My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

But she can't find...

The only acquaintances around me are the two brothers and sisters of Kosaka and Saori Makishima. Leaving aside the former two, the latter has gradually lost contact due to some reasons in the past three years.

She can get in touch now, and the only ones who can talk to her are the Gaosaka brothers and sisters.

Kyosuke Kosaka said nothing.

She didn't want Kosaka Kirino to know about this, because she knew very well that Kosaka Kirino would laugh at herself the first time she knew this, but in the end she couldn't hold back and contacted Kosaka Kirino and said these things, and the other party said As she imagined, she didn't take it seriously at all, she just joked with what she thought was a joke.

Apart from her two siblings, her only hope is the fans on her blog.

Single-digit reading volume, basically zero comments, the novels and dynamics I posted on my blog, as if I was the only one in the world.

At this time, she suddenly discovered...

I have always focused on novels, and I don’t want to waste time, so I have always rejected all group activities. Now I don’t even have a friend to talk to. I want to blend into the circle around me, but it’s over. , the people around had already gathered in twos and threes to form small circles, and there was no room for her at all.

There is no way to integrate into the circle of those people, and she still thinks about writing novels from time to time.

In order to get herself out of this muddled state, she has been trying to numb herself with various part-time jobs these days. In the past two days, she has finally adapted to the current rhythm, life without novels...but today she received a call from Kosaka Kyousuke's call, if you want to shirk it, you can stop coming, but in the end she still came.

She found that she was still unwilling to end like this.

Kyosuke Kosaka finished drawing a sketch, and looked up at Wugen Liuli, at this time Wugen Liuli once again blended into the surrounding atmosphere.

Helping and rushing like ever.

Other than that, he couldn't see any difference, but after observing for a long time, he saw that Wugeng Liuli hadn't regained his composure, because Wugeng Liuli would be in a daze from time to time, and his eyes were not as bright as before Youshen, Wugen Liuli's eyes used to be as bright as the fifteenth moon, but now they seem to be covered with a layer of gray fog, completely losing the former look.

Kyosuke Kosaka believes that Wugeng Liuli can cheer himself up. After all, Wugeng Liuli is not the kind of person who will give up easily.

But he still cares a little bit.

He knows very well that a person cannot be strong forever.

After getting off work, Kyosuke Takasaka stopped Gogen Ruri who was about to leave.

Wugeng Liuli looked at Kosaka Kyousuke vigilantly, looking very energetic, no different from before, but Kosaka Kyousuke could feel that Wugeng Liuli was not as full of vitality in his heart.

"What are you going to do - if you harass me again this time, I, I will call the police."

Kosaka Kyosuke shook his head with a wry smile.

"Am I just so wretched in your heart? Calling you to stop is just to tease you?"

Wu Geng Liuli did not hesitate.

"Yes."

The answer is very positive and very serious.

The assistants around who heard these words couldn't help but sniggered.

Kosaka Kyosuke glared at the assistant, making the other party shut up, and at the same time pinched his nose in embarrassment. It seemed that every time he talked with Wu Geng Liuli, he was molesting Wu Geng Liuli to satisfy his own bad taste, but this time he But he seriously wanted to talk to Wu Geng Liuli, so he coughed dryly to cover up his embarrassment, and then said to Wu Geng Liuli: "I have something I want to talk to you alone."

"Just say what you want here."

Wugeng Liuli was still very alert, as if chatting alone with Kosaka Kyousuke was a dangerous thing.

But it also seems to be looking forward to something.

Kosaka Kyosuke didn't understand what Wugen Ruri was looking forward to, but just said what he wanted to say.

"I think you can...

Don't give up so easily.

Although I don't know if you really have a talent for writing, but one thing I know is that in this world, besides gifted geniuses, there are also hardworking geniuses. You may not be the former, but you can definitely become the latter. No, I feel that you are now I have become the latter, er, I mean, as long as you are willing to change, you will be able to create impressive works. "

Wugeng Liuli didn't say anything, just looked at him silently.

At this moment, he didn't know what to say, so he could only add one sentence.

"I look forward to your next novel."

After Wu Geng Liuli was silent for a long time, he snorted dissatisfiedly, "Hmph—who do you think I am! I am a black cat chasing the sky, how could I be defeated by this level of spiritual magic? All spiritual magic is useless to me! I just pretended a little, and you showed such a big flaw, as a devil king, you are too disqualified!"

"Oh, really? Are you sure that everything you see is real? Are you sure I'm not trying to control you by taking advantage of the weakness of human nature!? The holy black cat that fell into the sky!"

20 is taken care of

Back home, Wugeng Liuli sat down in front of the computer again, and was in a daze when she was about to press the power button. After making up her mind to give up, she would still subconsciously sit in front of the computer and write something every day when she returned home. After pressing the power button, he reacted, and turned off the computer that was turned on again.

This is repeated every day.

Similarly, every time I turn off the computer that is turned on, I feel empty and cold in my heart.

She knew that she still couldn't let go, so she could only force herself to let go.

Over the years, she has actually known better than anyone else that she has no talent for writing at all. After all, if she is really talented, she will not fail again and again like that, and there is no hope of success at all, but...she really I really like the feeling of writing, so she has been deceiving herself.

Next time it will be successful——

again and again.

Persisting until now, even without the words of editor Zeki and Kyosuke Kosaka, she feels that she can't hold on any longer.

Wugeng Liuli couldn't help laughing bitterly.