Ark Girls Want to Push Me Down

"I can't find a chance to make out with you at Muzhou at all... I have a good figure and looks, and I can't compare with those guys. What else can I do! I can only do what I want!"

As she spoke her heartfelt words, tears burst out.

The last time Ansuo felt the love of the mud boat was when he went to the hot spring last time. Although he met frequently after that, he failed to make the relationship any further.

She is very anxious, afraid that the mud boat will be taken away by others, and at the same time she is also longing for the mud boat. The mud boat elements supplemented by ordinary contact are not enough to make up for the daily thoughts.

"I'm obviously... I've worked so hard..."

Sakura's trembling lips kept breathing, and the cry in her voice became stronger and stronger.

"In order to satisfy your hobbies, first exercise your tolerance for pain, and then practice the expression to enjoy the pleasure in front of the book. Even though you have practiced so hard... but you are still exposed when you face it."

Ansuo's tears accumulated more and more, and the movements of wiping the corners of his eyes became more and more frequent.

It was because of the hard work that he was so sad after the momentary defeat.

It's like it's because he likes the mud boat that he suffers because he can't get his further love.

"Let's talk about it first, you are completely misunderstood, I'm not a sadist."

Ansuo must have seen himself discussing with Shi Huai Ya that day, so he thought he was the kind of person who likes ryona (likes to watch women being abused).

So the mud boat also clearly clarified this point with the other party.

"Ugh?"

Ansuo was startled after hearing this, and then the grievance on his face went even further.

"I'm such an idiot..."

The original efforts for the mud boat turned into a funny and ridiculous foolishness in an instant, and Ansuo's tears were even more uncontrollable.

"Why on earth did I do such a stupid thing..."

"for what?"

Mud Zhou looked at Ansuo's sad look, and an urge to do something came up.

He already knew Ansuo's feelings for him, so it was obvious what to do now.

Since she wants to pay for herself, let's take her dedication.

"Isn't it just for the arrival of this moment?"

Saying that, Mud Zhou took Ansuo into his arms and kissed it affectionately.

"Wow?!"

Ansuo was shaken by the sudden touch between his lips, and then he was conquered by the skilled kissing skills of the mud boat, and softly became a prisoner of the mud boat.

Thinking about it carefully, this was Ansuo's first official kiss with Mud Boat, after all, the unilateral kiss was not so romantic last time.

"Mud boat..."

Ansuo didn't expect that kissing the mud boat would be so comfortable, the happiness that went straight to the bottom of his heart was about to melt this little rabbit.

After the two's lips were briefly separated, Ansuo took the initiative to attack, stood on tiptoe and kissed the mud boat again, the moment the tongue touched, Ansuo suddenly felt that all the suffering in this life was wiped out.

"Why are you still crying?"

Mud Zhou asked while helping Ansuo wipe away his tears.

"Because... I finally know... why I came to this world.

262. The happiness of this time is worth the misfortune of a lifetime

What was I born for in this world?

I still think this way when I feel hopeless at first, but after a long time I can't find the answer, I stop thinking about it.

From the time I can remember, my life has only been bitter.

Hunger, cold, and pain, these are the three feelings I am most familiar with.

Sleeping peacefully at night is no less difficult than being able to eat a full meal. Every time before I fall asleep, I am afraid that I won't be able to see the sun tomorrow.

But then again, I don’t have any expectations in my life. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to live tomorrow, and I’m also full of fear that tomorrow will come.

Because yesterday was bad, today is worse, and tomorrow must be worse than today.

Maybe the reason I'm still alive is because I saw someone with the same fate as me, who was in pain when they died.

It's not that there is some hype like a belief in wanting to live or a strong character, I just simply don't want to be like them.

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"Why are you still crying?"

The gentle voice of the mud boat rang from Ansuo's ears, which made Ansuo, who was not used to this kind of happiness, stunned for a moment.

"Because... I finally know... why I came to this world."

Ansuo, whose smile was full of happiness, looked at the mud boat affectionately, and the happiness infused in her soul almost melted her bones.

"Sure enough...it's completely different from stealing a kiss."