Let Go of That Blackened Heroine

"You fell in love with Emiya Kiritsugu because you were saved by him. Then, if someone else came to the Einzbern house before Emiya Kiritsugu, would you change your own? What about love? For you, is Emiya Kiritsugu necessary? Is he absolutely necessary?"

"I'm sorry. But, Kiritsugu is special to me. Not everyone can do it. Especially you. No, it's better to say, everyone is possible, but you are absolutely impossible."

Rin smiled wryly.

Irisviel sat on the edge of the bed, watching Rin slowly fall asleep.

"I should be extremely grateful to you. Even if you are also a woman, if you say you want me to be your wife, I will not refuse. After that, even if I am cursed by the whole world, I believe I will live a happy life. Then It must be a wonderful thing.”

"Obviously so happy, but I can't imagine such a scene."

"Because I'm so empty."

"Because, in that way, I don't have the real sense of being alive. I can't find the value of my own existence."

"You're not a pervert, I am."

"What I need is not a hero who can save me, but a hero who can be saved by me."

"I want not to be saved by someone, but someone, to be saved by me."

"It would be fine if you didn't show up. In that case, I don't need to know that my heart is so twisted."

"If, if you have a weakness, it's fine. Then I can live a perfect and happy life. Can be saved and needed."

Chapter 793 I want to save you, what does it have to do with you

Rin had invited Irisviel before.

But Irisviel didn't agree at that time. At that time, on the one hand, Rin didn't show his strength and was just a child.

On the other hand, Irisviel doesn't need Rin.

Rin may be able to save Irisviel's fate, but she cannot help Irisviel find the value of existence.

For Irisviel, she is nothing more than an artificial human.

The fate of artificial people is predetermined.

Kiritsugu broke her old destiny, and even gave Irisviel a value of existence.

She had seen through Emiya Kiritsugu a long time ago.

Just like Tohsaka Aoi saw through Tohsaka Tokiomi.

It's not that they don't know that their husbands have brain problems, but they still choose to love their husbands.

Kiritsugu turned her from a tool into a person.

She loves Kiritsugu, very much.

For Kiritsugu, she didn't mind even if she died.

Originally, she thought so, but when Tohsaka Rin appeared, things were a little different.

She can easily reach the realm of happiness.

However, it is absolutely impossible for her to abandon Kiritsugu just like this.

Among them, there are reasons why Kiritsugu came first, and there are also reasons why Kiritsugu is weaker and sacrificed more.

The biggest reason is that she is more meaningful in front of Kiritsugu.

For a puppet, there is no difference between life and death.But the meaning of existence is the most valuable.

She was distorted, and when she realized this, she felt very sad.

Kiritsugu is also twisted, twisted to save the world, and she twisted to save others.

However, it was precisely because of this that Rin cared even more.

The weak perish themselves, and the strong save themselves.

The weak Irisviel doesn't think about how to save herself, but only thinks about how to save others.

It's twisted, but also great.

If the heart is weak, just let it perish.

If you are a person with a strong heart, just help him save himself.

Only Irisviel wanted to help her, but she didn't know where to start.Even if her fate is changed, it will not satisfy her.

Anyone who is a king must have a kingly way.

Fill the whole world with your own thoughts, and what you create is your ideal world, your own royal paradise.

But Irisviel is the discord in this kingly paradise.

Neither help nor kill.

Rin felt a warm current flow into his body.It was Irisviel's healing technique.

She couldn't use Avalon to heal herself directly, so she healed Rin with this type of healing that hurts herself to heal, and then let Avalon heal herself.

After a long time, even Irisviel couldn't bear it anymore. Although Avalon was able to restore her, the process was very hard.

Finally, Rin woke up again, and this time she was much better.