I Just Want to Be an Ordinary Writer

On April [-], Lilith has always been very self-conscious. After entering the door with Yoshikage Kira, she found the guest indoor slippers, and raised her hand with a smile to catch the galloping hairless cat.

"You're getting fat again." Lilith said to the hairless cat with a smile on April [-].

The hairless cat gave a "meow?" with round eyes, then reacted and screamed and broke free from Lilith's arms on April [-], and then disappeared.

"..."

A cat is a cat, and weight doesn't affect speed at all.

On April [-], Lilith looked stunned and turned to ask Kira Yoshikage, "Can't you say it's fat?"

Ji Liang Yoshikage laughed and shrugged: "You can say a few more words, maybe tomorrow it will know the importance of losing weight."

He didn't repeat the previous question, but went to the kitchen and poured two glasses of water.

When he returned to the living room, Yoshikage Kira saw Lilith on April [-]st on the sofa in the living room unsurprisingly.She was sitting comfortably on the sofa chatting with Yoshihiro Kira, earnestly making judgments with the old man about today's weather and those "outrageous people" outside.

It was not until she heard Kira Yoshikage's footsteps that Lilith raised her eyebrows at him with a smile on April [-].

Yoshihiro Kira turned his head and glanced at his son, and then handed over the remote control of the TV to Lilith on April [-]: "Let's talk, I'll go out for a while." The old gentleman said this, with a sense of relief .

There are more and more friends of my son running to the house, and the old man is very happy.

Presumably young people always prefer to chat with their peers, so he decided to retire automatically.

"Fat man, let's go. Let's go out for a walk." Yoshihiro Kira said to the hairless cat who was poking his head at the door of the living room.

The hairless cat let out another mournful cry, and followed Kira Yoshihiro out of the house.

Kira Yoshikage wanted to stop his father, after all, everything outside had nothing to do with words such as "calm" and "stability".But then I thought about it, my father was not an ordinary old man, and the hairless cat who followed him could always do something at a critical moment, so he didn't say much--who knows how long the situation outside will last?Staying out of the house all the time is not the best response.

What's more, Kira Yoshikage knew that his father had not forgotten the thing he saw "Fukada Risha" at the door of his house before, and he would not go far, nor would he go to an unfamiliar place - just for a walk.

Kira Yoshikage handed the water to Lilith on April [-] and sat down on the sofa.

The two faced the TV and watched it for ten minutes as if they were doing nothing.It seemed that nothing was important, and no one took the initiative to bring up what they saw today, but focused on the advertisements that were being played on TV.

"clatter."

April [-] Lilith put the glass on the coffee table and finally turned her head.

She stared at Kira Yoshikage for a while, then smiled and said, "How is Kira's mood today?"

"Also..."

"The truth." Lilith added with a smile on April [-], interrupting Kira Yoshikage's response.

The latter turned to look at her, then shook his head slightly.

He was silent for a while, then frowned a moment later: "It's normal."

If the word "general" is used to describe the mood, it is indeed not a very good word for Yoshikage Kira.But what about changing the word? "not good"?Or..."frustrated"?In fact, it doesn't matter what words you use to describe your mood. What matters is what you do to bring your mood back to the standard of "good".

"Is that so..."

April [-] Lilith nodded as if suddenly realized, and then shrugged.

'Probably not so good...? '

Lilith guessed like this on April [-], and finally got to the point: "I'm not in a good mood." Lilith said frankly on April [-], with a little trouble on her face: "It's just when I wake up in the morning, it's very..."

"How should I say it?" She hesitated for a while, rummaging for a suitable description in her mind.

After a while, she found the most suitable word: "Destruction!"

"Yes! Destruction!" On April [-], Lilith's azure blue eyes shimmered slightly. She narrowed her eyes slightly and fell on Ji Liang Yoshikage's face, but she seemed to be thinking about something else.

She has been out of business for a long time - to be precise, "finishing" has been out of business for a long time.

For some reason, when Lilith greeted the first second of the morning sun on April [-], she began to miss the remorse and fear of those serial killers when they faced her.

The focus is on "fear" - that's the real weird thing.

April [-] Lilith has always liked to see those serial killers repenting. Fear is just an addition, an inseparable emotion in such a scene. For April [-] Lilith, it is not important.

But now, what she misses is the... fear from those serial killers facing her.

This is not right.

"Fixing" never enjoys killing, nor should it enjoy killing.If you enjoy it, then the only difference between "killing" and those serial killers will be gone.

"That's how I understand it."

April [-] Lilith looked into Kira Yoshihide's eyes and looked him in the eye: "If Kira and I feel the same way, then... there might be something that's fueling our inner desire for destruction and lowering our bottom line. Outside. So are those people."

"It's Sendai City." Kira Yoshikage gave the answer.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the gradually cooling water in the cup, raised his hand and placed it on the wall of the cup, and the white water in the cup burst into tiny ripples.

"I said yesterday that I was going on a 'travel'." Kira Yoshikage smiled and put the glass on the coffee table.

Staring at the palm of his hand for a while, he looked up again at Lilith on April [-]st: "I couldn't go out."

"What do you mean?"

"Sendai City, I can't get out." Kira Yoshikage shrugged, somewhat helplessly.

"That's not right." Lilith frowned on April [-], "If Sendai can't go out, what about people who want to work? What about people on business trips? People returning to Sendai...are they coming in?" She thought about it. Some common sense questions: "If the 'can't get out' thing is true, then on the news... ah, I see."