My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

"Dreams really have no end. Only the day when you get old will you feel the end. You are only twenty-four this year, and you are only twenty-five after your birthday. Your career has just started. When you get old One day... I'm not worth it, how long will I have to wait... until when...

So be it. "

Kyosuke Kosaka is really tired, he doesn't want to run any longer, and he doesn't want to live such a depressing life anymore, "From now on...you will still be my little angel, the person I love deeply, and I will still work hard to help you realize your dreams, if... When you feel that you have achieved it, at that time I have not married a wife, and you have not married, we will be together again... This pair of rings will stay with you—"

wake up update

A friend encountered something and went out to help solve it.

From 6:[-] in the morning on the [-]th to the current [-]:[-] in the morning to finish the matter, and drive back to get home at [-]:[-], hey!In short, if you have something to do outside, be patient and don't be impulsive.

I can't take it anymore, sleepy and hungry, drink some water to fill my stomach, sleep, wake up and update.

forgive me

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39 The generation gap between the two

"I disagree!"

The expected answer came as expected.

Looking at the tears on Aragaki Ayase's face, a thought flashed through Kyosuke Kosaka's mind almost subconsciously. Is Aragaki Ayase crying because he would break the law if he killed him? Of course, such thoughts did not come to mind It lasted too long, because compared to the law, he felt that Aragaki Ayase was troubled because he felt that if he killed him, he would have no chance to realize his dream again.

Kosaka Kyosuke didn't want to think about Aragaki Ayase in this way.

only--

"Okay, I'll put it on for you, and we will make a marriage agreement without going back on our word."

Aragaki Ayase looked at the ring on the chair next to her and fell into silence. All the words that had come to her mouth were swallowed back into her stomach.

Kosaka Kyosuke did not rush to urge, but just silently waited for what Aragaki Ayase would say.

"Isn't it good now—"

Aragaki Ayase questioned feebly, bringing the question back to the original point again.

"Don't you still have so many things to do? Isn't it good for us to be busy on our own?"

Looking at the embarrassed Aragaki Ayase, Kosaka Kyosuke couldn't help being a little soft-hearted at this moment, but he finally made up his mind, not because he was ruthless, nor because he was tired of Aragaki Ayase, but he didn't want to be like this again year after year Going on at the same place, although the two have only dated for more than half a year and less than a year, this has already made him see reincarnation again.

"not good.

I'm different from you now, my mentality is old, I don't want to drift like this anymore, I just want to have a peaceful home.

as long as you promise me-

In the future, I can even give up drawing comics for you, and become your full-time director in the future, and work with you to realize the dream in your heart, until the day when you are tired, let go of everything together and find a place where spring flowers bloom to retire , this is the most romantic thing I can think of now, and it is also the life I want now. "

Aragaki Ayase was very moved, and was willing to believe what Kosaka Kyosuke said, but——

She still instinctively couldn't believe that Kyosuke Kosaka would give up his favorite manga for her, and give up the dream that was built with so much painstaking effort.

Marriage is a ceremony in which two people are completely united. If you want to maintain all this, you always need to pay. At that time, what she represents is no longer just a person, but a part of a family. Even if Kyosuke Kosaka does not She will force herself to give up something, and she will give up a lot of things because of it.

"..."

But she couldn't open her mouth to express these thoughts.

Whether it is distrust in the heart, or not wanting to be bound by marriage prematurely.

Kyosuke Kosaka seems to have seen Aragaki Ayase's concerns, no, Kosaka Kyosuke has always been aware of these concerns in Aragaki Ayase's heart.

"I really won't lie to you this time."

"..."

Aragaki Ayase believed me, but——

"I don't need you to give up so much for me, and I don't need you to do much for me. I... I just hope you can give me more time... Let's talk about love for a while, just like before... ...Really, I really don't need you to pay so much for me, and I don't need you to do so much for me, I just want some time..."

Kosaka Kyosuke is not terminally ill, he is only [-] years old this year, even if he is [-] years old in another [-] years, but...

He was really scared.

Two years later, Aragaki Ayase will continue to wait like Gogen Ruri.

"Feel sorry."

"You can give her so many opportunities, why don't you give me even one chance when it comes to me!?"

The topic returned to the original point again and again, Kosaka Kyosuke still did not lose patience, and continued to try to make Aragaki Ayase accept his own concept, no-this is not trying to persuade, but two people are trying to impose their own ideas on each other, "Why don't you give me a chance? Let me help you realize your dreams... Isn't that good!?"

"I really don't need that, I just need some time..."

"I know, but I'm really afraid to go on like this."

Now Kosaka Kyosuke is like a lifeless old man, while Aragaki Ayase is a young man full of vigor.

This is the generation gap between the two people.

Kosaka Kyosuke tried to make Aragaki Ayase understand himself, and Aragaki Ayase hoped that Kosaka Kyosuke would get rid of the stagnation on his body and return to that energetic state.

"..."

"..."