Journey with the Ship Girl

In fact, today I went back to the place where I was in high school, meeting and having a small gathering with three good friends.Two women and one man, two of them went abroad to study in Japan, and the other was admitted to Tsinghua University as a graduate student.

The boy is my buddy. This guy is very legendary. In the third year of high school, because he didn't want to make up lessons, he jumped directly from the teaching building (the second floor), and successfully obtained the special treatment of not having to study at night for three months.When I was trying to prepare for the exam, this guy traveled around the mountains and rivers, and finally passed the 211 exam. This guy always lives smarter than me.

When I was in college, I claimed to know people in every grade and every class in the school. Once I took my girlfriend to the school hospital to see a doctor. After I went there, I found that he knew all the girls who were queuing up to see a doctor. He greeted them one by one and waited in line The girls were shocked.

In the evening, the four of us went to eat KFC together. When I came out and walked down the steps, I saw the heavy traffic at night. Without any reason, I suddenly had an impulse.

I want to go to Shanghai.

I want to go to Shanghai to see the night scene there.

I wonder if you occasionally have such impulses and thoughts?When you suddenly want to do a certain thing very much, reason tells you that you are crazy, but you still want to do it very much.

At that moment, I really wanted to go to Shanghai to see the night scene, even if I came back tomorrow, it didn't matter, I just wanted to take this trip.

I talked about my thoughts, and the two girls said you should go, and the wealthy girl said that I will pay you the fare to go to the airport; my buddy directly took out his mobile phone to search for air tickets, and analyzed the latest flight with me in detail It's time to take off, the air ticket is [-] yuan, you can afford it, how long does it take to get from KFC to the airport, how long do you have to think about.

Then he said to me: "If I had your independent economic level, I would definitely go there. I would go there full of excitement and enjoyment. Think about you at one o'clock in the morning and everyone knows that you are in Xi'an." When I was in Shanghai, I suddenly took a selfie at the airport in Shanghai, and when I was bragging with people in the future, I could still say that I wanted to go to Shanghai one night, and flew over without saying a word, thinking about how chic I am?"

I am very excited, I really want to go, and I really want to be so chic.

Qingfeng, I have been honestly going to elementary school and junior high school, high school and university all my life. If I hadn't written something and had a craft, I would have been lost in the crowd.The image of the protagonist Ye Luo is based on myself. I don't have any special skills, but life is always passable.

A few of them went home, my buddy suggested to me several times, and said that if he brought his ID card, he would really go with me.If you don’t want to go, forget it. If you want to go so much, you can’t go in the end. It’s always a pity.

I feel that I may not have the interest to go again tomorrow.Even if the air ticket price will be much lower tomorrow, even if it is comfortable to go tomorrow after getting ready for a change of clothes, but if I don’t go tonight, I will definitely regret it in the future.

Why, why?

I sat in KFC and ordered a sundae, and I struggled for a long, long time, whether I should spend at least two thousand yuan for a trip, just for my own liking, or rationally, as if nothing had happened, and silently answered. Family?

I'm not very short of these two thousand yuan now, but spending two thousand yuan has no practical significance at all; I want to pursue my love occasionally to be unrestrained and self-willed, and my reason tells me why are you crazy in the middle of the night?

Qingfeng, I am typing this testimonial at home now, but I didn't go.

Sure enough, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry that I want to cry.

I thought of such a passage.

"When you're seven you can run all over the store for an ice cream

When you are seventeen, you can go to a strange city alone for the person you like

When you're twenty-seven, you can just find someone to spend your life with just to live

You said you are getting lazy and lazy to love"

But I don't think it's lazy to love, it's just that our rationality defines for our values ​​what is worthwhile and what is not, what is useful to reality and what is useless to reality.

Only teenagers talk about the word dream without fear, because they are always fearless.

So I am very sorry, very sorry, so regretful that I want to cry, because I have probably lost some of my youthful spirit.

I have always liked Elbow's books at a certain point, regardless of the style and plot, just because his books can always make people feel high-spirited.

I always remember a passage in the chapter of the New Year blessings he wrote.

"Things you think about day and night will always come true, and your childhood dreams are the most enjoyable.

When I was thinking about blessings, I was suddenly a little short of words. I wish you good health and family happiness for sure, but is there anything special?

After thinking for a long time, I suddenly thought of something very important, that is, I wish you all still have a youthful spirit. "

The liking when I was a teenager is the real liking, because that liking is so pure that it cannot be added.

I can imagine that many people will think that I am inexplicable. I want to fly to Shanghai in the middle of the night. It is a pity that I did not go. I am crazy?What's wrong with two thousand yuan, what are you thinking about.

But I'm just sorry, very sorry.

I wrote something and wanted to show it to myself, but after thinking about it later, I decided to post it.

I wish all book friends, I wish you never lose your youthful spirit.

Even if time will slowly teach us to be human, even if age will make us realistic, even if we will always get used to a rational life, even if we will eventually put "like" and "meaningless" together on the balance.

Never forget the impulse you once had in your heart, the high-spirited youth.

——The Prayer of the Breeze

2019年8月6日00：20

Chapter 1 Tough Interviews

"What do you think the world looks like?"

"The world is chaotic, disorderly, wary, group, or fierce, bleak, orderly..."

"I may not have expressed clearly. Do you think the land under our feet is round or square? Choose one."

"A circle, specifically an ellipsoid."

"OK, the answer is completely correct, ten stars for common sense of life. Highly recommended, I will give you an extra star."

Ye Luo pinched the form handed over by the ship lady sitting across the table, feeling a little complicated.

The girl looked at Ye Luo in a daze, nodded at him in a friendly manner, and asked intimately, "Do you need my autograph? Let me tell you secretly, each of us has three places to fill in the special recommendation." , as long as you gather three special recommendations, you can directly exempt from the test."

"Ah...thank you, no need."