"Ha...chahaha..."
"How could I believe in a dream? Hey, am I so cowardly?"
Xia Yi accepted the reality and he went back.
Later, because of his good grades in the college entrance examination, he went to a top-tier university in China, which gave him a glimmer of hope. If he graduated successfully, he would definitely find a good job. In fact, he is not good at it. With a heart and soul, four years of hard study gave him the opportunity to work in a large company after graduation.
His salary is not low, which is considered high for most people. He is satisfied and thinks his life is like this, but he has just worked for less than a year when bad news comes.
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His mother couldn't bear to leave him, because he was so absorbed in his work that he didn't even receive his mother's last farewell call
That night, Xia Yi drank a lot of wine again. He used his mobile phone to check the balance of his card. There were a lot of them. He is a successful person. I can save my mother, because in modern society, no amount of money can save her from terminal cancer.
And his mother can support him until he graduates from college, even works, and even goes on the road to success, which is already very good.
"It would be great if I had a cultivation base... I am the champion of the alchemy club, I can refine against the sky..."
After getting drunk, Xia Yi would cry for a while and laugh, he really wanted everything in his dream to be real.
He is rich and successful now, but is this true?
After that, he was fired because he was depressed at work for a long time.
Since then, he has become depressed and often tells stories at his mother's grave.
"Dragon Power Technique Level [-]! At that time, I was so powerful that I could fight Da Neng. Mom, do you know what Da Neng is?"
Talking and talking, [he will start crying again{<=
Every time this happens, other grave sweepers around will look at Xia Yi with strange eyes.
However, Xia Yi is human after all, he has the instinct to survive, although his will is depressed, he still found a job that can barely maintain food and clothing.
A few years later, he met a woman he didn't like, she was too old to marry, so he chose Xia Yi casually, Xia Yi didn't say anything, it's normal to get married and have children, twenty-eight That year, he got married, but he didn't really feel it.
At the wedding, he looked at his wife and had an illusion for a moment, thinking that there seemed to be illusory fox ears on her head, and his wife smiled sweetly at him, but the next second, his wife... Turned back to the person he didn't like.
Their married life is not bad, but because neither of them has real feelings, they often quarrel over small things like vegetables, rice, oil and salt. Xia Yi never touches his wife for some reason.Ten years later, Xia Yi and his wife divorced. They had no children, but his wife still took away half of his property and even used the family's special relationship to take away the house he had worked so hard to buy.
At the age of thirty-eight, Xia Yi, who has reached middle age, lost his home.
But he still didn't have any real feeling, he had no place to call home for a long time, at this time, he remembered - a place called Liu Xiaozhou, where there are people he loves, and there are people who love him.
After that, Xia Yi lived like a walking dead by doing some dirty work, and even did some sneaky things from time to time, and was put in jail for five years because of this.
After coming out, Xia Yi already had white hair on his head. He was already in his fifties, and he still hadn't accomplished anything.
At this age, social development is changing with each passing day, and he can no longer keep up with the times. He starts to make a living by begging, but - if he has some spare money, he goes to drink, and then goes to his mother's grave to tell stories.
"Mom, I saved Xuanhuang, I am a great hero...I am Xuanhuang's hope, Xuanhuang...hahahaha,...
Wine into the throat, tears like rain.
He is like a lunatic, perhaps the only thing that makes Xia Yi feel relieved is that he spent a lot of money to buy a cemetery for his mother
What's the point of living like this? Xia Yi often thinks like this, and then thinks of that long-ago dream when he was young.
When I was in my seventies.
"Mouth factory
Xia Yi fell ill all over because of begging for a long time without anyone taking care of him, but this allowed him to beg for more money. Charity organizations in the city helped him a few times, but every time he ran out and begged on the street , Telling stories to some passing children.
"Qingyun Nine Techniques, it is extremely fast. Qingyun Sect Master Xiao Mo passed it on to me. Let me tell you, the speed of this move can go from here to there in an instant!"
He dragged passing children and talked endlessly, showing his big yellow teeth, but every time he was dragged away by the parents of the children
"Old maniac! - go!"
Some grumpy people 5 would even kick him. = =
The seventy years are like a dream, life just goes by like this, nothing exciting or bloody happens, Xia Yi just lives, just lives, a very fake life.A few years later, his health became worse and worse, and he felt that his life was about to end, but he had too many unspeakable regrets.
But he would laugh every time he sleeps, because he can dream of that grotesque world of self-cultivation, where he cultivates, and fights in it because of his passion, even if it is only temporarily, and he will be afraid of it afterwards, but that- Instantly, he was happy.
A few months later, Xia Yi started coughing up blood and felt pain all over his body. He had a premonition that his time was numbered. Instead of dying on the street, he might as well do something interesting at the end.He started hiking, like a pilgrimage, and walked towards the place where the dream started, Kunlun Mountain, where in his memory was the Xuanhuang Dragon Vein.
Half a year later, it was still the same cliff. Xia Yi slowly climbed to the edge of the cliff.
His eyes started to blur, he felt like he was going to be out of breath, and he knew he was going to die.
But now he knows what is true.
True and false, false and true.
If the dream is true, then he chooses the dream and just jumps off to die, because he is the truth in his heart.
"After so many years... that dream, do I still remember it?
I don't know if it's a flashback, but Xia Yi actually has the strength to stand up again. He came to the edge of the cliff and looked at the scenery below the mountain. The scenery is very beautiful.
"Seventy years pass by in a hurry, it is not as real as a few years in a dream, where am I living?
What is true and what is false, and what is true in cultivation.
"Why, these seventy years cannot be false, but those years are true?"
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