I Just Want to Be an Ordinary Writer

Fernando remembered the scene where he was hunted by a professionally bred hound in the wilderness that could be called no man's land, and rolled down the hillside and brushed by the bullet - now speaking, there are still rumors near the ribs. Phantom pain.

After all, it is not a TV series. Not all the bullets fired can perfectly avoid humans and draw dotted lines along the outlines of humans running.

It was probably the most embarrassing moment of his life.

He rolled down the hill, his proud face bruised and bruised, but he didn't even have time to look in the mirror at the phone screen.

All the thrills turn into one word in the bark and the sound of bullets - run!

"Anyway, I found them," Fernando concluded.

"..." Azusa Sasaki said, "Mr. Fernando, you really don't know how to tell stories. Have you noticed? What you omitted is the point of the story."

"What's the hurry, I'm about to say." Fernando laughed when he heard the words, and subconsciously pressed his right upper abdomen that had healed but still had scars.

"I just wanted to omit the detail of being chased by the mad dog... Oh, I still told the shameful thing."

Fernando snapped his fingers, signaling Azusa Sasaki not to laugh.

"Back to why I was chased by a bunch of mad dogs, because I saw a mask. That's what you said... 'The Masked Demon'? It really fits its name."

Thinking of the unpleasant memory, Fernando frankly showed disgust.

"I saw that mask in a bar in Cairo, but that little thing is not worth noting. The premise is that if I don't see Camille's name on it. Elsa Camille, even if it is written, Also a pretty name like her own."

Admittedly, Azusa Sasaki thinks it's a name that can be seen everywhere - maybe it's a different meaning that makes it so beautiful in Fernando's eyes?

"Then I definitely can't rush up like a fool to ask what the 'Elsa Camille' on the mask means? So I still check, in short, keep checking, like a lunatic, to all the people who pass by me. As suspects, I can't wait to find out whether it was sunny or rainy the day they were born."

"The broken thread was reconnected at that moment, do you think it's interesting? I even suspect that this is a script written by fate and exclusively for me. But I'm just a disgusting person," Fernando spread out Hand, recalling the past when he couldn't control himself and complained about what he said: "I really don't deserve to let fate arrange such a change for me. I am an arrogant and conceited person, and I will not get any growth because of this."

"Look, I'm still just as disgusting now, and even more so than in the past, it's a good testament to that."

"But maybe fate doesn't think so, I'll check the guy with the mask - good news, he's still an addict, and the supplier seems to be the same group as the aforementioned. Why use it? That's it. Back to the 'man' I mentioned earlier, who may be mentally ill."

"There is a young man who is working his life for a 'man', and he organizes that small gang in an orderly manner on the bright side. From the bottom of my heart, I will applaud him."

Fernando said, he really raised his hand and patted it, but unfortunately his expression was not sincere.

"That boy found me."

Fernando omits the so-called "details" that are still important to Azusa Sasaki, and sums up directly: "He came to warn me, which makes me feel very strange. I still remember the look in his eyes when he looked at me, with Compassion and intolerance, as if those who died in the fighting because of his participation had nothing to do with him, as if he wanted me to live from the bottom of his heart."

"He told me to leave it alone, he said..."

Fernando narrowed his eyes and said slowly, "He said... 'The boss noticed you, but the boss doesn't want to kill you'"

"Huh?" Azusa Sasaki straightened her back when he heard the words, and motioned Fernando to continue with his eyes.

"He didn't kill me, he clearly pointed a gun at me, and his index finger was on the trigger." Fernando said with a smile, looking unhappy: "He asked me if I wanted to join them, and if I agreed...let me Meet Camille."

"What do you think this is called?!" Fernando slapped his thigh, like a psychopath who seemed a little out of his mind because of his emotional changes: "If there were still bullets in my gun at the time, I would have shot him!"

"Ha! Did he and his boss think I'd join them for 'seeing Camille again'?"

Fernando raised his voice slightly: "Even if you want to join the mafia, you have to be a 'righteous' family like yours, right? Ah, this is not flattery, it's just casual, it's not sincere, you can just listen to it."

Azusa Sasaki could feel that Fernando's emotions were high...not normal.

"But I want to see Camille so much..."

Fernando did look different from usual. He raised his hands and rubbed his face, and then waved slyly: "I asked him if Camille was with them, he hesitated, I saw him hesitate!"

Fernando looked as if it had happened yesterday: "He hesitated for a few seconds, then said... 'Yes'."

"I'm telling you, Miss Sasaki. I..."

Halfway through speaking, Fernando suddenly got up.

He walked around the small hall of the guest room at a slow pace, and took out a lighter from his pocket.

After thinking for a while, he sat down again: "I'm sorry, I've quit smoking for many years, but I just suddenly thought... I think you're not used to the smell of cigarettes, and I probably won't get used to that smell anymore. "

He threw the lighter into the trash can and looked back at Azusa Sasaki: "Anyway, I saw Camille later."

Fernando closed his eyes and continued: "That's not Camille, they probably thought I was the kind of person who... easily collapsed. That 'Camille' took off the mask in front of me, and there was a shaggy man under the mask. A man like a skinny monkey."

"But if he puts on the mask again, it's Camille again. I think Camille may have been eaten by the mask," Fernando said, suddenly bent down and fished out the discarded lighter from the trash can.

He smiled at Azusa Sasaki and explained, "I suddenly remembered that this was given to me by Camille to encourage me to quit smoking."

Camille handed the lighter to Fernando, smiling and making him see the lettering.The lettering on the top is vulgar, her and Fernando's names.Fernando bowed his head to kiss Camille and asked with a smile what would he gain if he succeeded in quitting smoking?After reacting, she ruthlessly laughed at her, since she wanted him to quit smoking, don't buy something like a lighter as a gift.

Camille smiled and kissed him back, the sweet smell of red wine in his mouth.What is she saying?

——Fernando, who recalled that scene, frowned slightly, and after thinking about it, he showed a clear expression.

At that time, Camille raised her slender eyebrows, with a sly hint in her azure cat eyes, leaned into his ear and said, "If we succeed in quitting smoking, we will raise a son of a bitch together!"

So Fernando really quit smoking, in order to raise a son of a bitch with Camille.

They are each other's "lovers" and a fixed relationship doesn't apply to them.

They have always maintained the relationship before the "determined relationship", stubbornly guarding the ambiguous but natural sweetness, never adding anything "in pairs" for each other, and never "owning" anything together.

——A promise is too heavy, and they were all ready to be betrayed at any time.Because the world is so interesting!No one can be sure whether they will fall in love with another person, beautiful or handsome, in the future, and then pat on the buttocks and leave.

Unexpectedly, they actually maintained this relationship, which others called "open surname relationship", to the end, ending with Camille's disappearance.