The Journey of Survival After Turning into a Beautiful Girl

I still don't know if that ghost has gone far, Juanjuan, are you planning to kill us? !

I grabbed Juanjuan, who was about to run over, and covered her mouth. The next second, a drop of warmth fell on the back of my hand

On, her small mouth kept moving, struggling

Stuck and wanted to rush over.

"Li Youde, hurry up and get in the house. I don't know if that ghost has gone far. We can't take the risk now!"

While talking, I picked up the little guy in my arms and turned around to enter the house, but Li Youde's dull expression made me pause

I was surprised at the time, isn't this guy also planning to rush?

go out?

"Li Youde! You fucking wake me up!"

I didn't have time to take into account his feelings, so I kicked Li Youde staggeringly, then I turned my head and ignored him.

It's not really going to rush out, directly

Holding the little girl who was still struggling in his arms, he flashed into the room.

"crunch~"

With the sound of the door being opened, a musty smell entered the nostrils.

"Puff cough cough~"

I didn't react for a while, I was choked directly, and then I held my breath and looked around the room.

It is a very simple small restaurant with only eight tables. The tops of the tables are fairly clean, and the dilapidated wooden tables are covered with holes.

Potholes, the stool is also the most

The usual plastic stools, the bright red ones were covered with dust.

The floor is made of tiles, but it is very dirty. It is true. It has been two months and no one has cleaned it. No matter how clean the room is, it is not clean.

It must be all dust.

Glancing left and right, there is a bar counter on the left side of the door, and next to the bar counter is a display cabinet with a strong smell

Dao, is emanating from the display case

Come.

I didn't look at it, and I knew it without thinking, the food inside was probably rotten, otherwise the sealed display cabinet would not have been released.

Such a pungent smell.

Turning around and walking to the side, he pulled all the plates and bowls on the table to the ground, there was a burst of 'cracking', still struggling

The little girl I tied was thrown directly on the

on the table.

"Mother!!"

After letting go of the hand covering the little girl's mouth, Juanjuan's suppressed crying reached her ears.

"Juanjuan! Listen to me!"

"Sister Yuxuan, I want my mother!"

The little girl looked at me with blank eyes, and tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. It really made me feel distressed, but now,

It's not the time to be distressed.

"Juanjuan..."

Gritting my teeth, I had no choice but to say the same to the little girl who was already a little distracted.

"From now on, I will be your mother, okay?"

Juanjuan's suppressed crying suddenly stopped, and her lifeless eyes gradually recovered.

Forgive me who can't read faces, I can't even understand the faces of children, the girl Juanjuan's thoughts,

Not any simpler than her mother

Go, but fortunately he has a kind heart, although he thinks too much, but at least he is obedient.

"Sister Yuxuan is going to be my mother?"

Juanjuan said in a daze, lowered her head to think for a while, then looked up at me again.

What she was thinking in her heart, I don't know, but now my heart is weighing.

What position will she occupy in my future life.

Bai Xiaoxiao went crazy. All the actions just now proved the sickness in her heart. She ran away, smiled slyly, and finally faced

When the troll, may restore a

Some, or thought it through clearly, and then shouted 'Fang Yuxuan, Juanjuan left it to you', this is still a mother's words.

Li Youde, in such an environment, although my mentality has grown, but how far I can go, even I am not good

Said, perhaps, in the next second his heart

state may also collapse.

As for me, I dare not say whether I will collapse, but if it is a person, I am really not sure that I can control myself.

I've started to feel a little disgusted with the world

The.

And the little girl made me stop killing many times. Her existence may be a weight in my mind, right?

If it wasn't for Juanjuan, Bai Xiaoxiao and Li Youde would have been killed by me.

I lived alone for a month. As an ordinary person, I don't have such a strong mentality to live alone.

So I didn't kill Bai Xiaoxiao, nor did I kill Bai Xiaoxiao.

It's because I'm suppressing myself.

There is nothing wrong with killing people in this world, as long as the other party has the intention to kill you, then if you don't kill him,

Then the ultimate killer may be

Myself.

But if you really indulge yourself, you will lose your humanity, and when you reach that level, you will be finished.

It's not that you can't live, but that you don't have a heart. What's the difference with the walking dead?With the group of zombies outside, what else?

What's the difference?

It's no big deal to live just for the sake of being alive, and it's nothing to be ashamed of if you don't live for others.

It's normal to be confused all the time.

But if there is no heart, even if you live for something, it is sad.

I don't want to be that kind of sad person, because I came out of it, so this impulsive sentence may actually be

It's me who wants to keep Juanjuan in myself

Let's talk about it by my side.

I need someone, even if she can't fight.

I need someone to share my feelings with, even if she's just a kid.

I need someone who is not malicious to me, who is obedient enough, but who can stay by my side and share with me, just

Even if she can't take care of herself, what's the matter?

How about?

I just need someone to balance the evil thoughts in my heart.

Perhaps when it comes to this, I feel a little shameless, and I also have some guilt towards the little girl, but not all people are like this

like?

Rely on each other, keep each other warm, you make up for what I don't have, and I make up for what you don't have.

So, Juanjuan.

"Be my daughter."

Gently hugging the whimpering little girl in his arms, the thought just now flashed in his mind, but disappeared without a trace

The trace disappeared in the deepest part of thinking,

The crying sound of the little thing in his arms gradually became louder.

"Cry, just cry, cry..."

I can't comfort people, and I'm not good at communicating with people.

But I know that it is best to cry at this time, don't be like yourself at that time, forgetting to cry,

After five years of silence, I finally cried

Came out.

"Ugh..."

I couldn't see the little girl's expression, but her trembling body was in my arms, and her two tender little hands grabbed me tightly.

The tactical strap, the tears are almost divided

Clock wet my chest.

There is no embarrassment, no other thoughts, only distressed.

As a child who grew up in the hands of his parents, but lost his parents in an instant, he couldn't care about her heart

Love, but lost the emotions of the parents,

It doesn't matter how big or small it is?

Anyone grieves, even if she's a child, doesn't it?