The kind girl wanted to help Xia Yi, but Xia Yi didn't reply, didn't move, just lay under the tree waiting to die, there were only two things left in his life, death and rebirth, besides He doesn't want to think at all, thinking will only make him painful, thinking about anything is torture.

Seeing that Xia Yi didn't respond, the girl sighed and left wisely, but she didn't know what she was thinking a few days later. She brought delicious food and wine, but Xia Yi still didn't move. All the persuasion was in vain. In the end, the girl seemed to be angry, and actually forced the food into Xia Yi's mouth.

But Xia Yi was still unmoved. Seeing this, the girl pinched Xia Yi's chin and forced Xia Yi to chew, and then held Xia Yi's throat to force Xia Yi to swallow. Xia Yi didn't resist. She looked completely dead. .

"That... no matter what you encounter, you shouldn't humiliate yourself like this. Life is hard to come by. You should still have a lot of things you haven't experienced. Is it really worth dying like this? Is this world worth giving up on? ?”

The girl tried her best to persuade her, but Xia Yi never responded.

10

Since then, the girl has come to see Xia Yi every few days, and every time she will forcefully feed Xia Yi with food, and she will talk to Xia Yi every time, because Xia Yi will never interrupt, and will always Listening quietly, even though Xia Yi won't react.

The girl seems to be a talkative person. She also laughs at herself that people often think she is annoying. She has a lot of things that she wants to tell others, but others are always unwilling to listen. Her parents are very busy, let alone listen to what she said. nonsense.

Only Xia Yi would listen to her keep talking, keep talking, and would never say that she was annoying.

As time passed, she gradually realized that talking to Xia Yi was probably meaningless, but she also found that Xia Yi was not completely unresponsive, but very weak. When she talked about happy things, Xia Yi's brows seemed to flicker Trembling slightly, after talking about sad or angry things, Xia Yi's fingers would twitch slightly.

She didn't know who Xia Yi was, nor did she know what Xia Yi had gone through to become like this, but she liked this quiet listener, probably lonely people would attract each other.

The girl miraculously fed Xia Yi for several years.

It was another ordinary day, and the girl came under the tree where Xia Yi was lying again. Xia Yi's head was resting on a cushion, his body was covered with a quilt, an umbrella was tied to the branch, and a music box was placed in front of Xia Yi's fingers. , Xia Yi is at your fingertips, you only need to move your fingers to start the music box.

"Mu, I'm moving. I'm afraid I won't be able to see you again, but you're lying down anyway. Why don't you just lie down in another place?"

"Hey! You should give me some reaction!"

After several years of growth, the girl has grown into a slim young girl. She is at the youngest age of fifteen or sixteen. She stares at this wooden figure that she accidentally discovered when she was a child. All the memories have been heard. If there is anyone in this world who understands her life, it is probably this wooden person.

"Okay... I really do, I know you won't give any response, but if you think I will give up, then you are too naive, I am curious how long you can keep like this! "

"look!"

The girl suddenly smiled smugly, and took out something from her pocket. Not far away, a strangely shaped vehicle flew over quickly. The girl picked up Xia Yi and dragged it into the car without saying a word. Xia Yi opened his eyes, He can breathe, but even if he doesn't do anything, no matter how the girl treats him, he won't give any reaction.

After packing up the things around Xia Yi, the girl deliberately waited until night fell, and drove Xia Yi to another place. This time it was not under a tree, but a cave where you could see the sky, not too deep, the girl After settling down Xia Yi, looking at Xia Yi who was sitting on a chair looking up at the sky, he nodded in satisfaction and left the cave.

The girl will keep coming for a long time in the future, she tells Xia Yi all the new things, all the things that trouble her, and tells Xia Yi that she has someone she likes, but she doesn't know how to confess it.

In the originally empty cave, with the arrival of the girl, things gradually increased. She would bring some things here every now and then, and would also live in the cave when she was sad and didn’t want to go home, crying when she was drunk He confided to Xia Yi all night.

As her interpersonal relationship gradually became incapable of doing whatever she wanted, one day she brought a rather handsome man into the cave. The man seemed to want to communicate with Xia Yi. He had a smiling face at first, but because Xia Yi didn't Unable to answer, the man gave up and continued to communicate with her who was no longer a girl.

They quarreled, it seems that because of some trivial matters, not everyone can practice star power, the human race spontaneously limited the number of practitioners, those who can practice star power are all masters, but they cannot practice star power Ordinary people, but they also have their own pursuits in life.

The man complained that she didn't care about him at all, she didn't want to move, and she didn't want to go to another star field far away, just because she had to take care of a disabled person.

"Don't you understand? This guy is a vegetative person. His head is long gone, but he seems to be alive. You can take care of this vegetative person for more than ten years. I really admire you. Do you still have to do it because of him?" , even disregarding your own children or even your friends and parents?"

"Leave him alone, you've treated him well enough, why don't you let him fend for himself!"

She didn't agree, she told the man Xia Yi made her relax and he was her friend who talked about everything, but the man called her crazy and regarded a person who was almost dead as a friend, and the man grabbed Xia Yi's body in a fit of rage. Throwing it on the ground, Xia Yi fell to the ground, but there was still no reaction, even though his forehead was covered with blood.

The moment he saw the blood, the man's expression was a bit exciting.

"Hey... this guy's blood is red, an ancient man, he is an ancient man! I heard that the ancient man has already died out, but I didn't expect that there are still ancient people alive today. If we hand him over to the upper echelons, this There is no pressure in my life, I may have been a little excited before, but you are right, you have taken good care of me, now is the time for him to repay you!"

The man came to the woman all at once, held the woman's shoulders, his expression seemed greedy, the woman glanced at Xia Yi who was lying on the ground, she hesitated for a long time, finally gritted her teeth and shook her head.

"No, I won't hand him over!"

"Are you sick? Do you know what he means? Hand over this guy, and we can even repair the stars! Don't you want to travel to the stars? Don't you want to live longer? Everything is right in front of you!"

The man had great strength, but the woman just shook her head firmly. The man sighed, and suddenly slapped the woman.

"It's fine if you don't want to. This credit is enough for me to enjoy my life for several lifetimes. No wonder people around you say you are stupid. You are really stupid. Let's be realistic. Our human race grew up by trampling on the lives of other races. What's more, the ancients who gave up their glory, the ancients are almost aliens to us."

After the man finished speaking, he walked towards Xia Yi and wanted to carry Xia Yi away. Seeing this, the woman rushed forward excitedly and tore the man away, and then opened her arms to block Xia Yi.

"Whether it's an ancient person...a vegetable person, he is a friend who grew up with me!"

The woman's voice was very firm. After the man was pulled away by the woman, his head accidentally hit the rock wall. His eyes were blinded by the protrusion of the rock wall, and orange-yellow gold blood fell. He gritted his teeth, his expression gradually became distorted, and then suddenly Roaring and rushing towards the woman.

11

The two wrestled together like this, accompanied by the man's yelling and the woman's cries for mercy, all of which were ugly.

Xia Yi's pupils seemed to reflect the memory of an unknown year.

The people who killed each other, the once greedy cannibals of human flesh.

The man seemed to beat the woman to death, but when the woman was vomiting blood, the man suddenly fell down, without a trace of life in his body, there was no doubt that he was dead, beside him was Xia Yi, Xia Yi just Just touched him.

The woman stared at Xia Yi in surprise. This was the first time she saw Xia Yi react in so many years. However, after doing all this, Xia Yi just returned to the previous chair and stared at him with her dead eyes again. stars.

She looked at Xia Yi, then went to the dead man and held his hand. After realizing that the man had died, her expression became a little flustered and sad.

"You...why did you kill him?"

"He was originally a very good person, but he's just... just a little bit stressed recently, and he was obsessed with ghosts for a while, why are you!!"

The woman yelled at Xia Yi angrily, questioning and accusing him, but she couldn't get any response. The woman gritted her teeth, looked at Xia Yi with hatred in her eyes, then lifted the man's body and left.

After that, the woman never came back for almost half a year.

When she came here again, she had lost her usual smile, and her face was full of depression. She was a little happy, a little sad, and looked at Xia Yi apologetically. live.

Dying alive, it seemed that he would die at any moment, but those dead eyes didn't bother to respond to his physical condition at all.

She came to the chair where Xia Yi was sitting and talked about the injustice she had encountered and her sufferings. She seemed to have completely lost confidence in interpersonal communication, but after talking to Xia Yi, her mood improved a lot. A habit that cannot be changed.

After that, she often came to this cave to clean the cave and buy new things. This is the place where she relaxes the most, her secret base. Even though Xia Yi will never answer her, she knows that Xia Yi is listening and always Listen, the years began to leave indelible marks on her face, and she slowly turned into a middle-aged woman who was no longer young.

But her habit has not changed. Xia Yi listened to her from complaining that her parents didn't come home to see her when she was a child, to the annoyance of being confused because of trivial things in her youth, and to the troubles of thinking when she grows up and faces the world. Change, from innocence to confusion, from distress to learning to accept.

That's about everyone.

Today, she complains about trivial things, occasionally chatting about her views on the world, gradually, she is getting old.

The number of times she came became less and less, until she didn't come for several years in a row, Xia Yi thought, this annoying guy probably got the happiest thing, the thing he longed for the most.

However, not long after, a girl pushed a wheelchair and brought a dying old woman here.

"You are still alive, you are strange, you never grow old."

"I met you when I was my granddaughter's age, and you're still the same."

"Who are you? Why do your dead eyes make me feel peaceful now?"

Now she looked into Xia Yi's eyes again. With the help of this life's experience, she finally saw through a little bit of what was hidden in Xia Yi's eyes. people.

In the end, under the reluctance and crying of her granddaughter, she told Xia Yi about her life experience, about the things she likes and the things she hates. She still seems to be reluctant, but she must face it. A second before the passing, she saw Xia Yi showing a different expression for the first time.

smiling face.

A gentle smile that reassures her and sends her away on a long journey.

Yes, he has witnessed his life, and he can make the expressionless him laugh at the end, probably his life is quite exciting, if there is another life, I really hope that I can also meet under a certain tree Such a wonderful wooden man.

She died, with eternal peace in her arms. The old man's granddaughter bowed to Xia Yi, saying that she would take care of him like her mother-in-law in the future, and then pushed the wheelchair away with tears. The old man's granddaughter finally thanked Xia Yi, she said Her mother-in-law's last wish was to confide in him again.

A person's complete life, a meaningless period of time in Xia Yi's life, is less than a moment, less than a moment.

"Wooden man, I'm thinking, when I get old, I'll see what you do when the time comes, you should learn to survive by yourself, right?"

"Wooden man, you must have been handsome when you were young, you fit my type."

"Wood, why do you think there is so much pain in this world..."

Youth, old and gone in a flash, only Xia Yi is always there, no matter whether Xia Yi wants to witness it or not, the granddaughter of the old man did not fulfill her promise in the end, she lost her temper and became annoyed after only a few visits, the cave was completely quiet, It was the tranquility that Xia Yi was after, but one day, a shadow suddenly floated past the entrance of the cave. Xia Yi took a closer look and found that it was just piles of fallen leaves floating down.

For a moment, he seemed to hope to see the shadow of a young girl, but when he realized that it was just fallen leaves, the corners of his eyes couldn't control the moisture.

Even if he doesn't cherish, doesn't want to go, dare not cherish, he will still lose, get nothing, and have nothing to do with him, a lonely soul that will always be lonely.

Under the bloody dusk, a flock of birds flew past. Xia Yi sat slumped on a chair and looked at the sky. To think, but the thoughts cannot be broken as long as they are alive.

He will live as it was yesterday, as it is today, and as it will be the day after tomorrow.

Alive, alive, always alive.

His sinful soul will suffer the cruelest death penalty. This is the price he paid for seizing the sky for the human race. This is the price he paid for rewriting reincarnation. Longing for eternity, then I will give you eternity, go and taste what you trample on and we also want to achieve!

Even if the living beings can forget, the spirit swallowed by the Nether curses Xia Yi forever in the Nether!

sinner!

He is a sinner who cannot be redeemed, eternally in this pain that will never wake up.

I don't know when, whenever, no matter when.

Even in his dreams, he now dreams of the coming of death, and nothing but death will move Xia Yi's heart.

Thirst for death, dream of death, chase after death, but never die.

Only this sinful body remains to atone until the end of time, if there is an end to time.

"Who... come..."

"Who will...send me...to die..."

"I beg anyone to come, anyone is fine... Please let me die..."

"Let me... sleep forever..."

Xia Yi's hands slowly covered his eye sockets, and then suddenly poked his eyes out with his fingers. He didn't want to see any light anymore. It was very painful, but the complete darkness also made Xia Yi feel a little bit of peace, leaving Xia Yi, who was crying blood and tears, showed a sweet smile, and fell into a dream for a short time.

He had a good dream again, dreaming that he was dead.

夏毅

The mortal desires its immortality.

The immortal yet longs for eternal sleep.

Want to die, want to die, can't die.

alive, alive, always, always...

I don't know how many times I have experienced waking up and deep sleep. Only the dream of death can bring peace to Xia Yi. If there is anything that can slightly touch Xia Yi's heart before, then as time goes by, Xia Yi's The heart becomes more empty and pale.

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