Book of Lolita Plunder

"No, it's not like this, listen to me, Xiaoya!"

"Ding"

When I was still desperately blocking Xiaoya's attack, I didn't know when the long sword in my hand started automatically. This time, driven by reason and survival instinct, I actually pointed the blade at Xiaoya, and Violently waved down.

"Wow ah ah ah...!"

"hateful!"

"Xiaoya!"

After I reacted, I found that the sword I just cut actually hit Xiaoya. If Xiaoya hadn't dodged quickly, I'm afraid that Xiaoya would be injured by that blow, but even so, Xiaoya's golden hair was shining brightly. I also cut off a strand of hair.

(No, it wasn't Xiaoya who escaped by herself, it was the monster hiding behind Xiaoya who was protecting Xiaoya!) At that moment, I understood.

Chapter 493 Breaking Up

"...Is that so...that's how it is..., even if you fight me...even if you want to defeat me...you...to such parents..."

Xiaoya lowered her head and seemed very depressed, because she didn't expect that I would really want to hit her. The sword just now not only cut off a few strands of her hair, but also cut off Xiaoya's attack on me. last thought.

"Really, compared to me... do you think such parents are more important?"

"No... no... no, it's not like this, Xiaoya, I just want...to be with you....I just want to be...with you...forever..."

I don't know why, my tears flowed down uncontrollably, because I knew that the relationship between me and Xiaoya might be over, and the happiest period from my birth to now might be coming to an end.

"Why... why you... why you trample on my efforts like this, don't laugh... don't laugh anymore...!"

"Even so, I'm working hard, so... so... stop laughing!"

"..."

Xiaoya didn't have any reaction to my words, and it was only at the end that she seemed to echo my roar: "Stop being so naive, Xiaolin!"

"Xiaoya!"

The two of us shouted each other's names, and then approached again and again, the long swords in our hands collided with each other again and again, and whenever a sword was caught by this section, we immediately picked up the other long sword from the ground and struck again Repeating the above action, I don't know how long it took, when the two of us realized that there was no new long sword on the ground for us to pick up.

"Xiaoya..."

"enough……"

"Enough is enough!"

"Small……"

When I was about to call out her name, Xiaoya turned her back to me.

"Forget it..., it's your fault, people like you... people like Xiaolin..."

"Get out of here... get out!"

"..."

the first time.It was the first time I heard the words "get out" from Xiaoya, and I knew that the relationship between myself and Xiaoya was really irreparable. At this moment, my heart was so painful that it seemed to be splitting.But I didn't cry. Since Xiaoya doesn't want to see me, even if I want to cry, I have to wait until I go out, and I can't let Xiaoya see me crying...

Thinking like this, I walked out of the castle slowly, and then walked step by step to the forest behind the garden. I didn't even look back at the castle where I lived with Xiaoya for several months.Because I was afraid that after I read it, I would never have the courage to leave this way, if so, it would cause trouble for Xiao Yatian.I thought so at the time, so I naturally wouldn't see Xiaoya kneeling on the ground covering her voice and crying bitterly.

"No... no..., that's not the case, Xiao Lin..., I... didn't want to say those words just now..."

"It's just...it's just because...it's been a long time since I saw you. And you said you were going to leave here as soon as you came back, so...that's why..."

"The kind of parents...the kind of parents who don't care about you at all. The kind of parents who treat you like a monkey, see you being fooled by them, and see you smiling silly...that's why Immediately became angry..."

"Because you are a little fool, you will definitely be played to death by such parents, but...if you live with such parents...you...will not be happy. They will definitely be drained at the end Your last bit of use value and then sell you..."

"That's why...that's why I...will always want to protect you, so it's not like that..., it's not like that...Xiao Lin, I also want...I also want...to be with you...always...always ...!"

Xiaoya, who was kneeling on the ground, looked at the direction of Xiaolin's departure.When the figure of Xiao Lin passed through the forest, he couldn't hold back his tears, and the tears rushed out like the gaping Yangtze and Yellow Rivers...

"Woooooo..., and... and I'm the only one left..., and I'm the only one left..."

"Here... only... I am alone..."

"Xiao Lin..., call me...my name..., call me 'Xiaoya' once, woo woo..., Xiao Lin..."

I remember that day was a rainy day, maybe God was also feeling wronged for Xiaoya, what kept falling was not only the rain, but also Xiaoya's tears, I thought so at that time.

After leaving Xiaoya's castle, I wandered aimlessly on the street alone. I fell down again and again, but the clothes on my body didn't get any wetter, because I was already drenched by the rain. what!

"Boom"

Once again, I fell on the road again, and this time I didn't have the strength to get up by myself, lying on the icy road, everything that happened between me and Xiaoya was like a slide show from my memory one scene after another. There was a flash in my mind, and then my eyes became pitch black.

Later, I heard from Lu Jia that she saw me lying on the side of the road on the way home from dance school, and she carried me home.It’s just that Lujia is a girl, how could she have the strength to carry me who is half a head taller than her? So on our way home, Lujia also fell down countless times because of me, but every time Lujia will support me carefully and try not to let me fall again.

In this way, when Lujia took me back home after all the hardships, her little face was already red and red, not only because Lujia scratched her skin after the fall and shed a lot of blood , also because she, who was weak, had a fever because of my fault.

It was not only Lujia who had a fever at the same time that day, of course I was also there, but my parents only invited a doctor for Lujia, not to mention medicines, they seemed to have completely forgotten my existence, let me I fend for myself there.Maybe it’s because of this, when I managed to get through it, I actually forgot Xiaoya’s existence, but I just vaguely remembered that there was a girl who made a lot of promises with me, but I didn’t have a girl who could fulfill them .

In the same way, while I forgot Xiaoya, the feelings that I finally regained gradually disappeared again. I don’t know when I became that emotionless monster again. I only show a little affection when Lujia is together.Other than that, only occasionally when I look up at the starry sky in the middle of the night, I will suddenly feel a sense of sadness, and then my eyes will shed uncontrollably tears.

This situation continued until I saw Xiaoya again, but simply seeing her did not bring back my previous memories, and then it was Christmas Eve in a blink of an eye, and this year’s Christmas Eve was still a long-lost white Christmas night.

"I am back……"

"..."