I Just Want to Deliver a Normal Takeout

"Listen to my child, the original intention of everyone to live is for himself, and maybe there will be a person or an existence that will become your main sustenance. Maybe you will care about his opinion, maybe you will also care about his treatment of you Your own judgment, but that's the bond that you've experienced in your own life. Everyone can care about everything that is most important in their minds, but you heard me, I just said 'care ’ That’s all, and you live for yourself.”

"I don't deny that one day this 'care' may become your 'for', because I have seen with my own eyes the bravery of those brothers, but this is not just a simple conversion, you can change it at will. It is very difficult to transform "care" into "for" that is more important than yourself, and it can even be said that it is difficult to change in a person's life. In your life, you will regard that existence as more important than your life Also important, this is an emotional impulse, but this impulse is very good, you can clearly feel that you are still a kind of existence called 'human', which proves that you still maintain your own reason. Know why I Do you think this impulse is good?"

"Afeng..."

"I ask you, do you know?"

Chen Feng took a step forward, Ruijier took a step back, and she was pressed hard by every step.

"do not know."

"Because that existence actually existed! Since you can be impulsive for that existence, isn't it because that existence is the most important candle in your life?! Maybe it's a person, maybe it's a thing , but they must have helped you, and this kind of help can even make you willing to use everything you have to impulsively!"

The seriousness on Chen Feng's face gradually eased, and he also found that his behavior seemed to frighten the child, so Chen Feng tried his best to soften himself.

"So what help does it give you? Apart from telling you that you are a sinner from all kinds of broad, vague and absurd texts, it wants to make you realize that you are inferior to it from the root, and it wants to imply that you are a sinner. Your sins have led to all the difficulties you have encountered so far are God’s punishment for you, and all the things you have earned through your hard work will be taken by it and said to be its gift to you. It’s a robber! What else has it helped you?! Has it given you spiritual support?”

Chen Feng pointed to his chest, with a sarcastic smile on his face.

"Then have you ever thought about it? Isn't these so-called spiritual supports just because they bring you so-called punishments and let you comfort yourself when you are depressed? Look..."

Chen Feng picked up Rachel's left hand with a surprised expression, and he randomly pulled a napkin from the table and stuffed it into her hand.

"If it's 500 yen, you go shopping and meet a person who keeps blowing a hot air blower on your face, and then you feel that your throat is as uncomfortable as being burned, so you hold your hand With the money in it, you planned to buy a bottle of drink worth 500 yen in a nearby store to quench your thirst, but in the end you found that the person who sold you the drink was the one who just kept blowing you with a hot air blower. You are thirsty, It’s hard, you bought a drink and drank it, it’s very comfortable. Do you want to thank him for this? This is simply superfluous, and this kind of complicated procedure to deify yourself will finally degrade you and improve yourself Status, what is the difference between this and a robber?"

After listening to Chen Feng's words, Ruijier's expression became a little painful and tangled. He squatted down and slowed down his tone.

"Everyone himself is his only 'God'."

Boom!

Chen Feng's words reverberated in Ruiji'er's heart like an echo, blasting her heart.

[Everyone himself is his only 'God'. 】

Is a person like me...qualified to be a 'God'?

Suffering misfortune, having a past that cannot be recalled, and a dirty heart, such a person... is also qualified to be a 'god'?

"Okay, I may be a bit long-winded, sorry." Chen Feng rubbed the girl's head, "I'll go and tidy up a room for you, and you can live there."

After finishing speaking, Chen Feng got up and went to tidy up the room.

It is true that his physical age is 17 years old, but his mental age is already a middle-aged uncle.

After seeing Rachel's situation, he naturally put himself in the position of the elder. He has gone through too many detours, witnessed too many things, and experienced countless wind and rain.Therefore, he hoped to analyze the matter bit by bit from his own point of view and tell Rachel.

Experience will change people's understanding of the world. Rachel is still very young, and her concepts are not perfected. Even though the two have no blood relationship, let alone any interest relationship, Chen Feng still does not want this girl to be in the world. Paranoid with low self-esteem.

He also didn't force Rachel to accept his ideas, he just analyzed all these in a simple way, and told her the matter more vividly. As for her final choice, Chen Feng would not intervene too much.

Ruijier seemed to be thinking about something, she just followed behind Chen Feng, and would step forward to help Chen Feng when he carried the bedding and mattress, but compared with before, she seemed to talk a lot less.

Chen Feng's action efficiency has always been very strong, so in less than ten minutes, a clean and tidy room was tidied up by him.

He also put all kinds of regular bedroom items here, but they are common, and it is better to say that they are a desk lamp, a trash can, a small table, a chair, and a roll of paper.

"My room is on the opposite side. You can call me if you have something to do at night. Then here is the light switch. Be careful not to knock your feet when you get up at night. I'll wash the dishes first. Go to bed early."

After explaining some things that need to be explained clearly, Chen Feng planned to go out, but at this moment, Rachel suddenly grabbed his sleeve.

"Ok?"

"That Afeng, actually I..." She stopped abruptly as if she was choking on her throat, Rachel thought for a while, and finally shook her head, "No, I have already washed the tableware, good night. "

"Really? Well then, good night."

Hearing the creaking sound of the wooden door being closed, Rachel stood by the bed, still staring blankly at the closed door.

After a long time, she took out the things in her shoulder bag.

A Bible, a wallet, a knife, a pistol and... a needle already threaded.

She was very disturbed. She actually wanted to tell Chen Feng that she had a gun in her hand, but she couldn't say it.

She was very afraid that this well-meaning, big brother-like person would show her disgusted and terrified expressions, and everything would definitely develop in the direction she least expected. This was punishment, and it must be the punishment God gave her!

Thinking of Chen Feng's look that looked extremely fierce but was actually very concerned, her heart felt more and more guilty.

For her, it was destined to be a painful and tortured night.

Chapter 8 A Boss Who Can’t Fish is Not a Good Boss

In the early morning, there was a knock on the door of Chen Feng's house.

Wearing a mask and changing his shoes, Chen Feng opened the door, and as soon as the door opened, a figure rushed in from outside, as if he wanted to give Chen Feng a big bear hug.

The soles of Chen Feng's feet seemed to be oiled, and his body smoothly twisted aside, avoiding the movement of this figure.

"Yang Nai, don't you know that this will scare me?"

Looking at this smiling guy, Chen Feng was quite speechless for a while, if he hadn't been almost immune to Yang Nai's surprise attacks from time to time, maybe he might hit him directly with a fist.

Yang Nai was not discouraged either, she looked at Chen Feng strangely.

"I haven't seen you for two weeks, why are you still dressed like this?"

"It's a little...a bit hard to say because of it."