Shinomiya Yumei Wants to Live

"Oh~ Mom~ Ha~ Ha~" The sleepy Ying Lili struggled to sit up, yawning non-stop.

"Wash your face. Let's eat it while it's hot." Sayuri touched Ying Lili's head and said, the soft blonde hair always makes people want to touch it uncontrollably.

"En~" Ying Lili looked at the blurry world with vacant eyes, and the fact of myopia reminded her every morning when she got up.

In the blurry world, Ying Lili walked into the bathroom with her eyes squinted, and she could only see her face clearly when she got close to the mirror. The dark circles under her eyes disappeared, and she had no acne. It was a beautiful day.

Sayuri saw Yinglili walking out of the bathroom, pulled her to sit at the dining table, and handed the glasses case to her, "Here, the glasses case"

"En" Ying Lili put on the contact lenses with ease, and the world instantly became clear.

"Hurry up and eat." Sayuri sat opposite Ying Lili, and pushed the breakfast in front of Ying Lili.

"Mom, did you go out in the morning?" Ying Lili picked up the fragrant bread and asked.

"Well, there is no food in the kitchen refrigerator, so I can only go out and buy it"

"Trash hotel" Ying Lili muttered inarticulately.

Sayuri watched Yinglili eat quietly, and silently made a decision.

She wants Yingli to continue to go to school, and her next trip will be in Hokkaido. She can continue to contact the school she contacted before, and sending some money should allow Yingli to enroll.

Sayuri put her hand on her chest, she didn't plan to use Yinglili's money, she still had the last way to exchange it for cash.

The pendant necklace that has been worn close to the body, and the token of love with her husband can be exchanged for enough funds to pay Qing Yingli's tuition at one time and leave some living expenses for Yingli.

She decided to let Ying Lili stay in Hokkaido to go to school alone, and she went to face the game of Master Shinomiya alone.

If she continues to let her daughter follow her, sooner or later she will be overwhelmed by guilt.

On the way, she can find some short-term part-time jobs, as long as she earns enough travel and room expenses, she can try to subsidize Yingli's living expenses at will.

After she settles down, she can return to Ying Lili and continue to accompany her daughter.

Sayuri made this decision because she saw that Yinglili can make money by herself. Although the amount is not much, it is enough to support her daughter by herself.

She must not become a burden to her daughter, and let her face the rest of the journey alone.

Sayuri kept the decision in her heart, and she didn't plan to discuss it with Yingli, and told her daughter directly after everything was done in Hokkaido.

The daughter has become sensible, and she definitely wants to face it with her, but she has to plan for her daughter's future.

He didn't even have a high school degree, so he didn't have the right to struggle upwards.

Education can improve the lower limit of her daughter's future development, so that she can get food at any time, but the most important thing is to have access to upward channels and contacts.

"Yinglili, how many days have you booked for the hotel?" Sayuri suddenly asked.

"Five days, there are discounts for consecutive bookings." Ying Lili bit the bread fiercely, and must read the reviews before booking a hotel next time.

This time the hotel is too cheating, it is clearly only the configuration and level of the hotel, but the hotel's brand is put on it.

The surrounding environment is not good. You can hear the noise of the crowd on the third floor early in the morning, as well as the non-stop sound of car horns, which makes people irritated.

"Five days..." Sayuri silently calculated that she was about to leave on the last day.

Before that, you need to apply for a bank card and take back the pendant. Sayuri needs to use her current identity as [Sayuri Kashiwagi] to apply for a bank card. Only when she can report the loss and get it back can she guarantee the safety of her funds.

"Mom, I'm going to see if there are any new commissions." After eating, Ying Lili wiped her hands and walked into the bedroom.

"En, good." Sayuri, who was thinking about things carefully, looked up at Ying Lili's back, and became more and more determined in her decision.

If it used to be, Ying Lili would rush to school after breakfast, but if it was a holiday, Ying Lili would lie in the room with nothing to do and play galgame.

But now the first thing I think about is work.

Ying Lili scratched her head and turned on the laptop, checking the private message for reliable commissions.

The "Reincarnated Barbarian Slave" that was completed yesterday commissioned her new illustrations, three black and white illustrations and one color illustration at one time.

Black and white illustrations still cost 3500 yen yesterday, but color ones cost 7500 yen, requiring more detail.

Ying Lili looked at the requirements of the black-and-white illustrations, and they were all familiar female characters with bursting sensuality, but one of them, the queen with big breasts, was more troublesome.

Three illustrations, with the same style of painting, can be completed within one day without any problem. The rest of the color illustrations are to show all the female characters in one picture. Under the premise of character models, the time required is not too long. many.

The illustrations of light novels are not as strict as she imagined. When participating in the competition before, it took a full week for a color painting to barely get in the top three. The difference between the two is too big.

Ying Lili turned on the digital tablet and began to think about the composition and the proportion model of the characters.Characters with big breasts are more troublesome to draw, so she has to find some references for characters with big breasts.

"Ying Lili, I'm going out for a while, do you want anything?" Sayuri stood at the door and asked Ying Lili.

"Coke" Ying Lili turned her head and replied.

"Okay, Ying Lili, take care to rest and don't use your eyes too much"

"Okay, mom, you have to be careful too"

With Sayuri gone, the room became silent, only the sound of the notebook running and the pen tip touching the digital board remained.

The messy blond hair occasionally blocked Ying Lili's sight, she took out a headband to tie her hair, and continued to draw with concentration.

After completing the card application at the National Bank of Sakura Country, Sayuri wandered hesitantly outside the jewelry pawn shop holding the pendant necklace.

The only thing left by her husband is this last token of love, if even this is sold...

Sayuri gritted her teeth and approached the jewelry pawnshop. For Yinglili, her dead husband would understand her.

"Ma'am, what do you want to pawn?" the counter lady with a standard smile asked.

"...the pendant necklace" Sayuri said dryly, and took out the low-key and luxurious pendant necklace with difficulty.

"Ma'am, this way please." The counter lady politely took Sayuri to estimate the price.

The second time she pawned jewelry, Sayuri could barely hear the appraiser's comments on the pendant necklace, and only the memories of her husband and her were left in her heart.

With the appraiser's words, these memories were stripped from my mind bit by bit like a snag.

The trembling breathing made Sayuri feel tight in her chest, and finally she walked out of the pawn shop with her bank card in her head blankly.

Sayuri sat on a bench by the side of the road, staring blankly at the bank card in her hand, the last love affair with her husband was replaced by a thin bank card.

Sayuri, who was physically and mentally exhausted, bought some snacks and drinks for Ying Lili in the supermarket, and returned to the hotel with a gloomy expression.

"Mom, are you back?" A voice came from Yinglili's room.

"Yingli, it's me," Sayuri said with a forced smile, her face seemed to be frozen, and it was extremely difficult to make a smiling expression.

Ying Lili continued to indulge in work after confirming that her mother had returned.

Sayuri sat quietly in the living room for a long time, her empty eyes couldn't see what she was thinking.

Until a certain moment, Sayuri trembled all over, looking around suspiciously.

She seemed to smell a faintly familiar scent, that sweet and greasy scent that only one person would have.

Sayuri carefully observed the room, everything was as it was, without any clues.

She fluttered her nostrils in doubt, did she smell it wrong?Still hallucinating?

Sayuri shook her head, took out Coke and ginger from the snack bag and walked into the kitchen.

My daughter wants to drink Coca-Cola. I just saw the recipe of Ginger Coke on the Internet. It is very simple and she believes that she can do it well.

In a hidden corner, Yu Ming quietly moved away from Sayuri.

If you don't deal with the fragrance on your body, once you get close to it, it is too easy to be discovered, especially those who have been in contact with his fragrance for a long time, the more sensitive they are to his fragrance.

Yu Ming thought about the probability that the pendant necklace pawned by Sayuri had a unique meaning, and the shape of that kind of love was [-]% a token of love.

The last bond was easily cut off by Sayuri herself, Yu Ming thought that he needed to cut off the love in Sayuri's heart, but he didn't expect it to be done so easily.

Waiting for Sayuri to enter Yinglili's room with ginger cola, Yu Ming dipped his fingertips in the hot cola and tasted it.

With this kind of uneven cutting, Sayuri's grasp of the kitchen knife is too poor. As far as this cooking skill is concerned, in the Chiba villa, except for Tianyi and Shunhua, everyone's cooking skills are better than Sayuri's.

Tianyi is still a primary school student, and Shunhua is the same daughter as Sayuri, who has never been exposed to cooking methods.

For the next few days, Yu Ming watched Ying Lili and Sayuri silently staying at home, apart from Sayuri needing to go out to buy vegetables and cook, he had never seen them go out for other reasons.

Yu Ming wanted to hug Sayuri to sleep countless times at night, but after smelling the sweet and greasy fragrance on his body, he gave up this tempting idea.

He thought about when would be the best time to show up to see Sayuri, but he couldn't find the right time in the past few days, Yu Ming continued to wait silently.

Quietly waiting for the prey to reveal its flaws is a good character of a hunter.

Overhearing the conversation between the two mothers and daughters, Yu Ming finally found an opportunity on the afternoon of the fourth day.

"Eriri, are you done with the illustration?"

"It's just over, what's up, mom?"

"Does Yinglili want to go out and eat something better? Occasionally, I need to supplement nutrition, so I can't exhaust my body."

"...anything better?... also good"

"What would Yinglili want to eat?"

"Let's have a steak..." Ying Lili said hesitantly as if she didn't know how to choose.

"Okay, pack up, let's go"

Yu Ming quietly followed behind the two mother and daughter, she was able to go out for a big meal when she recovered, and it was time to come out to cool down Sayuri, and meet Sayuri tonight.

He found that the hotel's sound insulation is not good, maybe something good will happen.

Yu Ming and the mother and daughter enjoyed steak in the same western restaurant, reserving energy for tonight's work.

Having eaten a sumptuous meal after a long time, Ying Lili was satisfied to eat until she was full, and she and Sayuri left the restaurant when the night was getting dark.

The pretty mother and daughter walked arm in arm in the quiet alley in summer, as if the stilts were blooming in the silt.

The two mothers and daughters avoided the drunks who appeared on the road from time to time, and the slight sound of conversation wafted in the night wind.

The obvious footsteps around made Sayuri look up, and there seemed to be a few figures at the end of the alley.

Sayuri frowned, pulled her daughter and walked back, and there were also several figures walking towards them in the alley.

Sayuri's heart tightened, her heart beat faster, she walked towards the end of the alley with Ying Lili on her arm and lowered her head.

The giggling voice of the man behind him was getting closer, and Sayuri hurriedly took Yinglili on her arm and quickened her pace.

Ying Lili, who found something was wrong, also followed Sayuri and walked quickly in silence. She had an inexplicable feeling.

In the dark alley at night, the alley is blocked by people, and the pretty mother and daughter are running around in the alley. Isn't this a standard bullying book plot?

And when she herself might face such a situation, her heart was like a dense drumbeat echoing crazily in her ears.