Ark Girls Want to Push Me Down

"Do I have to... apologize with death?"

"die?"

Mud Boat couldn't help but laugh:

"Then why don't you die?"

I saw him hold Hei's neck:

"Since you have already thought of dying to apologize, why haven't you died yet?"

"I want to... protect... Miss Ceylon!"

Kuro responded while holding back Mud Boat's arm.

"Wouldn't it be over already?"

The sudden unloading of the mud boat made Hei's body sway for a while.

"Mud boat?"

Hei was completely stunned. She had just been hysterical and was thinking about whether to fight with the mud boat. She had no idea what the current situation was.

"The blood of the past can't be washed away, and you can't escape, but you are still trying to live, doesn't that mean that your belief in protecting Ceylon is more important than those painful pasts?"

Mud Zhou helped Hei wipe away her tears, then gently dipped the blood from the corner of her mouth with a tissue, and continued:

"The past is not for escaping, but for conquering. Isn't it strange that you have already conquered it, but you are still troubled by it?"

"I just saved this life for Miss Ceylon. I didn't conquer the past as you said."

"So you started punishing yourself?"

"..."

Hei, who was guessed all at once, didn't know how to answer.

"You always say that the past is the blood stain that you have always wanted to wash away, then I ask you, if there is an opportunity for you to change the past and turn you into a healthy and growing reading girl, just like Ceylon, would you like it? "

"Of course I would!"

Just imagining it, Hei almost cried out.

"Yes, but the price is that Ceylon will die at the hands of the mob, not only will it die, but it may also be defiled."

"?!"

Also just imagined, the black pupils kept shaking, and the eyes were full of bloodshots.

"Will you still choose to change the past?"

"I don't understand...how the two are related."

"How not?"

Mud Boat analyzed:

"Although you have committed sins in the past, you have to admit that your current strength is all based on your past experience on the battlefield, and you use such power to protect Ceylon, then why not It can be said that Ceylon's life was earned by your past sins."

"Nothing, even without me, Miss Ceylon would..."

"You have been with Ceylon for more than ten years, and you know how many vicious thugs you have repelled. You really dare to say that without you, others can protect Ceylon?"

"..."

Hei is not a taciturn person, but she is also rather clumsy. When it comes to talking guns, one tenth of a mud boat can make her speechless.

"So I ask you, change the past and Ceylon's life... Even if you don't know Ceylon after changing the past, are you willing?"

"I……"

Black clenched his fists:

"I will choose to protect Miss Ceylon."

"Look, haven't you already won?"

In fact, the truth has always been there, but no one talks about it, and even if it is black, it will not listen.

The mud boat has grown so big and has always been adhering to a truth, the only two ways to reason with people, one is to subdue her, the other is to make her despair, make her crazy, make her hysterical, After emptying the distracting thoughts, take her to face the most original heart.

"So, Hei, don't try to wash away your past in the future."

The mud boat held Hei's hands. Although the hands were fair, they were not very smooth. He could also feel what Ceylon said, Hei was washing his hands like a madman, trying to wash away the blood.

"You should use your past to protect the future of Ceylon."

"..."

Hei suddenly knelt down and sat down, her consciousness a little dazed.

It seems that the words of the mud boat are not words at all, but a drill, which drilled into the black mind and instilled these ideas.

"My past...is Miss Ceylon's future..."

Black inarticulately repeated the sound that stirred in his soul, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

Her breathing was gentle, and her facial muscles didn't twitch, but the tears just couldn't stop flowing, as if all the filth was flowing out.