My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

To be honest, Kosaka Kyosuke is also very uncertain.

Just as Kosaka Kyosuke was tossing around in the kitchen, Aragaki Ayase also got up, went to the kitchen and took over the work from Kosaka Kyosuke.

"I'll still come."

"Uh, okay."

Kyosuke Kosaka was really afraid that what he made would poison the two of them to death.

Aragaki Ayase prepared breakfast listlessly, and the two of them sat at the dining table, completely devoid of their usual atmosphere.

Although I don’t talk too much when I have breakfast on weekdays, I definitely won’t be as silent as I am now, and Aragaki Ayase greets every day with a smile. Sometimes Kosaka Kyousuke can’t understand why Aragaki Ayase Smiling so happily, it seems that there is nothing to worry about.

Now Aragaki Ayase has a sad face.

This made Kosaka Kyosuke feel that the food in his mouth became dull, and his heart became more entangled.

"I'm fine, let's go to work."

Seeing that Kosaka Kyosuke didn't show signs of getting up to go to work after dinner, Aragaki Ayase started to urge her. Although it was the same as usual, if it was normal, Aragaki Ayase would match Kosaka Kyosuke with new clothes. Kyosuke Kosaka would definitely not be wearing the clothes he wore yesterday, let alone sitting on a seat and saying these words.

"It's okay, one comic is over, the workload is not so heavy, it's okay to take a break today..."

Aragaki Ayase shook his head before Kosaka Kyosuke finished speaking, interrupting Kosaka Kyosuke's words.

"I want to be alone."

At this moment Kyosuke Kosaka wanted to pretend to be stupid, but he didn't know how to pretend.

"..."

Sitting next to Ayase Aragaki, Kosaka Kyosuke opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but always got stuck in his throat and didn’t have the courage to say it, but he wanted to say it all, so hesitant, this matter was suppressed in The time in my heart has been too long, it has been, has been, and has been buried deep in his heart.

I thought I would never mention these things to anyone in my life, and I didn't have the courage to talk about these things with others.

Sometimes after waking up from a nap in the studio, he would subconsciously ask the people around him if he had talked in his dreams when he fell asleep.

It never occurred to me that one day I would tell others about this.

"That...that..."

Hesitant, still lack the courage to say that.

After all, even the most trustworthy people such as Manami Tamura and Kazuta Kurosawa have not mentioned it.

"I……"

Aragaki Ayase shook her head, interrupting Kosaka Kyosuke's words.

"Leave me alone for a moment."

Kosaka Kyosuke tried hard to speak but still lacked the courage to speak out. Even now that it has become like this, Aragaki Ayase knows everything, but also lacks the courage to speak out.

I got up and went to the wine cabinet and took a bottle of red wine.

Ayase Aragaki likes some good red wine on weekdays, so he specially prepared this wine cabinet.Sometimes Kosaka Kyosuke will accompany Aragaki Ayase to drink some, but every time he orders as much as he can, and it’s over after a little taste. Also don't drink too much.

But today Kyosuke Kosaka wanted to be drunk.

So he directly poured himself a glass, which was different from the usual taste, this time he drank the glass like a cow's drink.

Aragaki Ayase looked at Kyosuke Kosaka in surprise.

Kyosuke Kosaka became a little drunk after two cups, and said to Ayase Aragaki.

"Ayase, do you know...why do I only drink a little bit of alcohol no matter what the occasion, and never let myself get drunk?"

Aragaki Ayase was stunned for a moment, and then reacted.

In the past, she never understood why Kosaka Kyosuke drank, but she never let herself drink too much. She thought it was because Kosaka Kyosuke didn't like drinking, and she didn't understand until this moment.

"I...I'm afraid...I've always been afraid that if I don't stay awake, I will say something I shouldn't say."

Another cup drank down my stomach.

"Actually, I want to get drunk more than anyone else, but I understand that I can't get drunk. Once I get drunk, once I don't keep my mind, and accidentally say something that shouldn't be said, everyone will be punished." Being implicated, it is also clearer... Nothing in this world can be solved by getting drunk and resting.

In those years, I have been very depressed.

Every minute and every second is like this.

I suppress everything in my heart and don't say it. Sometimes I even feel like I'm going crazy.

But even so, I still force myself to stay awake all the time. "

Using a wine glass can no longer satisfy him, Kyosuke Kosaka wanted to get drunk at the moment, so he directly picked up the wine bottle and downed a bottle of red wine in one go, and the drunkenness began to permeate his body completely.Ordinary people would have already been unconscious because of drinking like this, but even so, Kosaka Kyosuke still kept a part of his mind clear.

"I want to talk about what happened back then, but I was young and ignorant and didn't know whether the relationship between Kirino and me was family affection or love, so I must be lying.

At this point, I don't want to lie to you.

Back then, I was completely crazy, fell in love with Kirino...even to the point where I desperately wanted to marry Kirino, and I had already thought about everything in the future, and I didn't even know what the name of the two people's future children would be. I have already thought about it, oh no, I have thought about the things after two people get old.

In the end, it was Kirino who made me realize the reality, so the relationship between the two of us became so rigid.

But those things are already in the past, now she is just my sister, and I am just her brother, not an outsider, do you understand?Kirino and I are just siblings now, and will only be siblings. "

The secret that had been accumulated in his heart for many years was uttered at this moment, Kyosuke Kosaka suddenly felt a burst of relief, as if hundreds of catties had been lost from his whole body.