I'm a Light Novel Master in Japan

The hardest times are often the most memorable.A cup of hot tea exudes a fragrance, and the young teacher keeps taking notes, doing his best to complete the teacher's mission.

After Li Yan sorted out the situation of more than ninety students in his hands, he raised his head to check the time, and it was not too early.He was alone in the empty office.

Like cramming, he persisted until the last moment. As a foreign teacher, he naturally needed to work harder, and he could only wait and see the changes in the final exam results a week later.

10:15pm at night.

In the business district near the station, there is a small shrine famous for praying for marriage.

Li Yan passed by here every time, but recently he would stop under the streetlight in front of the torii gate of the shrine, looking at the dark interior of the shrine, thoughtful.

"Yo!"

In the dark crowd of office workers, Li Yan heard a familiar voice beside him.He turned his head to look, and saw the senior programmer Xiao Lin who had drunk some wine and often worked overtime.

"What a coincidence, Senior Xiaolin."

"Yeah, what's the matter with you, did you just get off work?"

Xiao Lin asked with a smile: "By the way, Li, have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet." Li Yan said after hearing this sentence, his stomach was already unbearably hungry.

"That's it, then let's not go back for the time being. It seems that I haven't eaten with you for a long time. How about going to the wine house for a meal?"

Kobayashi asked with a smile.

Tokyo at night is the only time for office workers to take a breath and rest when the aroma of wine, lights and relaxation.

"Wow~~~"

Kobayashi drank a glass of sake, revealing the refreshment of an uncle.

In the warm-colored wine room, Li Yan dared not take a sip, fearing that he would be late for work tomorrow.

"Senior Xiaolin, don't drink too much, you have to go to work tomorrow." Li Yan pushed the wine forward and tried to persuade him.At this time, the waiter at the tavern brought up the ramen. Sure enough, the hot ramen was even more tempting even under an empty stomach.

Xiao Lin looked at Li Yan who was eating ramen and was silent for a while, then suddenly asked: "Li, are you still single?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

Li Yan asked with some doubts.

"You are not a high school student or a college student anymore, have you considered finding a suitable girl to accompany you?"

Xiao Lin smiled lightly, and asked Li Yan suggestively.

"Cough cough cough!!"

This question immediately swallowed all the ramen in Li Yan's mouth into his trachea, causing him to cough immediately.

"What, what?" Li Yan looked at Xiao Lin in astonishment and asked.

Kobayashi looked at him suspiciously, and said, "Why are you so surprised? You are not young anymore, and now you have a job, even though you don't need a job here in Japan, it won't delay your relationship..."

"..." Li Yan was silent for a moment.

The night wind blew the lantern above his head, shaking it.Li Yan was thinking about something quietly, his expression was a little complicated, he seemed a little interested, but also a little apprehensive, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he seemed a bit troubled by such a topic.

"After all, do you have a girl you like now?" Xiao Lin asked.

"This... this..." Li Yan stammered, seemingly not denying it.

Xiao Lin showed a smile, took a sip of wine, and said, "You have it just by looking at your expression."

In front of the vast, starless night, Xiao Lin said: "What are you worrying about? I always feel that you enjoy your work recently and put your mind on the students. However, this is not a good thing for you. It is waiting for you. , waiting for your people, it is not a good thing."

"..."

Li Yan's gloomy eyes became even more lifeless.

As long as you are a man, why don't you desire to have an ideal partner of the opposite sex by your side? Li Yan does not deny that he has no such expectation.

It's just that he didn't know some things at the beginning, but now he knows everything.

When he fell into the depths of his heart like the deep sea, what Li Yan saw was not only the little girl's life, but also the details and insights that he couldn't know, and what he shouldn't have seen. Careful emotional insider.

No matter what he did, he couldn't make up for this situation, and it was destined to be an irreversible dilemma.

He did not pursue such a result. It should be said that he is not emotionally savvy. There is not much warmth that can be found in the vast world. He did not feel warmth at the beginning, nor did he have the firewood they said , but after meeting them, he gathered enough sparks of hope. Along the way, he said several times that maintaining the status quo is not easy, and he no longer expects a deeper future and emotions.

He may be able to tell himself rationally, as long as he likes the person he likes with his heart.But until now, Li Yan's mind was dazzled. He didn't know, didn't understand, didn't understand, and was even afraid of such emotions. Now he has seriously thought about it, but he still doesn't have an answer.

After a while of silence, Li Yan finally drank.

Bitterness and bitterness come from the mouth, but they start from the heart.

"I will seriously... think about my heart."

Li Yan seemed to be speaking to Xiao Lin, but also seemed to be speaking to himself.

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The night is like ink, like stirring clear water. The young man who had worked hard after taking a shower originally planned to lean against the wall to rest for a while, let his hair dry before going to sleep, but after he closed his eyes , the tiredness and tiredness swept over immediately, in the dark room, that figure who looked like he was basking in a bonfire, his head gradually drooped, and his whole body was tilted to one side.

This time I fell asleep, as if I didn't know the time, I didn't feel the outside world, I was drowsy, and I dreamed of many things.

When I was young, I realized that my parents were not around. I dreamed about the face of my grandfather, the face of my mentor who encouraged him to become stronger, dreamed about my daily commute home, and dreamed that I saw my parents in the rain. In that scene, I dreamed of Sanhe Bunko, angels and demons, monsters and boys, the fate of hell girls, and the figures of a group of girls who are destined to be with me...