I'm a Light Novel Master in Japan

In life, is the preference more important, or the reality of life is more important...

"..."

Li Yan sat cross-legged in the living room, staring blankly at the sky on the balcony.

His computer mailbox has always been full of emails from his "parents".

Before the bankruptcy incident, those warm letters encouraging their studies and asking for help.

After the bankruptcy incident, it was a message that hoped that the child would bring enough living expenses before and let him start again...

Completely different fate, here, is a warm and happy family.

The reunited parents are over there, and the life he dreams of is over there. Now that dream has come true, as long as the high debts are quickly resolved in the shortest time, he will be free.

So, he needs money, a lot of money...

This sentence, I said to my senior sister Amakusa Xiao, and now I have said it to my tutor. Every time it is too ironic, he has no choice.But every time he answered like this, the one who felt the most chill was himself.

"Feel sorry……"

Under the light and dark of the evening sky, Li Yan sat cross-legged in his home and whispered apologetically to the seniors who had given them high hopes.

【dong dong dong...】

Suddenly, at this moment, Li Yan's cell phone rang.

"Ok?"

Li Yan reacted, picked up the phone, and saw the name of [Kagurazaka Iris] on the caller ID, and suddenly became a little puzzled.

Usually, Kagurazaka Ayame wouldn't call him during his homework hours, and the calls were basically because there was something important to communicate with him.

"Hey, I'm Li Yan, Miss Kagurazaka, what's the matter?" Li Yan answered the phone and asked.

——【Ah, Uesugi-sensei, did you not disturb your class and review? 】

"No, I just came back from school, it's just a while, I'll probably be busy. So what's the matter? Is it about live-action movies?" Li Yan felt a headache when he thought of Professor Kokura's Japanese high school speech plan , continue to ask.

——[No, the list of live-action movies has been determined, and I don’t need to bother you anymore. The adaptation work will be handed over to the script of Dongyang Film and Television.Actually, let me ask first, see if you still remember.What day is today, do you remember? 】

Kagurazaka Iris asked curiously.

"Day... is it a holiday... wait!"

Li Yan didn't quite understand it at first, but in an instant, a date flashed in his memory, and he was shocked by electric shocks all over his body.

——[That’s right, today is the day when the results of the rookie competition held by the manga magazine companies are announced. The works of Mr. Kashiwagi and Mr. Shiina’s works have already come out. 】

"..."

Li Yan was speechless for a while, and his heart suddenly became anxious and uneasy.

Recently, he has been busy writing essays and novels, and accidentally forgot about the match between Shiina Mashiro and Sawamura Eiri, but now he feels as if he was told that the results of the college entrance examination were announced. I want to ask now, but I dare not ask.

——[Sure enough, you haven't read it yet. After I watched it, I was surprised. Kashiwagi-sensei and Shiina-sensei probably already knew their grades.Don't worry, the results are pretty good. Their works have been officially announced to be published and serialized because of their excellent quality. 】

"...Is that so, Miss Kagurazaka, so..." Li Yan asked with hesitation.

——[…You are just too concerned about other people’s feelings, which makes you so passive.He clearly declared himself neutral, didn't he?In the end, I was still quite worried about the impact of the competition. If they are confused next, it is also an obstacle that they must overcome... Let me tell you directly, this time the competition... 】

——【It was Kashiwagi-san who won. 】

A cold wind blew across Li Yan's body through the balcony.

Ying Lili, actually won...

Reappearing like a fragment of a memory, that night, when she officially met Shiina Mashiro, Eiri, who was proud of her talent and showed a confident smile...

However, during the trip to Okinawa, Eri, who witnessed Shiina Mashiro's rapid progress, began to question her own abilities with weakness and anxiety...

In the end, everything seemed to be calm, and Yingli, who had no other thoughts, went to the competition with the joy of creation, and finally completed the preparations.

During that period of time and experience, the comic works composed of laughter and tears finally created a thrilling jump...

It's really not easy to win, after all, the opponent is a world-class genius painter who has the same effort and has always been aggressive, Shiina Mashiro.

However, when the joy of Ying Li Li's victory was conveyed to Li Yan's heart, he felt a strong sense of melancholy. Thinking about it, what kind of state is Shiro at the moment...

"Go... and see Shiina."

Li Yan stood up and thought to himself.

The journey to Room 605 would take about one minute and thirty seconds if he normally walked, but it was only this minute and thirty seconds, which made Li Yan pass so long. In the dusk sky, in the dim corridor, Li Yan came to Room 605, and after hesitating for a while, he prepared everything and knocked on the door.

"Shina, are you here, have you come back from school... can we chat?"

A gust of wind blew through the corridor of this apartment building. Li Yan stood quietly at the door, looking at the door.

Gradually, the door opened.

A girl in the uniform of the high school affiliated to Suimei University of the Arts appeared in front of Li Yan so haggard.

Tears were silent, like a man in tears, she lowered her head slightly, the golden bangs covered her eyes, but it must be very painful, she clutched her chest tightly, her lips moved slightly, but she couldn't say a word. Unable to speak.

As if he had forgotten to breathe, Li Yan looked at the real white in front of him.

"...ah...ah..."