Shinomiya Yumei Wants to Live

But this is a dream, a dream beyond her control, she can only watch the happy face of her lying on the man's chest, fascinated, and keep whispering love words that make her sick.

Finally, the dream came to an end, this time it was the place where the two met for the first time, [Love and Time] Cafe.

The man was still smiling gently, but his hands were covered with blood. She was still obsessed with the man's sweet words, and she didn't see the man's bloody hand reaching into her chest.

It was easy to take out her fresh heart.

"What a stupid woman~"

The man looked at the bleeding heart with a smile, and then put it beside the teacup indifferently.

Finally realizing that she had lost her heart, she woke up with a depressed chest.

In the dark bedroom, Kasumigaoka placed her right hand on her chest. Her heart was not lost, it was still beating, but it was just a little painful, and it was so painful that she couldn't breathe.

From the beginning to the end, that man lied to her. The ignorant young master was a lie, and the gentle and refined young master was a lie.

The promise under the stars is a lie, the sweet talk is a lie, everything is a lie.

And she's just a poor wretch deluded by a beautiful illusion made of lies, a stupid woman who has been played around from beginning to end.

It wasn't the truth that defeated her, it was lies...

"..."

Xia Zhiqiu got up silently, took the paper towel beside the bed and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes indifferently.

Useless emotions are still piling up, but it doesn't matter, the tears will flow dry one day, and then all useless emotions will disappear completely.

Turning on the light, Kasumigaoka looked around the brand-new bedroom, the layout and furniture were changed from beginning to end.

This is made by my mother. On August 8, everyone saw the video that day, and so did my mother...

Mom didn't ask much, just comforted her a few words clumsily, and then took action silently.

But it’s not enough to just change the bedroom. There are so many places to keep memories in this home...there are so many shadows of Yuming in every corner.

At first, when she learned the truth, she returned home in grief and hid in the bedroom, imagining that the man hadn't lied to her. As long as she waited, the man would come and explain everything.

He will explain everything to her without reservation, tell his difficulties, and humbly beg her forgiveness.

And she would make all kinds of unreasonable requests, and he would agree with a smile on his face, fulfill his requests one by one, and then continue to beg her for forgiveness, and she forgave that man slightly as the resentment gradually dissipated.

Immediately afterwards, the man knelt down on one knee and proposed to her, and wanted to spend the rest of his life to obtain her forgiveness...

She mercifully agreed to his marriage proposal and allowed him to spend the rest of his life to redeem his sins...

But fantasies are fantasies after all, even though the eyes were blurred with tears and the eye circles were red and swollen, he still didn't appear, not even a little news... It was like completely abandoning her, an uninterested stupid woman...

The boundary between day and night is blurred, weeping in anticipation of his arrival when awake, begging for his arrival in dream.

The demand is lowered step by step, just an apology is enough...just an apology is enough...so she can find an excuse for herself...find an excuse to go back to him...

When waking up from the dream, the person in the dream is still the person in the dream, and the pillow wet with tears still cannot be exchanged for his looking back.

Days are going to pass, and it took her more than a week to finally get out of the fantasy.

She saw her anxious and haggard mother. In order for her to come out, her mother was preparing to use her savings to buy a new house so that she would no longer be disturbed by the shadow of the past.

She stopped mom, that's enough, she's fine...everything will be fine...

"everything will get better..."

Xia Zhiqiu murmured softly, opened the window and looked towards the sky, the sun had just risen, and the morning light happened to be reflected in her eyes.

The sun will rise as usual and everything will be fine.

Going to school, college entrance examination, graduation, university, traveling around the world, her life has just started, how can she give up because of a pain?

The world is vast, and there are still many landscapes that she has never seen before, and she must not stand still.

Love is not a necessity in her life, it's just a icing on the cake, and it will never interfere with her progress!

"Get up"

Xia Zhiqiu looked at the alarm clock, it was just after six o'clock, and there were still two hours before school.

She can't sleep anymore, so get up and read a book.

Sitting at the desk, Kasumigaoka flipped through the heavy classics, writing about the real world lightly but leaving people with endless thoughts.

Compared with the famous novels, she is still far behind...

She will continue on this path of the author, and one day she will remove the word "light" from the author of light novels.

Someone offered her a chance, the president Yukinoshita who told her the truth, who claimed to be the man's fiancee, offered her a way to enter traditional literature.

As long as her "Love Metronome" can be completed normally and the sales volume exceeds [-] million volumes, the president Yukinoshita will provide her with publishing opportunities and promotional resources for traditional literature.

She will seize this opportunity!She will go!She will be fine!It was even better than that man imagined!Even chic!

Even without this contract, "Love Metronome" will still finish normally!This is her debut work, and it is the story of her Xiazhiqiu Shiyu!No matter what, there must be a full stop!

She has already thought about the content of the next volume, let the hero die! ! ! !

Find a way to kill the hero! !To fit the setting of the plot! !It should be reasonable, let the hero die unexpectedly! !

"Go to hell! Go to die! Go to die! Go to die!"

"Go to hell! Go to die! Go to die! Go to die!"

Xia Zhiqiu, who was in a strong mood, suddenly murmured with a gloomy expression, subconsciously picked up the pencil on the table with his right hand, and wrote "Die!" on the page over and over again.

The wine-red pupils turned into deep red, and unstoppable malice kept accumulating in the pupils.

After a long time, Xia Zhiqiu suddenly came back to his senses, looked at the messy pages of the book, and took out an eraser to wipe it clean bit by bit.

"sough-"

During the rubbing, the dirt brought up by the eraser is constantly produced.

"Whoo~"

After Kasumi Hills wiped it up, he lifted the book and blew the dirt into the trash can by the table. In the black trash can, the dirt from the eraser could be seen everywhere.

Xia Zhiqiu closed the book and put it back on the bookshelf, sitting on the edge of the bed with a cold expression, wearing stockings.

The black silk rompers were pulled from the toes to the ankles, and then pulled upwards little by little, passing through the slender calves, round and full thighs, the upturned buttocks, and finally stopped at the waist without fat.

Kasumigaoka, who had changed into her school uniform, walked downstairs indifferently. It was time to wash and eat, and her mother was waiting for her.

"Shi Yu..."

As she passed the kitchen, her mother, who was cooking breakfast, stopped her.

"En? What's the matter? Mom" ​​asked Xia Zhiqiu with her head turned sideways.

"...It's nothing, go wash up, breakfast will be ready soon." The mother who hesitated to speak shook her head, and finally said nothing.

This is the third time. Since yesterday, my mother seems to have something to tell her, but she doesn't know how to say it.

It doesn't matter, she has time and can wait patiently.

"Shi Yu..."

"What's the matter, Mom?"

"It's nothing, just be careful on the way to school"

Once again at breakfast, this is the fourth time, Xia Zhiqiu silently wrote it down.

After breakfast, Kasumigaoka took her schoolbag and went to school, but she didn't notice that the mother at the door looked at her back and sighed.

Mrs. Kasumigaoka is very aware of her daughter's character. The calm on the surface does not mean that everything is fine, maybe it is just a more violent storm brewing.

The matter will never be resolved. If the parties cannot make it clear, one day the storm will completely break out.

Shiyu's temper is extreme, and she may do things that she will regret later.

Mrs. Xia Zhiqiu gritted her teeth and made a decision, closed the door and went back to the living room to contact Sofia.

"Moses, Moses, Sophia?"

"Yuejiang...Although you are very happy to contact me, but it can't be about that young master Sigong again?"

"...Sorry, is it troublesome? If it's troublesome..."

"No, no, no! That's not what I mean, Yue-chan, if you can help me, I will definitely help. After all, you are my true love~~It is the motivation for me to live~~"

Mrs. Kasumigaoka ignored Sophia's ups and downs, and said resolutely

"I want Shiyu to see Shinomiya Yuming again, is there any way!"

"Uh... If I hadn't been able to do it in the past, but recently I really have a way. The young master Sigong is getting engaged and sent a lot of invitations to the outside world. My parents also received one. I'll think of a way." can get it"

"...please"

"I didn't say that... Yue-chan, are you sure you want Shiyu to ask for an explanation on the day of the other party's engagement ceremony? This is a little..."

"Hmph! I lied to my daughter's body and feelings, how can it be so simple! I'm ready! After the matter is over, Sophia, let's elope! Take our daughter and leave Sakura Country! Go back to your home!"

"!! No problem! My home is in the Demon Realm! Be safe!"

Facing the excited Sophia, Mrs. Kasumigaoka hung up the phone directly, and went upstairs to pack her luggage silently.

Disturbing the engagement ceremony of the Shinomiya family, this Sakura country can't stay anymore, and I can only rely on that slut Sophia in the future...

Xia Zhiqiu, who was going to school, didn't know that her mother had prepared a big surprise for her, but she also met a surprise at school, a surprise that came out of a collision!

"What is your relationship with that man!!"

She knew the woman she knocked down, Sawamura Spencer Eriri, the famous young lady of the academy, why did this woman smell of that man all over her body!

What is the relationship between this woman and that man!Why didn't that man come to see her!

Kasumigaoka, who was as cold as a snow girl, stared down at Eiriri from above, and the voice of questioning without emotion sounded again.

"What is your relationship with that man!!"

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The update pressure of the two books is a bit high....

Chapter 3, Are you cool?