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After quietly listening, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

"I understand."

Yan Ran raised her face and looked at Li Yan.

"No wonder... Ying Lili is like this. Uesugi-sensei, thank you very much for being considerate of her."

Sayuri Sawamura closed her eyes, and said with a smile on her beautiful face: "More than a year ago, Eriri suddenly changed, and she suddenly liked creating more than before. I am curious why she suddenly changed like this. That child used to Learning to paint is to keep a regret when I was a child. In itself, the fun and purpose of creation is not firm, and I have always worried that Yinglili will lose her goal in confusion, so I always want to make up for Yinglili’s heart. It's a pity, Yinglili is very fragile, I have always thought so..."

She looked at the rain under the gray sky outside the glass, and said: "However, she suddenly changed. One day she suddenly wanted to leave doujinshi and go to a broader and regular creation, and because of the little popularity she had accumulated, she received a A list from a library company, designing illustrations for a newcomer named Yan Uesugi. Ying Lili secretly laughed, cried, worried, and hesitated...but there was an unexpectedly strong willpower that persisted. I For the first time, I saw that she was no longer painting for others, but for herself, for the most essential pride and happiness."

Li Yan's mind kept replaying Ying Lili's recent gesture, and the scene of saying goodbye to him at the end.

Ying Lili draws for herself, stays in the position of illustrator in order to create that kind of glory and joy with him, and leaves quietly in the end for the pride of being an artist...

The back in memory of the lost, sad and resolute departure pierced his heart deeply.

"Thank you, Uesugi-sensei."

Sayuri Sawamura showed a faint smile, and when she looked up at the rainwater, she quietly thanked Li Yan.

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Li Yan was slightly taken aback, and asked in doubt: "Miss Sawamura...why do you thank me?"

Sayuri Sawamura looked at Li Yan with some warmth in her eyes, and said, "Of course it is for many things. This thank you should have been said to you a long time ago. For more than a year, you have been protecting Ying Lili , willing to let her, understand her, protect her, cherish her... These are not things that anyone can do. This time you participate in the literature competition, in fact, you don't need to participate at all, it's okay to leave it to Ying Lili to endure , but you are still willing to fight for the honor of teachers Ying Lili and Xia Shizi...you are a gentle person."

"..."

Li Yan's heart skipped a beat, and he didn't know why. He was silent for a while, and said, "Actually, I didn't do anything. It was her own efforts that made Ying Lili come so far. Besides... since it's about protection, What did I protect again, Ying Lili still cried several times, I can't change the status quo..."

Sayuri Sawamura shook her head slightly, and said: "This is something she has to go through. If there is no success in the world, it will not go through such storms. Don't worry, it will pass the rain sooner or later."

The rain is gradually getting heavier, coming fiercely and darkly, and the swaying leaves are rustling, but thinking of the calm and beauty after the rain, all the coldness and loneliness are worth tasting.

"By the way, I will definitely go to watch the literature competition."

Sayuri Sawamura, who was almost leaning against the glass door, remembered something, turned around and said with a smile.

Li Yan was startled, and asked with some embarrassment: "Hey, but didn't you say you've been busy all the time? Is it really okay?"

In the somewhat dim room, calm down.

Sayuri Sawamura's black hair swayed slightly, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

"It's not about whether I'm busy or not. Because I like . . . that's all."

Whisper softly, together with the raindrops outside, appear so delicate, decisive, lonely, helpless...

rustle……

Li Yan was silent, he seemed to hear something clearly, but couldn't grasp it, and looked at Sayuri Sawamura with a complicated expression.

"I did not hear it clearly……"

Li Yan felt that his voice was too low, so he asked again embarrassedly.

Sayuri Sawamura's meaningful smile still didn't dissipate, and while she was silent, she showed a smile that she had always kept, covered her mouth with a fan, and said, "Didn't you hear me clearly? I mean, I'm so busy with work. Occasionally, I also want to participate in my favorite programs to relax. I will also see what kind of articles Uesugi-sensei will write as soon as possible.”

Only then did Li Yan hear clearly, nodded and smiled.

"It will not let you down."

"……Um."

Sayuri Sawamura also nodded, but her phone vibrated twice, she looked at the phone, and Kimura told her that it was almost time to go to the banquet.

"..."

Sayuri Sawamura was silent for a moment, the time had come.

She finally put the phone in the bag, and said with a smile: "Now it's time, I'm going to go to some entertainment, thank you very much for telling me about Ying Lili today."

Upon hearing this, Li Yan nodded, stood up, and wanted to send Sayuri Sawamura out.

The door was always open, Sayuri Sawamura almost forgot, suddenly remembered, then turned around, bowed slightly to Li Yan, and said, "Well, from now on, Eriri will ask you to take care of her, Uesugi-sensei."

"Yes." Li Yan nodded again and replied.

Sayuri Sawamura smiled, put on her shoes at the entrance, and prepared to go out.

"Miss Sawamura!"

Suddenly, Li Yan also remembered something, and called Sayuri Sawamura.

"Ok?"

Sayuri Sawamura was slightly taken aback.

Li Yan didn't know why, but he felt a little worried about Sayuri Sawamura's vaguely erratic state, and he said, "It's not just about Ying Lili, you and Ying Lili used to take good care of me, so……"

Sayuri Sawamura turned her head slightly, looked at Li Yan, and was a little confused about what Li Yan was going to say.

"Even for a weak person like me, if you ask for help, Ms. Sawamura, no matter how dangerous and difficult it is, I will help you. I have always been very grateful to you, so if you feel too much pressure Heavy, let's find a friend and talk about it."

Li Yan said to her.

"..."