I Just Want to Be an Ordinary Writer

"Why do we need to be so great if we help others bring about a near-annihilation future for ourselves?"

"Maybe anyone in this world can become a savior who is just, selfless and righteous, but only people like you and me will not."

On April [-], Lilith lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes made it impossible to see what was going on in her pale blue eyes.

But she quickly raised her eyes, smiled and blinked: "But if this is a story, then it is also a kind of selfish people like you and me who always give priority to themselves to suddenly let go of a child who is a threat to them. A moving, poignant reversal."

"So you said for a long time that you didn't say anything."

Ji Liang Yoshikage laughed, handed the mixed salad to Lilith on April [-], then turned around and found a table mat in the drawer and handed it to her, scolding: "Don't think it's enough to say a few words that seem vicissitudes of life. Stop fighting."

On April [-], Lilith said, "Bang!" and turned around to set the dining table.

When all the tableware and chopsticks were placed, she looked up at Ji Liang Yoshikage.

If we talk about changes... In fact, Yoshikage Kira may have some changes that are difficult to capture. Those changes are not a very good thing for Yoshikage Kira - in fact, it is also for her.

They are more suitable for loneliness, more suitable for burying secrets alone, and more suitable for living a life that looks lonely but is actually immersed in their own world.

That is absolute security.

It is naive and dangerous to give trust to others, and to be confident that others will keep secrets for you.

"You ask me, don't you really know what to do?" - It shouldn't be.

Kira Yoshikage shrugged: "In fact, the situation has changed, and I am in a dilemma."

"Ok?"

Lilith suddenly laughed on April [-]: "What would make Kira feel in a dilemma?"

Kira Yoshikage put down the colander in his hand and sighed helplessly.

Glancing at the last dish in the pot, he raised his hand and pinched his forehead: "The most unfortunate thing is that the haunted Risa Fukada wants me to kill someone. You should understand that 'killing' is regarded as a 'switch'. It's not a comfortable thing."

"Her link is too long! I knew that the body should be left, and now I can beat the body to relieve my hatred!~"

April [-] Lilith rolled her eyes when she heard the doorbell ring.

"It must be Xiao Zi!"

Her eyes lit up, she pushed open the kitchen door with a smile and ran out: "I'll open the door."

At the door of the kitchen was Chiba Yu who was about to knock on the door.

Holding an empty glass in her hand, she was hesitantly looking at Kira Yoshikage who was standing in the cooking table thinking.

Noticing her gaze, Kira Yoshikage raised her head.

Glancing over the empty cup in Chiba Yu's hand, he asked with a smile, "What would you like to drink?"

"Ah, water will do."

Chiba Yu heard a few words and seemed a little absent-minded.

——She thought that Kira-kun would probably never say those words to her, those... words to Lilith on April [-]st.

"It's time for dinner."

Kira Yoshikage turned off the fire and walked out from behind the cooking table.

Glancing at the living room where there was a lively noise, he pushed Chiba Yu to the dining table.

Kira Yoshikage is in a dilemma, facing the inevitable "loss" - Sendai City will become the last thing he wants to see, and he is trying to reduce the loss.

So...

Exactly how to choose, for him, the loss is the lowest?

Moving is a good choice, but unfortunately Yoshikage Kira hates new environments, and there has never been a "relocation" item in the general plan of life.

trouble.

......

"Xiao Zi! Long time no see!"

On April [-], Lilith threw herself into Azusa Sasaki's arms, and complained in Azusa's ambiguous expression, "Jirara grabbed me to fight! Why is the whole family playing, but I want to fight?~"

"We won't be apart until tomorrow morning."

Sasaki Azusa smiled and patted Lilith's back on April [-], still speaking softly: "I can't let Kira-kun be busy in the kitchen alone, right? Look, I brought Lilith last time and said very much. Good sushi from that shop, and some Black Forest cakes."

Sasaki Azusa shook the paper bags in his hand and entered the door with a smile: "Shouldn't Jira-kun just let Lilith do the trick? Lilith's cooking skills are..."

"Ah! Even Xiao Zi diss me!"

On April [-], Lilith took the paper bag with a smile and scolded, and then shrugged: "Our Kira is worrying about some 'ordinary' questions. It's a pity, I'm afraid you and I can't find the best answer."

"'Ordinary question?'" Azusa Sasaki froze for a moment, then laughed.

She walked into the room, thinking that "ordinary problems" may not be ordinary, but maybe... it was a simple and ordinary thing in their eyes.

But since it is so "ordinary", how can it be difficult to choose?

Ah, the "daydream effect".

Sasaki Azusa probably knew it, and went to the kitchen hand in hand with Lilith on April [-]st.