I Just Want to Be an Ordinary Writer

Mrs. Kuan was such a talkative, ignorant child—why did he have so much to say, and why he never had to use his rudimentary brain to think about what could be said and what was Can't say?

The trust Kira Yoshikage gave Kanta two months ago was broken a few days ago.

He kept Kuanta, with a tolerance that he didn't have time to study - Ji Liang Yoshikage was a little distressed, he was never tolerant, and he should be cautious about "secrets".

Sending a text message back to my father, he got into a cab home.

Some impulses hidden in nature began to stir again, with the irrepressible feeling of being a teenager when he realized in vain that he was different from ordinary people.

Granted, Kira Yoshikage didn't like the feeling of restlessness.

- Being driven by desire is stupid and fallible.

By "mistake" does he mean leaving evidence, attracting attention, as for moral matters?

The world should always accept that human beings have their own personalities, and that he also has a distinctive "character", that's all--in the final analysis, the desire that that desire brings to Kira Yoshikage does not come from the fear and screams of the victims, And begging.What his desire drives him to acquire is just... the matter of "killing someone" itself, and "liking" cannot be classified as the same thing, it can only be said that these two things can be considered in the imagination completed together.

Kira Yoshikage felt worthy of praise—he didn't think much about those two things lately, and he didn't fight them in his life with a moral sense that seemed too hypocritical to him.

He watched the scenery outside the window gradually change from the bustling city scene to the simplicity of the small town, and frowned slightly - 'But why don't I think about them anymore? '

In his busy schedule, Kira Yoshikage was confused about himself for the first time.

He remembered his original intention of studying psychology - he knew that he would always take that step, and would always kill someone because of desire.That's different, or even completely contrary, to the murder he's been killing in order to "return to calm" during this period.

He has always been tolerant to himself, even if he is still harsh in some things.

Rigorous schedule planning can make him feel the peace of mind that comes from following steps.

Forgiving "mistakes" can also dispel the desires in his heart and move towards peace of mind.

——This is different from "liking", "liking" is no longer available to him now, so he looks at this matter with certainty and ease.But what about the desire to cry out from the depths of the soul?

What about that kind of "killing desire" that is almost driven by instinct, as if the patient needs to take medicine regularly to survive?

——Yoshikage Kira marveled that he had never thought about it, as if he had completely tamed that desire.

He didn't make an effort for it, with a laissez-faire and calm attitude, so what made him stop thinking about it?

After checking out and getting off the bus, Kira Yoshikage stood in front of the house and looked at his courtyard.

——As a boy, he had thought that maybe the courtyard of this old-fashioned mansion would one day be buried with countless corpses.Those corpses will become the nutrients for the flowers, and he will carefully select the varieties of flowers to be planted in the soil, and then willingly spend a lot of time tending them.

And these have not been realized so far.

This has nothing to do with the Killer Queen. After all, nature and "likes" are always very different, and they cannot be suppressed by the ease of "being able to obtain at any time".It would be better to say that he who has the Killer Queen, who has avoided the troublesome process of disposing of the corpse, has never taken that step, which makes him applaud and marvel—after all, this is perfect, and he can accept himself. Everything you are born with, and the ace that can maintain a peaceful life.

It's weird, and... paradoxical.

"Big brother!"

Before Kira Yoshikage opened the door, Kanta opened the door and rushed out.

——'He doesn't like me too much' Ji Liang Yoshikage pressed Kanta, who was about to rush into his arms, in confusion, and looked down at him.

"Where's your mother?" Kira Yoshikage asked with a smile, smoothing out his messy black hair.

"Mom?" Kuanta looked up at Ji Liang Yoshikage, and pouted: "She prefers grandma, it doesn't matter, anyway, I like big brother more than mother!" The little child announced with a smile.

Kira Yoshikage narrowed his eyes and said nothing.

There seem to be more important things now than to investigate everything about yourself.

The marionette said frankly that after 3 days, everything in Sendai City will no longer be reversed, and it will continue forever in this absurd appearance.

That's what "Daydream" can do, and that's what the marionette can perceive as the manager of the dream -- just like seeing the same kind of people.

It said that Sendai City today is unstable and can be reversed at any time - but the "switch" for reversal is gone, and the "daydream" has long been digested by the "Tianluo girl", and the only thing left is to proceed step by step. process.

Kira Yoshikage finally understands that "daydreaming" is a must.Only by being vulnerable can you destroy yourself and the possibility of reversal.

There is also a "switch".

Fernando's "someone achieves something" - but that doesn't make sense - is the muppet's sneer.

Because the function of "someone achieves something" itself is only... destroying the function of the countdown and ushering in the predetermined ending in advance.

——The premise is that the puppet sentences are true.

Kira Yoshikage lowered her head and rubbed Kanta's hair, then asked with a smile, "Want to go to the supermarket together? Make croquette at night."

"Coke Pie! Wow! Going to go!~"

Kuanta raised her hand and cheered, took Kira Yoshikage's hand and ran out.

He didn't see the deep thought in Kira Yoshihage's eyes, and he didn't feel that he was being slaughtered by someone on the chopping block at the moment.

He wanted to eat croquette, and he was staying with the big brother he liked--it didn't matter if he didn't go home today.

Duwang Town has always been peaceful—relatively speaking.

Ji Liang Yoshikage held Kuan Tai's soft little hand, looked down at this child who was too lively and even a little annoying compared to his childhood, and raised his eyebrows slightly.

He hates Kwanta.

He can kill Kuanta, after all, he has a lot of mouths.

——Yoshikage Kira doesn't feel guilty about it.