Besides, Sister Jayden doesn't get lost after asking questions, and she doesn't rush to satisfy her curiosity at this moment.
Zheng Yi's words made Sister Jiedon, who lowered her head and muttered in a low voice, froze all over. Obviously, she probably guessed what Zheng Yi wanted to ask.
Stretching out her right hand and clasping her left wrist, Sister Jiedon adjusted her breathing indiscriminately, trying to calm down the somewhat rapid breathing and the weak trembling of her body.
She lowered her head and responded to Zheng Yi in a muffled voice.
"I see, you can ask."
"Then, let's start with the most basic questions."
After hesitating for a while, Zheng Yi finally did not choose to speak comforting words.
He knew that any comforting tendency he showed at such a time might be interpreted by this stubborn and sensitive little guy as a signal of pity.
That might make matters worse.
What he can do is to try his best to end this questioning session that may bring pain to Sister Jayden as soon as possible.
"Sister Jiedon, do you still remember what transformed you and sent you to fight me?"
Sister Jayden's body, which had not settled down for a long time, suddenly shrank tightly again, like a deer cub being targeted by a predator in the cold wind, unable to control herself under the pressure.
Even, the hand that had just let go of Zheng Yi for a while jumped up again, grabbing his shirt, his knuckles were bluish white.
It's like a child who grabs something randomly in a nightmare and doesn't want to let go.
"……nothing."
This time, Zheng Yi did not hesitate.
Facing the fear and pain conveyed by body strength, temperature, and trembling, and hearing the almost hysterical cry for help from Sister Jieden's body and mind, Zheng Yi stretched out his hand and wrapped it around Sister Jiedon's petite shoulders.
"When I was young, Xiaoxin...ah, that is, my sister, when that girl had nightmares at night, she was even more exaggerated than you."
Zheng Yi's chin rested on Sister Jayden's little head, as if reciting a bedtime story, his low and magnetic whispers were close to her ears.
"Not only would he shout loudly in his sleep when he fell asleep, kick and hit him, and finally wake up, he would definitely cry, with snot and tears all over his face."
"At that time, I had to hold her in my arms all night like this. Even if she fell asleep whimpering, I had to open my eyes from time to time to see if she had another nightmare."
"It wasn't until the morning, when the sun came in through the light blue tulle in her room, that I could carefully let her go and make breakfast."
"so……"
Holding the small body of Jie Dun's sister, Zheng Yi gently rubbed her hair: "In the painful reality like a nightmare, a person will definitely be afraid. He will want to escape, cry, and What's so strange?"
"You can persist until now, you are already very good."
"However, child, those nightmares have become the past, and you have a brand new present and a future of your own."
"You can be afraid, you can cry, you can be angry, but for you who are still alive like this, the only thing you can't lose is the courage to face the past."
"If you can't have that kind of courage on your own, add the existence you cherish."
"For the precious existence, but also for yourself."
"A little bit is fine, just one time at a time. You don't need to force yourself to be brave right away, but you can't stop forever."
Eyelids drooping slightly, Zheng Yi murmured.
"Again, show the courage you have when you want to live."
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Chapter 91: The Elegy of the Twins, Singing on the Star of Abang
For sister Jayden, this is a very novel experience.
To hug someone without reservation, or to be hugged by someone without reservation, this is almost non-existent in the communication and culture of the Jaden clan.
Not only because of the innate emotional indifference of the Jiedon family, but also because there is no such need.
Not every Zedon will go into battle from birth, but it is also true that the vast majority of Zedons will not be afraid of battle and death.
The emotional indifference of the Jaden family will not only affect their attitudes towards enemies, but also affect their attitudes towards their own race, and even towards themselves.
in other words……
Individuals who are willing to listen to Zheng Yi's words and remember them like Miss Jayton are already rare in the Jayton family, so what about individuals like Sister Jayton who are born with rich emotions?
Being heterogeneous may be an understatement.
If it wasn't for the lack of emotion of the Jayden family that made them not care about the differences between individuals at all, then sister Jayden's negative thoughts about herself may not only come from herself.
But even so, for Sister Jayden, this was already a very painful thing.
Just imagine, living in such a world where basically all other compatriots are emotionally indifferent except for herself, what kind of mental pressure has Sister Jayden, who has an active emotional thinking like ordinary humans, has been enduring all this time?
If you want to compare it, it's like throwing you into a huge white space, and throwing in addition to you, many robots that can pretend to be human in appearance.
But these robots don't have the excellent artificial AI in science fiction. They just repeat the content of the program that seems to be prescribed, and respond to you with the same words and deeds day after day.
For Sister Jayden, the world of the Jayden family is like this.
——This is why she is so dependent on her twin sister.
Miss Jayton's emotions are not as weak as those of her peers, perhaps because they are twins. In fact, Miss Jayton's emotions just don't know how to express more.
In Miss Jayton's world view, other people of the same race are like her, so she explained it to Zheng Yi in this way.
but it is not the truth.
Whether it is Miss Jayden or Sister Jayden, they are actually rare existences in the Jayton clan.
It's like in this huge white space, suddenly there is a real human being like you. Even if the other person is reticent and not good at self-expression, you will still cherish this unique existence similar to yourself even more.
As for embarking on a journey as an adult, what you get is not the beauty you imagined...
In the universe, there are only a handful of lives that can eliminate inner fear and truly choose to be friends with the cosmic dinosaur Jayden with a calm attitude.
At least, in sister Jayden's journey so far, she has not seen such an existence.
Therefore, when she heard her sister tell her experience, and saw her sister "beautiful" on that always expressionless face with a very small margin for the first time, sister Jayden also gave birth to longing.
In my sister's mouth, [Warrior Zheng Yi] is strong, resolute and calm, fearless of life and death.
In the mouth of the sister, [Warrior Zheng Yi] is gentle, loves peace, and hates violence.
In my sister's mouth, [Warrior Zheng Yi] is strange.
Whether he treats humans or Jayden, no matter what kind of creature it is, he is willing to give a smile without discrimination.
...Maybe, I can also meet a special existence like that [Warrior Zheng Yi] who is willing to treat me as a treasure.
Sister Jayden once had such a yearning.
However, compared to the expectation of the dream come true, what came one step earlier was an unexpected nightmare.
She had expected herself to die alone in a corner, like those same modified monsters or aliens she had seen when she was still conscious.
As a puppet without self, she died in a place where her sister didn't know, and in a place where her own special existence would never see her.
Unexamined, ups and downs in painful memories, gradually sinking into the empty side in fear of the future, choosing to escape from reality...
Until, [Warrior Zheng Yi] who hugged her pulled her back to this side of the world.
【Embracing this kind of behavior, it turned out to be like this...】
Subconsciously tightened the clothes that belonged to Zheng Yi in her hands, and even sister Jie Dun didn't know when she started to regain her steady breathing and stable heartbeat.
Zheng Yi, who noticed this, breathed a sigh of relief.
At the beginning, he didn't think much about it, but instinctively used Xiaoxin's comforting method that he used on her when he was a child.
But when he came back to his senses, Zheng Yi also found that his behavior was somewhat overstepped.
However, just when Zheng Yi was about to let go, sister Jayton in her arms stretched out her hand and went around her ribs to clasp her body.
Zheng Yi blinked.
"That... Sister Jayden?"
"I'm all right."
Her whole face was buried on Zheng Yi's chest, and sister Jie Dun responded sullenly: "You ask again."
"No, I meant to say—"
"You ask again!"
"……All right."
Shaking his head with a smirk, Zheng Yi let go of his hand, and Zheng Yi let his sister Jie Dun rely on him without saying anything more.
It is quite normal for a child to be frightened and ask an adult to act coquettishly. There is no need to be so strict with this child who really escaped death.
"Do you remember what changed you and sent you to fight me?"
"...From the conclusion, I don't know."
After a long silence, sister Jiedon, who had organized her words, spoke without raising her head.
"After being transformed, my spirit was severely traumatized during the transformation process. In addition, the other party seemed to have deliberately set up some settings in order to manipulate me. Except for most of the time, I was unconscious, and the few times I was awake It's just watching your body move like a bystander."
"And, no matter when capturing me or transforming me, the other party was very cautious and didn't give me a chance to face it directly."
"So, the direct answer, I don't think I can give you."
"But relatively, if it's just a clue, I have it."
"You have been active in my memory corridor, and you have seen it after thinking about it. The four Ultra brothers are counterfeit products. Their real body is a combat machine made by the bastard I transformed."
"They have two purposes on Abang Star. The first is to destroy the original civilization of Abang Star, and turn Abang Star into a laboratory for that bastard to test the mechanical Ultra Brothers and transform monsters. The second is to take a fancy to Abang Star's original rich living resources... that is, the huge biota of Abang Star itself."
Having said that, sister Jayden raised her face and loosened her hands a little.
"My sister and I happened to be going to Abang Star to investigate the local civilization. We didn't expect to encounter such a thing..."
"Fortunately, the only one who was defeated and captured by those four fakes was the useless me."
"Sister, she wasn't defeated and captured by those guys. There are only four counterfeit people in the area. There is nothing I can do to my sister."
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