Let Go of That Blackened Heroine

Now, she understands better.

"But no, it should not be just the pure body, but something more core."

Irisviel's eyes fell on Matou Shinji.

"Is it true?"

Chapter 894 Unwanted Traveler Raiders

In Sakura's eyes, Rin is perfect, like a god.

Irisviel understood very well.

Rin and himself are no longer that kind of purely cooperative relationship.

I don't know how many times I have had close physical contact, and Irisviel is already very familiar with Rin's body.

His own body, to Rin, was something to be bored with.

She knew very well that Rin was also a girl and a human being.

She just likes things differently.

She likes herself a lot.

It was precisely because of feeling this liking that Irisviel deliberately did not contact Emiya Kiritsugu.

Rin has not restricted Irisviel, as long as Irisviel can help Rin build the city, Irisviel can contact Emiya Kiritsugu.

It will not limit her contact with Illya.

But not only did Irisviel not contact Emiya Kiritsugu, she even severed contact with Illya, and was just silently paying attention to her daughter.

For Rin's help, her feelings are complicated.

I like someone, but I don't like someone directly, and I even feel disgusted at the beginning.

That emotion seemed to regard his love as part of the deal, even a pride.

She couldn't accept Rin insulting her determination with cheap sympathy.

She is very grateful for what Rin has done for her, and she does not allow herself to get a happy life by relying on sympathy, so she feels that she has no place to stand.

On the contrary, by trading her body and even her emotions, she felt that she was living on her own.

As an artificial human, survival is not important, but the meaning of survival is important.

Even if you get a seemingly happy life, it is just rewarded by others because of sympathy.In that case, she would be alive as an appendage of someone else's life, just a little bit of embellishment in someone else's life.

"Just like Matou Shinji, it's just something done by the system. Even if you enjoy the results, but after all, you didn't do it yourself. Even if there is no half difference in the emotions generated by the real results, it's just the result. It's just fake."

In the space of imaginary numbers, coupled with Medusa's lustful dream ability, Matou Shinji can do any behavior, which seems to be no different from reality.

In fact, if he does it in reality, it does the same in his dream.

However, the system did not deceive him.

The system kept reminding him that this was just an illusion.

However, Shinji Matou kept misunderstood.

At first, he thought it was because of the use of illusion during cultivation, after all, cultivation is very painful, and he just needs to enjoy the results.

Therefore, in the process of self-cultivation, illusions were produced.

When pushing down a girl is an illusion.

This is also normal, the pleasure brought by girls is not as good as myself.

Use illusions to make yourself more enjoyable.

Afterwards, kill casually, do whatever you want, and even enjoy the fun of conquering the world.

But that's all.

Even world conquest, there is no joy, it is just an order, and then, as a result, you become a world leader.

When the ability has reached its peak, at this time, I realized that the thing I hated the most, incompetence, can really bring fun to myself.

Because of incompetence, you can enjoy the fun of gradually becoming competent, and this result is valuable.

Playing games with the hook on will get boring in no time.

Especially, when the hang is too strong.

This world is tired of it.

However, no matter what, Matou Shinji couldn't leave this world, he didn't even think of leaving the world. Although he was in the imaginary space and wanted to study and play in aliens, he soon got bored.

Alien exploration is boring and uninteresting.

"I yearned for power because of my incompetence. I heard Rin's teachings and wanted to hold on to power. Now I have all the power, but I don't feel anything."

"That's because you haven't made a strong fist. Your fist is not in your hands. It's not your fist. You didn't make a strong fist."

"A strong fist is not only external strength, but also inner strength. A person with a strong fist is qualified to hold power."

"You, are you the system?"

Shen Er hesitated for a while, and finally said: "I, I regret it."