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Eri Sawamura's blue eyes reflected the scene, she raised her head slightly in the rain and mist, as if she was in a dream.

Today can be said to be a real exception, saying such sensitive and profound emotions.It would be difficult for her to say these words in normal times.

However, facing Li Yan, who was covered in injuries and hadn't changed in a year, who stayed by her side silently, she couldn't help but confide in the mountains and storms.

"Yinglili, what happened?" Li Yan asked, not quite right.

Sawamura Eriri kept raising her head slightly, showing her pretty cheeks, with a hint of self-deprecating smile, looked at Li Yan, stuck out her tongue and said with a bitter smile: "After thinking about it just now, I always feel that saying these words is very strange. I don't know why, I'm sorry, Otaku Li."

"I don't know when... I became so dependent on you, and I felt very embarrassed to say such capricious and strange words."

The raindrops fell on the feet, and the ticks were subtle and soft, forming circles of ripples on the water.

Ying Lili no longer looked at the sky, but silently looked at the rain scene at her feet, her golden bangs slightly covered her eyes, she was calm and somewhat puzzled, she seemed to be distracted, and her words seemed to be whispering.

Li Yan turned his face to the side, and quietly observed Ying Lili with those eyes that are always elusive to others. He really rarely heard Ying Lili say such words so bluntly.

The street lights are dim, like a world decorated with ink and wash.

This young girl put her hands on her knees, straightened her waist slightly, but she didn't see much increase in her breasts, her eyes regained a little anger, and she continued to speak to Li Yan with a confident smile: "Okay, My long-winded and nonsense has come to an end. Today my performance is really bad. I didn't collect food for everyone, and I got angry at Xia Shizi like a child. I made a decision a long time ago. I have to be confident. Okay, I can't rely on you all the time, no matter what... Otaku Li, it's impossible for you to not have the girl you like by your side all the time, right?"

"It has never been possible to be fake..."

Li Yan suddenly replied.

"Eh……"

Ying Lili was slightly taken aback, and looked at Li Yan in surprise.

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili quietly, and said: "Although I really hated fantasy romance novels before, it doesn't mean I hate romance."

This young man's eyes seemed to be focused in the dark, but there was a bit of confusion in his concentration. He talked about the topic of "love" for the first time, and said: "People seem to be missing their other half. Finding the other half of myself in the sea, everyone thinks that they can understand such things as love, but love is much more complicated and simpler than we imagined..."

"I am the same, so far I have been looking forward to and hesitant about my relationship. Some cautiously questioned my heart and questioned what the heart of the world is like. Love is not an exchange of equal value, nor is it a free gain, nor is it necessarily will keep you happy forever..."

"It's just, Yinglili..."

Li Yan's picture is obviously still very young, but when he smiled slightly, there was an indescribable sense of vicissitudes and gentleness. Looking at Ying Lili, he said frankly: "Even if there have been sad and painful days, maybe there will be more in the future." Going through this, even if it’s like this...I’m fine, including everyone, I will cherish every precious day like this.”

"..."

Under the eaves, the skin felt the slightest coolness, while Ying Lili could hear hot and cold, her face seemed to be in a daze.

For Ying Lili, Li Yan has too many secrets that she doesn't know about. How could a boy in his early twenties show such a smile...

"At the very least...I won't have a girlfriend for the time being until I graduate from graduate school, so at least you don't need to worry about problems like this. There are still a few years left. Such an elusive thing is really uncertain."

Li Yan noticed that Ying Lili was a little ignorant, and then continued to explain with a reassuring expression.

"Hey... what are you talking about!?" Ying Lili was shocked and asked.

"...I mean, until I don't have a fixed job and living place, I won't think about dating for the time being." Li Yan's face was a little embarrassed, and he repeated this meaning again.

Eri Sawamura's astonished expression can be used as a meme.

"Otaku, Otaku Li, are you serious? This kind of thinking is simply from the Showa era... Well, although it is not unreasonable to think this way, if you really think this is good... it is not impossible to keep it like this for the time being."

Eri Sawamura's expression became very strange, her face was flushed, and her expression was indescribably awkward and nervous, but after the words, it seemed that she really wanted to say, she seemed to hope that her mind would be confused When you are in this state, let this state not become so fast.

In her memory, Yukinoshita Yukino, Kato Megumi, Kasumigaoka Shiwa, Shiina Mashiro... Such excellent girls all made her feel inexplicably oppressed, and Eriri could still understand her extreme anxiety and hesitation. I don't know what to worry about.

"..."

Li Yan turned his face to the side and quietly looked at Ying Lili who seemed to be thinking about many things.

He still couldn't see what Sawamura Eriri was thinking right now.

Without the determination and preparation to make a young girl happy, why didn't he also hope for a period of time to cool down everything.

People's emotions are so complicated that they cannot be put into words. Even Li Yan needs to be calm. He himself, including those who are lost somewhere, will calm down sooner or later and find the answer he most wants.

Li Yan is not the same, he has no determination, he hopes to have one, after he calms down, many people will know his answer.

Silently, I gave three years to wait...

It was already 8:50 in the evening, and the heavy rain still showed no signs of abating. Eri Sawamura looked at the time, stood up, smiled, and said to Li Yan, "Okay, let's go back."

"Um, are you going back now? Didn't you say you want to hide from the rain until the sky clears?" Li Yan was stunned and asked.

"It's already very late. If we don't go back now, we won't be able to soak in the hot spring, and we won't be able to enjoy the fun of the night show with everyone. Li, the otaku who is with everyone, seems to be the happiest."

Ying Lili opened the umbrella, looked down at Li Yan, stretched out her hand to pull him up, and said with a brisk smile, "You are wearing a raincoat, and I will hold the umbrella for you. Walk slowly together. If you go back, you won’t let your wounds get wet again, come on, otaku Li, this time I’ll escort you.”

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili with some surprise, finally, he smiled happily, stretched out his hand, grabbed Ying Lili's hand, and stood up.

[Hoohoo—! ! ! 】

On the mountain road in the mountain forest, Ying Lili, who had just walked for a while, was completely soaked by the rain. In the harsh wind, Ying Lili almost couldn't open her eyes because of the rain.

"If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't lose my temper..."

Ying Lili seemed to have really regretted it, and said something that was not good for her position. She held Li Yan's arm tightly with one hand, and held the umbrella with the strength of her breasts with the other hand, struggling against the wind and rain, struggling Said yelling.

"So it's not impossible to wait until the rain weakens..."

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili, whose golden bangs were sticking to her forehead, and said.

Ying Lili deliberately covered most of the umbrellas from Li Yan's side, and most of her body was exposed to the wind and rain, but the palm holding Li Yan was so hot that it seemed to be really protecting him.