"Oops..."

Then she showed a bitter and embarrassed expression, lowered her head and looked at the expression on her phone that was fixed on her and looked full and happy, she always felt like an old customer who went to the Cowherd shop in Kabukicho for fun. Even she herself felt that her actions were too rascal, how on earth did she act on Li Yan...

"What the hell did I do... a little bit even I look down on myself..."

Miyamori Aoi was quite embarrassed by her drunken gaffe, thinking silently.

However, in desperation, she continued to see what would happen in the next twenty minutes.

【Swish...】

The result happened to be changed to the second sub-video, time: 12:41.

After finally placing Miyamori Aoi on the passenger seat, Li Yan took Miyamori Aoi's car key and started the car's engine.

[Miss Gong Mori, wake up, where is your home, do you have a friend's phone number? 】 Li Yan asked.

As a result, the camera turned over, and as a result, Miyamori Aoi was already sitting in the co-pilot seat and fell asleep.

Immediately afterwards, the silent Li Yan seemed to think for a while in the direction of Miyamori Aoi, and silently explained the general situation.

[...It's almost one o'clock now, and I only have to send you to my friend's house for a temporary stay. 】

In the quiet and brightly lit streets of Tokyo, at 12:43, the vehicles on the highway were much rarer than those of the previous period. We started from Meguro District, passed the mountain pass, and drove in a dense forest passage for about 10 minutes.

【parking……】

Suddenly, in the quiet driving process, Aoi Miyamori heard a somewhat uncomfortable voice.

[Hurry up...I always feel like something is going to spit out...]

Then, Miyamori Aoi in the video said something that caught Li Yan's attention.

[I'll stop right away, please bear with me, don't vomit on your own car! 】 Li Yan's voice seemed a little anxious.

As a result, the vehicle gradually stopped at the edge of a door similar to a forest park. As a result, the video cameraman seemed to quickly unfasten his seat belt, pushed the door and went into the ditch on the mountain road, leaning down and vomiting.

In the camera, Li Yan expressly delivered her a bottle of mineral water. After she rinsed her mouth with mineral water with an uncomfortable expression, Li Yan helped her back to the car.

"..."

Miyamori Aoi watched the video, and suddenly, the whole person fell silent.

I don't know why, but I saw a scene where Li Yan was taking care of her, and my heart suddenly warmed...

In the [-] minutes of the video, it could be seen that Li Yan did not do anything rude to her. On the contrary, she was always causing him some kind of trouble.

Thirty minutes away, she vomited three times in total, and after the third time, she asked to sit on the stairs of the overpass under the street lamp and take a while...

Under the dim light, sitting with his knees in his arms, he put on Li Yan's coat in the cold winter.

[Uncomfortable...why is it so uncomfortable...]

When she was drunk, she asked in a low voice as if she was crying.

[It's just the effect of alcohol, don't worry, wash your face with a hot towel after you go back, and you can sleep... 】

Li Yan, who was sitting beside him, said.

In the camera, under the lights of the flashing vehicle hazard warning lights, in such a quiet night, Aoi Miyamori who was outside the camera no longer knew what the scene and mood were like at the time, but she knew herself in the camera, and she didn't know what to expect. It's not about the effects of alcohol.

Above the white snow, there is a bright starry sky. In the video, in a low voice, the uncomfortable expression gradually quieted down, and said: [No, it is definitely not the physical discomfort, I... What am I doing, why should I join the animation? Company, why are you busy with your work...]

[After graduating from college... I didn't have any purpose, I was just looking for a job for the sake of finding a job... Sure enough, this lack of consciousness... can only be done at this level, right? 】

In the camera, she buried her face in her arms and asked sadly.

【……what do I do?I went on working aimlessly like this, getting married, resigning, being a housewife, and finally getting old... I clearly told my friends that I would make an animation together. As a result, not only Ema-chan was lost, but I was also lost... ... The purpose of people's work is to support themselves, right? 】

"..."

Seeing Aoi Miyamori here, it was the first time that she realized that she didn't need a mental avatar when she was drunk, so she bluntly said such painful, sad and confused words.

When she was busy, she often felt depressed. After she came into contact with her work, she gradually understood the indifference and hardship of society. In this era, there is a big distance from her high school wishes... The material source of survival always comes from It's not easy, the emotions of society are so distorted and complicated, covering up too many gray figures...

At 12:51 of the shot, she was sitting on the stairs of the overpass, shedding tears, and confided her hard work and confusion to a young man who was still very unfamiliar and a year younger than herself.

These, even in front of friends and parents, can't complain about.

The self in the camera, after getting drunk, is laughing and crying... Maybe this is the real self, and this self is also a lot of other people who are busy at work...

However, Li Yan in the camera seemed to be listening, and he was constantly seen exhaling a mist-like breath in the camera.

[…To make money and to work in order to live is not a meaningless thing in itself. 】

Li Yan suddenly answered.

[Although the world's economy has become much easier than at any time in history, food and clothing are no longer a problem, and people have higher and more noble dreams... But no matter when and where, the most important thing is to support yourself, Miss Miyamori , When you are confused that you have no dreams and no goals, in fact, no matter Tokyo or anywhere, there is still a shortage of food, and you are busy running in a place that is only for survival, just for a shelter from the wind and rain. 】

In the cold wind, Li Yan's voice was so cold, telling his feelings.

The self in the camera was looking at the other person in surprise, and the expression was exactly the same as that of Aoi Miyamori who was watching the video quietly in the conference room at the moment.

The camera couldn't see Li Yan's expression, but just from his dull and surprised expression in the camera, he seemed to be able to imagine it.

[How to respond to this feeling after encountering something depressing.People always have two ways. One is to look at people who are worse than themselves, so as to prove that they are not alone.The other is to look at someone who is stronger than you, so that you can spur yourself, who was so weak and powerless...]

[...So, if you can get something at your fingertips, it's not called a dream at all. The front of your dream is always pitch black. You can't see it unless you go to the nearest point, but it doesn't mean you're not moving forward, so , Don't be fooled by the darkness in front of you, Miss Miyamori. 】

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