Abandoned Pit Admiral Unveiled Coffin

"nothing."

Probably aware of An Lun's embarrassment, after Jiang Feng squeezed out a shallow smile, he stretched out his hand and pressed An Lun's palm on his head:

"If it's the commander, Jiang Feng won't mind."

"Well……"

Although it looks cold, An Lun has to admit that Jiang Feng does have good potential to become a caring little padded jacket.

Unlike other destroyers, Jiang Feng's heart is very mature.Her character is even more realistic than many big sisters who look much older than her.

And all of this has a lot to do with the memory of the prototype ship that Jiang Feng inherited.

Her prototype ship was born in the war and also fell in the war.

Most of the memories Jiang Feng inherited are also memories of war.

She has superb combat skills, and also has a mature mind that is different from sister ships of the same level.

The cruelty of the war in memory numbs the pain, even death becomes a kind of kindness, and idealism is completely cast aside.

It is precisely because of this that Jiang Feng once temporarily closed her heart, there will be no letters, and she will not establish intimate relationships with others.

It wasn't until they came to the tutelary mansion that this phenomenon finally eased.

However, even though he came to the tutelary mansion and had many kind friends around him, Jiang Feng still couldn't completely get rid of the cruel memory from the prototype ship.

During his life in the tutelary mansion, Jiang Feng would go fishing alone in his spare time, avoiding the roar of shells in a moment of tranquility.

But the sound of the explosion would still echo in Jiang Feng's mind.

Only by staying beside that stupid commander, snuggling up to the man who walked into his heart in an extremely absurd way, can Jiang Feng truly usher in a moment of peace in his heart.

Although Jiang Feng does not pay attention to methods, he has an indifferent way of thinking that "there is no absolute right on the battlefield".

But in fact, even Jiang Feng herself didn't realize that, in fact, she had been longing for a 'dream' in her heart.

Justice, love, peace, Jiang Feng never believed in these high-sounding statements.

What she hates the most is the innocence and ignorance of not wanting to face up to reality and blindly shouting ideals and beliefs.

Logically speaking, the commander who insisted on the old-fashioned rhetoric of "with faith, can eventually turn ideals into reality" should be the type Jiang Feng hates the most.

However, after getting along for a long time, Jiang Feng was shaken for the first time.

In the world, there is no enemy that he cannot defeat. In the eyes of the enemy, he is the god of death wielding a sickle and harvesting life and soul.

But in the tutelary mansion, he is a man who is kinder than anyone but gentler than anyone else.

Jiang Feng didn't know why there were two qualities in a person who were so contradictory.

But he really changed the deep-rooted thoughts rooted in Jiang Feng's heart.

I don't know when, Jiang Feng also began to believe in those innocent ideals.

Especially during the period when he was the secretary ship, Jiang Feng felt unprecedented relaxation and peace of mind.

Residing in my mind like parasites, those nightmarish memories were gradually replaced by a sweet, warm and fiery new memory during this period.

Every day with the commander, Jiang Feng felt that he was reborn.

As long as he is by his side, he is no longer just a weapon that lives for war and dies for war.

Like other sisters, I have the right to be loved and choose to love.

Love, is it such a wonderful and addictive thing?

From the moment he realized this, Jiang Feng had already made a decision.

I will no longer live as the third battleship of Shige Sakura's modified Bailu class.

She is Jiang Feng, the commander's Jiang Feng.

She swears that she will always protect the man she loves so much like Nagato-sama.

It's just that Jiang Feng didn't know at that time that in the near future, the man who pulled her out of the abyss with his own hands would turn into a more crushing nightmare than the cruel memory of the war.

That day, it was raining lightly.

Thick clouds enveloped the entire tutelary fort.

After learning that the commander had passed away under the torment of illness, Jiang Feng sat paralyzed on the ground as if he had lost his soul.

The ice-blue pupils lost their luster and color, and the scenes of getting along with the commander in his mind flooded his mind like a revolving lantern.

Why did the commander slap his hand away when he wanted to touch his head?

Why didn't I muster up the courage to tell him my heart earlier?

Obviously asked Zara to order a suit of Bai Wugou in his dreams, why didn't he wear it for him earlier?

Unfortunately, Jiang Feng can never go back.

The past that she wanted to save could only be turned into regrets, buried in the depths of her heart forever.

Jiang Feng did not attend the commander's funeral, because she was afraid that seeing his coffin, she would not be able to resist violating his will.

That day, she nestled in her room and cried for a long time.