My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

However, his dignity and bowing his head are still ridiculous to this world, worthless, and also unable to achieve any results, until he really couldn't hold on anymore and received a contract.

After ten years of training, his comics have finally been recognized. Although the results are not very satisfactory, they have begun to make profits.

But at this moment, he had to face a cruel choice.

His mother fell ill. When he went back to visit his sick mother this time, he found that he couldn’t even pay the medical expenses, and his parents had to pay for the medical expenses. At the same time, he also noticed that his mother had more gray hair than before. The parents didn't say anything, but he knew he had to make a choice.

Keep drawing.

It is very difficult to support myself with a minimum guarantee, and continue to live the life that is now precarious.

If the parents have some kind of disaster, and the family has no money, and I have nowhere to borrow it, who would lend it to a person who doesn't even have a regular job and can only dream all day long.

Give up comics, find a stable job, even if you go to work to move bricks, your income will be much higher than now, so that you can at least save some savings, whether it is to buy medical insurance for your parents, or save for emergencies, no matter what It's all right, the most important thing is that I have a stable job, if there are any accidents in the future, at least my relatives will have the confidence to lend him money when they see that he has a regular job.

Finally, he made a pact with himself.

While there is still time, stick to this last year. If you still can't earn a normal salary by relying on comics, then you should recognize yourself. You are only at this level, so don't dream anymore.

After all, one year is too short, and he has not reached the height he agreed on.

At that time, he wanted to quibble. Anyway, this agreement has no binding force, it is just an agreement made by himself and himself, even if he breaks the agreement, it doesn't matter at all.

insulting the sky.

Why let yourself love comics, but don't have the talent in this area.

Expecting the heaven to kill him.

Not reconciled.

anger.

even want to die—

But he still put down the comics, went back to his hometown to find a stable job, and continued to live quietly amid the ridicule of others.

Until I accidentally crossed into this world.

He also couldn't tell for a long time why he was drawing manga now.

Because his current painting method is also following the market.

Now drawing comics is no longer just relying on the passion in the chest, but has evolved into a profession through accumulated experience. Compared with cartoonists, it is more like a worker in the comics industry.

"If you want to hate, just hate as much as you want."

He doesn't want a person who really loves to write novels to realize his disappearance too late and leave what he loves.

Compared to turning a hobby into a career...

He thought it was more painful to be forced to leave as a loser.

The current Wugeng Liuli has been awakened by him, and he will never be able to go back to the past, just relying on his passion to create, because from this moment on, Wugeng Liuli will definitely be confused when he creates again. , Do I want to write a novel that can be recognized by the business, or just rely on my hobby to write.

Often the more you love it, the more you will lose your original intention because of it, and you will unconsciously lean towards commercial novels.

Just because he was not willing to leave like this.

He was like this back then, and Wugeng Liuli must be like this in the future.

Now it can even be said that he ruined Wugeng Liuli's original intention.

"asshole!

mean!

Shameless! "

Wu Geng Liuli's insulting sound came from the microphone all the time, and Kyosuke Kosaka didn't say anything after saying that sentence, but just listened to Wu Geng Liuli's insult in silence.

I couldn't even help being envious.

If there was such a person who woke him up at the beginning, as long as he could realize this earlier, he might not have to leave the comics he likes. Even if he is living at the bottom of the comics industry, he can support himself with comics and be proud of it. Tell the people around me that I am a manga artist!

When others question it, when comics do not make much money at all and are no different from part-time jobs, they can also say it straight up.

— But this is my dream!

I made it happen.

But you have been delayed for so many years because of this, and now you are getting the salary of ordinary people. Others have made a lot of money in these years.

——I am living a very contented life now.

I have read your comics, and the results are very impressive.

- That's right!That's my cartoon.

Waking up from past memories, Kosaka Kyosuke understands that no matter whether Wugen Liuli will succeed in the future, he will not thank himself for it, and will even hate himself for it for the rest of his life, but Kosaka Kyosuke does not regret it, because he does not want others to leave To go back to his old path, to endure the hardships he endured at the beginning, and finally be forced to separate from the things he loves——

If he doesn't get any benefit, doesn't get any gratitude, even if he is resented, he won't regret it.

"Tired of scolding?

So let me say something, black cat—

I am waiting for your next new book. "