever in Memory

"Well, I'll be back the day after tomorrow."

"Why are you asking this?" Nayue Subaru interjected, Li Lin glanced at him, asked casually, then waved his hand and turned to leave.

"you--"

"Okay, Subaru, stop making trouble." Emilia said, "Let's go back."

"But……"

"I didn't make it clear to you before, but Li Lin was actually helping me at the time... let's talk about it when we go back."

"Help you?" Natsuki Subaru hadn't turned the corner yet, and it was normal for him not to understand, because he was not in Emilia's position, and he had preconceived ideas that other people were hostile to Emilia, so Li Lin not excluded.

As for Li Lin, he already knew that this would happen. He still has a certain understanding of Nayue Subaru. In summary, he is a person who was influenced by his perfect father and failed in his pursuit of perfectionism.The most critical reason for his failure was that he did not have the talent of his father.

A person without talent insists on pursuing perfectionism, and in the end there are only two results.One is to keep working hard after failure, to use huge efforts to make up for the lack of talent, and finally accept the fact that one is not perfect; the other is to go to extremes after being constantly hit, from the pursuit of perfection to serious inferiority complex and conceited twins... …As for social incompetence and acting personality, it is just a side effect of inferiority complex and conceit.

Nayuki Subaru undoubtedly belongs to the latter, and it is easy to confirm that he has no talent.His failure started after entering junior high school. In elementary school, he could still maintain the first place, but in junior high school he couldn’t do it—in fact, everyone can admit that some people are just talented, and they can easily take the first place in the exam without studying. , even when he sleeps every day, he can beat all the hard-working academic masters.

That's talent, at least learning talent.Of course, everyone has different talents, but it's not as easy to show them as learning.Going to school is a national sport, and talented people in this area are more likely to stand out.In terms of other industries, many people may not know what their talents are for the rest of their lives, because they have no chance to get in touch with that industry at all. This is the cruelty of reality.

As for Natsuki Subaru, he just doesn’t have the ability to learn, and he can no longer maintain his perfectionism, so he gradually goes to extremes... In the end, he didn’t have a friend, and when he thought of school, he would vomit physically, and could only stay at home. It’s not bad. .

But it is completely unrealistic to sympathize with every miserable person and wait for his growth.Interacting with people only depends on your state at this moment. Who would like to waste time on a person who is not sure whether he will grow in the future?Just like when girls are looking for a marriage partner, how many of them will choose the so-called "potential stocks"?But this kind of statement is also very annoying, especially for Li Lin.The point of view he has always adhered to is: when looking for a partner, if you can accept that this person will always have the current personality, conversation, and hobbies, then there is no problem for you to marry/marry him/her.But if what you like is what you expect this person to look like in the future, then being reluctantly together will only make both parties very tired.

Having said that, in Li Lin's view, everyone will grow up, so how long will it take?Just like everyone knows that a genius who has not grown up is just a joke, genius is not important, but the strength and soil that can shelter the genius to grow up is important.Therefore, for Nayue Subaru who has not grown up now, Li Lin doesn't want to waste a minute or a second on him, and doesn't need to take too much care of his feelings.As long as it doesn't affect him to the extent that Honkai affects him, it doesn't matter.

Li Lin thought, let’s talk about when Naiyuki Subaru really has the courage to face himself. There are many kinds of courage. It is courage to die for the person you like, and it is courage to remain graceful in the face of pressure.But in Li Lin's view, it is true courage to dare to face one's own shortcomings and deficiencies, and to dissect and analyze the darkness and evil deep in one's heart from the perspective of an objective third party.

Chapter 036: Bad Premonition

Da Da Da Da!

The sound of hurried footsteps resounded in the passage, and people dressed as ordinary villagers walked quickly, their faces no longer had the kindness and simplicity of when they were in the village, only a kind of morbid fanaticism and excitement remained.

He was muttering something, walking while talking, completely oblivious to not noticing that not far behind him, a dark figure was following quietly in the shadow of the rock wall.

Soon, the villagers and their followers came to an open area like a cave, and the latter stopped at the entrance of the cave, looking at the dozen or so people wrapped in black clothes through the small holes in the cave wall. , and a green-haired man who was not wearing a hood was hitting the wall of the cave with his head, making a maddened sound.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh—"

Meaningless syllables came out of his mouth, and the green-haired man's head turned [-] degrees after the villager's clothes approached, the flesh on his neck twisted together, and his face was full of expressions that only a madman could show .

"I found something. I found something. Is it coming?"

The villagers whispered something in his ear, and he waved his hands happily when he heard it, his body twisted like twists and turns, "It's finally coming! Well, well, well, well, we have to prepare for the day of trials." Get ready, you can't continue to be lazy."

"what--"

The crowd echoed with strange voices, and Elsa, who was peeking behind the stone wall in the corridor, also thought to herself: A group of lunatics.

Although she, Mei Li and the others thought they were not good people, they were similar to most people.Most people go to work and get paid to go to get off work.They also go to work and get paid.They are all jobs, but the latter ones are special and require blood.

However, these Witch Cult members are different. They seem to be people without "self", and the meaning of life is only for that horrible witch who has been sealed for hundreds of years.

"If the test is successful, let her bear the love of Lord Shatila, and if it fails, chop it up and chop it into pieces! It is unforgivable and blasphemy for a filthy thing to dare to look like Lord Shatila. Ahhh!"

The green-haired man waved his twisted limbs wildly, and gave an order in his mouth: "Go to the road and wait... When the target comes back, immediately if the test fails, put the head on—" His twisting body suddenly stopped , looked at the Witch Cult member dressed as the villager who reported the message.

"You are so lazy."

He suddenly reached out and grabbed the villager, broke one of his hands with a "click", then punched him in the face, and then punched and kicked him continuously, "Lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy guy!" Blood splattered everywhere, and the beaten person suffered without saying a word, and lost his breath after a while.Looking at the bloody face, the beating green hair gave a reason.His head suddenly tilted back, bent ninety degrees, a pair of crazy eyes met the purple pupil behind the small hole in the cave wall.

"I was followed by someone and didn't find it. It's a disappointment to Lord Shatila's favor."

brush!

In an instant, all members of the Witch Cult turned their heads and looked at the cave wall.

"...Has it been discovered?" Elsa came out, stood at the entrance of the cave, looked at the grinning green hair and said, "He is obviously a lunatic, but his perception is not bad."

"Hehehehehehehehe, who are you? No matter who you are, don't want to leave here.

Silently took out the dagger, Elsa thought to herself: I don't mind my own business, as long as I find these guys here, the task will be completed.

"Kill, kill, kill, kill her!!"

Whoosh whoosh--!

Several Witch Cultists rushed forward, Elsa flashed, and the next second, the heads of the two people had fallen, and the blood immediately kicked off the bloody prelude.

After returning, the reward should be raised five times.

……

Opening his eyes suddenly, Li Lin looked at the white wall above his head, sat up, and took a short breath.

He turned his head and glanced out the window, it was still midnight, he saw the time and only slept for about two hours... He got out of bed, stood by the window and looked out, for some reason, there was a strange feeling in his heart, a bad premonition lingered heart.

Li Lin didn't completely disbelieve this sixth sense, he had this feeling before in the world of giants... Did something happen?

Once this kind of thought came up, he couldn't fall asleep if he wanted to sleep again, so he changed his clothes and went downstairs.There are no street lights in the middle of the night. Although Lugnica has no curfew, there is basically no one outside.

Li Lin didn't know what to do when he came out, he just couldn't resolve the uneasiness in his heart.Walking along the street, I soon passed a tavern and walked in directly.There were no customers inside at all, so he walked to the bar and sat down, and said to the boss who was dozing inside: "Boss, have a cup of hot water."

"...Ah?" The boss woke up for a moment, rubbed his eyes and said, "The guests come here to drink hot water in the middle of the night?"

"I'll give you what you pay for the wine, let's go."