"……I see."
He was defeated in the stare at each other, unlike Tiansuo Shuichi who had a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, Yacar's eyes were full of undeniable toughness.Kagami, who was already in a dilemma, raised her hand, but finally lowered her eyes helplessly.
Yacar continued to look back out the window.
"You go to rest first, thank you for sending me to the hospital, thank you for your hard work."
"But, Yacar-san, you?"
"I'm fine, just take a rest. The Black King showed mercy and didn't cause me too much trauma."
"...Then you take a good rest, I will take my leave first."
"Go."
In the end, Kagami still didn't bring Zheng Yi's words to Yacar.
With Kagami's departure, the door of the ward was closed again, finally only Yacar was left in this ward.
so......
".....be merciful..."
Clenched fist.
Clenched teeth.
Bloodshot eyes under closed lids.
And, the heart and soul that were almost torn into pieces.
All of this is known only to Yacar himself.
PS:
Second more.
End
good night
Chapter 65: The flaws of broken jade are hard to hide, only...
"Do you understand what you're talking about? Yacar thought."
"Yes, I'm wide awake."
Wearing his own clothes, Yacar had already taken off his light blue patient uniform.Yacar's expression was softened by the familiar texture of the clothes that had been carefully cleaned by the nurse.
"I hope that the headquarters will allow us to take the lead in taking action against the Black Lord."
"Do you have any objection to the judgment of the headquarters?"
"That's not the case. It's just that we've confirmed that the Black King's perception of the organization is more negative, and the opponent obviously has a tendency to protect Kabuto. Instead of waiting for the opponent to act first, it's better to take the initiative when encountering."
"I know that you were injured and admitted to the hospital this time because of the battle with the Black King, but this does not mean that the headquarters will change the overall policy because of your personal emotional factors. The top priority now is still to kill Kabuto's current qualified candidates as soon as possible, and regain Or destroy the belt!"
"You misunderstood, I just—"
"enough."
On the other end of the phone, the man's voice immediately became more stern and cold, and his categorical attitude overflowed between the lines.
Yacar had to stop talking.
"Priority to clean up the Zerg, obliterate Kabuto's current qualified personnel, and do not allow conflicts with the Black King. The instructions from the headquarters are as simple as that."
"……Yes."
The phone hangs up.
Slowly moving the mobile phone away from his ear, Yacar stared at the screen of the mobile phone with frowning eyes.His right hand holding the mobile phone trembled slightly, and the strength between his fingers also increased a little bit.A strong grip was applied to the shell of the mobile phone with the tightening of the fingers, and the whole mobile phone creaked in Yacar's hand.
There will be applications about the Black King, not all of which are emotional factors.If Yache was really blinded by anger and hatred, then he should not apply for the right to act at this time, but should directly report the identities of Zheng Yi and Tiandao in exchange for targeted attacks on them by the headquarters.
But Yacar's state at this time is quite complicated.
On the one hand, his rationality still makes him care about the order and safety of the organization.From a human point of view, facing such a guy who looks like a zerg and can beat himself defenselessly, Yache chose to report about his battle with the Black King, hoping It can improve the organization's awareness of vigilance against the Black King.
On the other hand, his sensibility made him unable to accept the humiliation of relying on the power of the organization to wash away the defeat.Proud for more than ten years, as the captain of the elite troop Shadow, and the only qualified person of The Bee Zecter today, Yacar's life is not without setbacks, but it is as smooth as the son of destiny.But the strength accumulated in this kind of life seems so insignificant in front of Zheng Yi.
Like a proud male lion and a cold intercontinental missile, they are both life-threatening things to human beings, but the strength of the two threats is very different.
The same is powerful, but Yacar is able to realize the almost irreparable gap.
The level of strength varies greatly.
If the two sides fought for [-] rounds and fought with all their strength, and finally lost when they were exhausted, Yacar would not feel as painful and helpless as he does now.
However, the fact that I was able to jump back to my post and go to the front line just after sleeping like I am now is all because of the opponent's mercy in the battle.
His subordinates were merciful, and just one punch deprived him of his consciousness and all his ability to resist.
gap.
The gap is enough to make people despair.
Yacar didn't want to admit his failure, but the reality was that the failure came too simply, that neat look seemed to be choking Yacar's neck, making him have to swallow all the anger and resentment in his chest so abruptly.
He lost.
The loss was thorough, so thorough that there was no reason to refute it.
Facing the morning light coming in from the window, Yache couldn't feel even a trace of warmth on his body.The cold reality squeezed every inch of his muscles and beat every bone of him.Whether it's emotions that have nowhere to vent, or words that no one can say, even with that real defeat, Yache thinks that he can only taste this kind of bitterness and hesitation alone.
【To you, what is the identity of a knight? 】
[Why did you join ZECT in the first place? 】
[For you, why did you become The Bee in the first place? 】
"..."
Picking up the wristband device placed by the bed, Yacar stared at it silently, his eyes were a little empty and misty, as if he was recalling or thinking.The silver-gray wristband device is dotted with a bright yellow core, and the sun of Hexi is smeared on it, clearly reflecting Yacar's own appearance.
Yacar has never seen such 【Yacar Thought】.
Tangled and hesitant, lines of unwillingness were deeply engraved between the brows, as if something had taken away the former vigor and humility.All that was left behind was the uncomfortably gloomy resentment, as well as the insignificant depression and abjection.
This is what I look like.
Yacar rubbed the metal surface of the wristband device, and pressed his fingers against his own reflection on it.
Can……
Is this what Yacar thinks it looks like?
If not, what should Yacar think about it?
"In the end I..."
"Mr. Yacar! Discharge procedures are completed!"
When Yacar buried his head in thought, Kagami suddenly opened the door and walked in.Holding the doorknob, Kagami caught sight of Yasha standing in front of the window with her back turned to him.
There was some kind of unknown meaning mixed in that back, but it was only fleeting, and the stable look of the past was restored.The rapid change caused Kagami to have the illusion that he was delusional, rubbed his eyes, and looked at Yacar's back again.
Kagami tentatively lowered her voice.
"Mr. Yacar?"
"... Thank you for your hard work, Kagami, and please help me with the formalities."
Turning his head, Yacar showed Kagami the gentle and kind smile when the two met for the first time.
In a daze, Kagami felt a sense of dislocation like going back in time, as if the man who was full of oppression last night was not Yacar.
It seemed that after leaving the hospital bed, the shadow of self-pity and self-pity was buried in the white blanket of the hospital bed, leaving Yache as usual to return to everyone.
However, this is only an illusion after all.
Kagami could still notice the flaws in that smile.
The blemish was so small it shouldn't have been noticed.But just because of the perfection of the smile when they first met in memory, the harder the man in front of him tries to restore that perfection, the more conspicuous the flaws that should be insignificant will become.
Up to now, the gap made by the defeat has become an irreparable loophole in Yacar's perfection.
The more you want to repair it, the more incongruous it will be. Those fine cracks cannot be erased no matter what.
unless......
Chapter 66: Open the gates of hell a little
He took Kagami to visit Kageyama who was still unable to be discharged from the hospital for the last time. As Yacar expected, Kageyama hoped that he could return to the team to fight together now.However, under Yacar's rigid order, although Kageyama was reluctant no matter what, he followed the order and continued to stay in the hospital for recuperation.
After completing the discharge procedures, Yacar left the hospital, and Kagami naturally followed behind him.The two were walking down the steps, and Kagami was still thinking about whether to tell Yacar what Zheng Yi said.In his opinion, that sentence was no different from sarcasm at all.As the winner, Zheng Yi asked him to tell Yacar this kind of words, which would be like adding fuel to the fire, and would only intensify the situation.
So when Yache just woke up, Kagami chose to hide it, considering that the wounded should not suffer too much stimulation.But now Yache obviously calmed down a lot. At least on the surface, he has come out of the influence of failure. If he conveys his words now, there may be no problem.
only……
Pursing the corners of her lips, Kagami lowered her gaze and stared at Yacar's heels, feeling guilty that he didn't even dare to look directly at Yacar's back.
He regards Tiandao and Zheng Yi as friends.
He also regards Yacar as an important senior worthy of respect.
On the one hand, it is the entrustment of a friend, on the other hand, it is the dignity of a senior, and Kagami is really not sure if the words will cause Yacar to go away angrily, and find Zheng Yi to fight again.
Kageyama questioned him when Yache was in a coma before, but he hesitated and refused to tell the truth. In fact, it was the same consideration as now.
——If there is a conflict with Tendao that will lead to a battle, Kagami will be very worried about both sides.
But now there is a direct conflict with Zheng Yi that may lead to a fight. Compared with Zheng Yi, Kagami is more worried that Yasha and Kageyama will lose their minds because of anger and really go to Zheng Yi to fight.
Regarding Zheng Yi's power, Mr. Kagami, an ordinary citizen, has the absolute right to speak as a witness at the scene twice in a row.
That is definitely not something that humans, or even a single knight, can fight against!
At least at this stage, Kagami really can't imagine a way to counter Zheng Yi's power.
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