A Full-level Commander Who Joins the Chat Group

She can almost guarantee that if there is no Gin personality, even with the protection of Frost Star, little Tallulah will follow her old path sooner or later, at least she will start again towards the original tragedy, after disappointments again and again She became who she is now after despair and despair.

Is that really 'Talulah'?Or, is that really the complete Tallulah?

The answer is of course no. To put it bluntly, that little Tallulah is a phantom of her past, a personality that was born purely to escape from those memories of hatred and pain.

What about her?Is her current personality full of hatred and revenge complete?

Of course it's impossible, or it can simply be said that they are two sides of one body, one completely throws away those hatred and revenge, the other picks up all those things, and also has another soul that caused her distortion mixed together...

Who is she now, what is she going to do next, whether it is revenge or something else, if it is revenge, what will she do, and what will she do after revenge...

When she was not clear-headed, she hadn't thought about these issues, but after meeting Jiangcheng, although there were many messy things, she also jumped out of the vicious circle of hatred and used work and overtime to divert her attention. Shocking the spirit with all kinds of ridiculous incidents, he finally regained the ability to think calmly.

"But even if you can think calmly, these things are still a mess, it's just a mess..."

Gin sighed and rubbed his swollen temples.

To be honest, she really doesn't know how to define who she is now, because she can say anything about this thing.

As for what to do next, in fact, her mind is still in a mess now. The emotional side has been saying that she must recklessly seek revenge, while the rational side is telling her that this matter still needs to be planned, and it is best to do all the work. I'll plan after I'm done...how come I thought of working overtime to watch it again.

Gin sighed, recalling in his mind the words Amiya asked himself a few days ago.

"Whether I am Tallulah or Kosche, I want to know myself..."

Qin Jiu looked at the badge in his hand, looked at the scratches left by Jiangcheng on it, and frowned slightly.

Is he trying to tell me that I am Tallulah?

It's possible, but it's not very high. He always does things as he pleases, and he doesn't understand it at all. It's strange that he can guess his intentions so easily... Wait, him?

Qin Jiu was taken aback suddenly, looking at the badge in his hand, a thought slowly came to his mind.

If he were here, what would he say to himself?

What would he do if he encountered this situation?

Without any more thinking, Gin quickly thought of the answer based on his experience of being played around by him these days.

"The name is just a title. It doesn't matter who it is. After thinking about so many questions, it's just embarrassing yourself—and most importantly, it has nothing to do with what you want to do."

Gin was talking to himself, suddenly smiled, and threw the badge in his hand on the table.

"Of course it doesn't matter. After all, even an Ursus spy can become the top officer of the intelligence agency. It's really stupid to be entangled in the so-called identity."

"No, you can't say that. After all, his brain circuit is different from ordinary people, and he doesn't look like a normal person in his gestures. It's better to stay away from him when you're okay..."

"But I have to admit that he is right in some respects. I did think too much. It's just some boring trifles..."

Gin stretched, stood up, walked to the mirror, and looked at himself in the mirror.

There is no need to think about who she is, because she is her, and she can do whatever she wants.

She is the little Tallulah who was naive and wanted to fight, she is the Tallulah full of hatred and revenge, she is the black snake attached to her spirit, she is the gin that fused together, and everything made up who she is now.

She closed her eyes, and the fierce aura on her body gradually softened. After breaking through the last psychological barrier, she chose to accept everything, including that little Tallulah who didn't understand anything.

Then she opened her eyes, looked at herself in the mirror, bit her fingers and thought for a moment.

Revenge is definitely necessary, and Amiya doesn't seem to be prepared to oppose it, and she has some ideas, you can talk to her...

To be honest, Ursas has no feelings at all. Inheriting Kosiche is more about memory. If you can help, you can help. If you can’t help, you can do whatever you want. Moreover, Kosiche seems to have something to do with his mother’s death in his memory... ...

Thinking of this, she looked at the corrected documents on the table and thought for a moment.

It just so happens that the work is done, so let's go now.

Without any more hesitation or consideration, she made up her mind and went straight out the door. When she met someone she knew on the road, she greeted them uncharacteristically and enthusiastically, and even bought two cotton candy when passing by a roadside stall. , walked to Amiya's office while chewing marshmallows.

The passers-by on the road were as if they had seen a ghost, especially the subordinates who had always admired Gin as a human being. Their expressions were very strange, as if they wanted to say something, but in the end they could only move their lips without making any sound.

But Amiya said what they couldn't say.

"You...are you working overtime and going crazy?"

Amiya stared dumbfounded at Gin who was holding two marshmallows with a happy expression on her face. She felt that she might need to rest too. This was all a hallucination...

"No." Gin interrupted Amiya's fantasy, and handed over a marshmallow: "I bought it for you, it's sweet and soft, it's delicious, it's cheap, and it can supplement the sugar consumed by work .”

"Uh...thank you." Amiya took the marshmallow with a dull expression, hesitated for a moment: "That... Gin operator, if you are tired, just say, we can On vacation..."

"I don't work much recently, and I can only come to you when I have free time." Gin said, chewing the last bite of marshmallow, throwing the stick into the trash can, and closing the door in Amiya's office. door, turned to look at Amiya.

"Is there anything like monitoring and listening here?"

"no, what happened?"

"Come here to talk to you about the last time." Gin pulled a chair and sat opposite Amiya: "It was the last time you asked me whether I was Kosche or Tallulah... I I think I can answer you now."

"...Ah?" Amiya was taken aback for a moment, and after realizing it, her expression gradually calmed down, and she nodded: "I see, what's the answer?"

"I am both."

Gin looked at Amiya calmly.

"I want to take revenge on Yan Country, but not Yan Country as a whole, but the current Yan Country Emperor. You told me about this before, so I want to hear your plan."

"I don't care about Ursas anymore. After this help, they probably won't trust me anymore, and I'm a little bit fed up with those people—but there is a doubt about Kosche that I need to Investigate, he seems to be involved in my mother's death, if confirmed I may take action."