My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

It is this critical moment that one should calm down——

He picked up the computer and logged in for the second time. He jumped on the official Twitter of the weekly magazine and browsed the comments of readers on each chapter.

Looking at the comments above and the regret after each ranking announcement.

The mood gradually calmed down, so what?Now I only need to draw the content of each chapter according to my own ideas, and that is the only thing he can do at present, and it is also what he should do.

He picked up his paintbrush and got back to work.

Identifying a direction to move forward——

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At night, when Kosaka Kyosuke was falling asleep in a daze, he felt the familiar pain on his face again. At this moment, he remembered what Tamura Manami said.

"Be gentle next time, okay? My left cheek is a little swollen."

Kosaka Kirino said helplessly: "I think so too, but I shook you for a long time and you just won't wake up."

"Uh—what's the matter this time?"

"I wrote a beginning, come and help me see how—"

"About how many words did you write?"

"Three or four thousand words——"

"You just write so little, you can't see anything at all."

"It's too long-winded. I told you to come here, so you come here."

Looking helplessly at Kirino Kosaka, feeling the familiar weight on his body, Kyousuke Kosaka still didn't bother to get up.

"Can't tomorrow? I'm a little tired today—"

Kosaka Kirino almost couldn't resist agreeing, but when he thought of Kosaka Kyosuke running to the studio every morning and coming back at night, even if he came back tomorrow, he would get the same answer, "No—" Kosaka Kirino didn't say anything After finishing, she found that Kosaka Kyosuke had fallen asleep.

He raised his hand, hesitated for a moment and put it down.

——Looks really tired.

Only then did Kosaka Kirino notice that Kosaka Kyosuke's face was indeed uglier than yesterday.

Did something happen again——

——Idiot, can't you let yourself take a break when you're tired?

In fact, she didn't understand herself, and she felt that she was about to be unable to suppress this relationship, but every time when it was about to explode, she couldn't accept this relationship in her heart, resisted this intention, and couldn't open her mouth. I have a good relationship with my brother, but it completely changed when I practiced it.

It became that she herself did not understand herself——

She was obviously very happy when her brother approached her, but she was afraid that she would sink deeper and deeper.

after all--

——They are brother and sister.

Brothers and sisters——

Every time, every time, she will tell herself that this is the last time, and she can't sink into it anymore. She tries to struggle out of the vortex, trying to alienate Kyosuke Kosaka—but no matter how arrogant she is, she will act in a certain way. How self-willed, how unreasonable and troublesome he behaved-instead, he got himself deeper and deeper.

Especially on that night when my mother almost found out, doing those foolish things to deceive myself in the dark——

Let her see hope that she shouldn't have.

It also made her sink even deeper, and it made her panic—

During the period when Kosaka Kyosuke ran away from home, she tried to let herself give up completely, and let herself transfer this emotion to hgame again, so that only hgame was enough for herself-but!She couldn't let it go, she couldn't let it go at all, just met and said a word, and she fell into it again.

Sometimes, she really wished that reality would become hgame, so that no matter how absurd things happened, she could use one sentence——

——Because this is hgame, everything can be explained.

The novel is not impulsive, but she feels that she can no longer fully rely on hgame alone. The emotion in her heart that she shouldn't have - she originally thought that she wrote a novel, even if she can't completely let go of this feeling, she can relieve it a little The emotion in my heart——

However, this night she still couldn't restrain herself, and opened the so-called——

——Life consultation.

Suddenly she felt that she seemed ridiculous, ridiculous for persisting, ridiculous for giving up, ridiculous for being awkward, and the world is so ridiculous——

—The ridiculous tears fell down.

It turns out that tears have no taste, because its taste is the taste of the heart, which changes with the heart.

At this moment, her tears tasted bitter.

Like a heart.

Wiping away the tears, Takasaka Kirino once again raised his hand and fanned it down.

--asshole!

How can you sleep so easily—

——I can't find a boyfriend, no matter how I think about it, it's because you dote on me so capriciously, so delicately, so arrogantly.