My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

He has already given his answer.

Now is Kosaka Kirino's choice——

He still holds out hope.

There was no news on the first day, and Kosaka Kyosuke didn't have the heart to leave the hotel, even if he was in this rich man's paradise.

Empty waiting, only disappointment erodes expectations little by little.

Until the last moment of boarding the plane back home, I did not see Kosaka Kirino, nor did I receive any information related to Kosaka Kirino.

"Sir, turn off the electronic equipment when the plane is about to take off."

Kyosuke Kosaka ignored the stewardess beside him, and kept his eyes on the silent mobile phone, hoping that the expected thing would happen at this last moment, just like the sense of destiny in film and television works, and even thought about receiving If there is no information, how should I open the safety gate and get off the plane.

The other party switched to Japanese again and repeated the previous words.

"Sir, the plane is about to take off. For your safety, please turn off electronic devices."

Kosaka Kyosuke then looked away.

"Oh."

Turned off the phone.

(——It was all a mistake from the start.)

He is very clear, but he ignored this before, no!I don't care, I just want to love desperately and feel the beauty of this world.

Perhaps this is punishment.

At the beginning, I failed the wishes of others, and now it will become like this.

Sitting slumped on the seat, as the screen of the mobile phone completely blacked out, he also closed his eyes tightly, as if something was eroding his body and mind little by little, his chest was pressed by something, and it became difficult to breathe. Flashing through the bits and pieces of the past, when he first traveled to this world, he didn't have any special thoughts about Kosaka Kirino's younger sister.

At most, it was only because of the beauty of the other party that it aroused anger, and it was once regarded as one of the objects of masturbation.

There is also a sense of guilt for this behavior.

It is precisely because of this that he fell into this abyss a little bit. At first, he didn't really have any love, but just wanted to take advantage. After all, Kosaka Kirino is a beautiful girl who can be a graphic model, and she is dressed very well. Fashion, so he was moved after thinking about the plot of the original book, and although it was really bad, it was indeed what he thought at the time.

It was easy then—

Hormones are raging.

But as the matter progressed a little bit, he couldn't tell whether his behavior towards Kirino was just caused by hormones, and he was really charmed by Kosaka Kirino. At this time, he really started to pay attention to this point, thinking that everything was wrong. Already at your fingertips, all fantasies will become reality.

Even the life trajectories of the two of them in the future have been planned, no!Not just that much, but a lot of preparations.

No matter what kind of life Kosaka Kirino chooses in the future, he will try his best to be satisfied.

You can even give up everything for this.

But I didn't expect such a result, no!I knew from the beginning that this would be the result, but I thought I could change it, so I came here like a moth to a flame.

I thought it would be like a fairy tale, but it turned out like this.

"Sir, what's wrong with you?"

Since turning off the phone, Kosaka Kyosuke has been slumped on the seat with his eyes closed, looking a little abnormal, which naturally attracted the attention of the flight attendant, after all Kosaka Kyosuke was flying in first class.

"Nothing, please give me a drink..."

Only then did I understand why people get drunk and why so many people are obsessed with it.

Sometimes being too sober is worse than being drunk.

"Coke, with ice."

At this time, Kosaka Kyosuke still didn't want to use alcohol to relieve his sorrows. To be precise, it wasn't that he didn't want to, but that he couldn't do that. He didn't know what he would say when he was drunk and unconscious. The pain can only be buried in his heart and cannot be known by anyone. He has already tasted the pain caused by irrationality this time, and he does not want to be irrational again.

So I can only bear all this soberly.

"Ok."

The flight attendant brought Kyosuke Kosaka a drink.

After taking two sips of the drink, he tried to calm down his emotions, but people are not machines, and Kosaka Kyousuke is not a sage, just an ordinary person who cannot control his emotions.

When you feel that your tears are going to be uncontrollable, you have to hold back and try to make yourself look normal.

I lowered the seat slightly, and asked for a blanket to cover my body and turned sideways to the plane window. Tears flowed down uncontrollably, and the choked voice could only be suppressed. The pain in my heart could not be known to anyone, nor could it be If I confide in anyone, I can only endure all this in silence, no matter how painful it is, I must keep myself awake.

After more than ten hours passed in such a muddled manner, I returned to the country again, turned on the phone and hoped to fail again.

Still no news.

[I have already returned to China. 】

Edited a text message, hesitated for a long time, and finally sent it.I thought I would receive some kind of recovery, but I didn't even receive an 'I know' or an 'Oh'.

It's like sinking into the ocean.

When I walked out of the airport, no one came to pick me up.

His itinerary was not kept secret from his parents. The two of them naturally knew that he would be back today, but they were both busy with their own affairs and no one came over.

He's used to this sort of thing—