The Journey of Survival After Turning into a Beautiful Girl

It's a pity that the legs of the goddamn grow on me, playing with myself is no fun at all.

Once the mood becomes bad, some things that I was worried about before will also be used in my heart, which makes my heart very heavy.

What will your future look like?

Whether to keep the human body and continue to live, or become some monsters, or a special body like Scar

Body changes?

How long can I live, can I go to the JN military region?How long can you be safe when you arrive at the JN military region?

In the future...will you take Juanjuan alone?

In the first two years, I remember seeing a special advertisement, saying that it is possible to transform the brain into the body without causing special

The rejection reaction, and later spread rumors on the Internet

It is said that someone stole the gene of a deceased star Lin Mouling, copied a complete body, and transferred his brain

Transferred to the inside, finished thoroughly

Transfer.

Of course, let’s not say whether the rumor is true or not. All in all, my current situation is very similar to that, the only difference is,

I should be original.

If it is said that one person survives, it is actually nothing, just take a small team and go, but I am a little scared, afraid

Afraid that one day I will lose to my body

Desire, to do something incomprehensible.

The current self is not forever changing.

So whether there will be such a day in the future, no one can say.

Leaning in the bathtub, Juanjuan is sitting in my arms. According to this shape, if in the past, Juanjuan would definitely sit in a certain place.

root thing up... but now, down

There is indeed nothing in the noodles... not even a hair!

But now, Juanjuan can only lean on the two big lumps of flesh on my chest.

To be honest, these two big lumps of meat give people the feeling more like the skin on the chest has been filled with fat, but compared to

The fat in other places is much softer,

It also floats slightly in the water...

cough~

Two points of bright red, if it was the previous self who saw this scene, he would definitely have a nosebleed, but now, after almost a year

The whole year of familiarity, I have thoroughly

Numb, even now that a beautiful woman suddenly appeared in front of me, I probably wouldn't be moved.

Juanjuan's small head is estimated to be about the same size as my cellulite, lying right between the two.

By the way, why do I feel bigger again?

Hehe... Others are holding mobile phones, but I can hold mobile phones!

Sigh~ I laughed at myself, but I still can't change the heaviness in my heart. Now I don't even want to close my eyes, because once I close them,

I will think of dying with my own knife

the faces of the people below.

I am not a good person, but I am not a bad person either. I am just an ordinary person. Until now, I have become a killer.

People who don't blink.

"Mom~ Is it really uncomfortable to kill someone?"

Just when I thought of this, Juanjuan in my arms suddenly spoke, her little head nestled on my chest, and she raised her neck to look at me.

"Um……"

Of course I feel uncomfortable, after all, I am not a murderer, and among the ninety or so people, there are only a dozen or so who have direct conflicts with me.

Already, but now, for others

For my own safety, I had to kill someone I had never met.

This is different from killing zombies. Even if those zombies maintain their identities during their lifetime, they are no longer regarded as dead in my heart.

As a human being, as a person who often cooks

Yes, killing chickens and fish is basically the same as killing monsters.

But killing the same kind... Although they don't regard me as the same kind anymore, this hurdle in my heart is still very sad.

I'm sad because I've been educated, everyone has their own life, their own loved ones, their own cherished

things, each of them is alive

s life.

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Juanjuan is only nine years old now, so she won't struggle with many things like I do.

Because she has not been exposed to systematic education, I think, in her mind now, killing people and drinking water are basically nothing.

the difference.

"Juanjuan, you're not afraid of killing people, right?"

Juanjuan nodded fiercely, causing the water surface to rippling for a while, causing my two lumps of fat to sway with the water waves.

mmp!I used to be able to see the shoes when I looked down!

Now when I lower my head, I can see a piece of tender white, and I can vaguely see the deep blue blood vessels.

……

Suddenly thought of the previous 500G.

Well, although most of them are cavalry, but as an old driver, how can you not read all the porn movies in the world and feel at ease?

What about the realm of code?

Although I can't see it now.

"Well~ Juanjuan is not afraid, if someone threatens mother, Juanjuan will definitely kill him."

Juanjuan's soft and cute voice said such horrible words, Juanjuan's outlook on life and the world have not yet been established.

Before the end of the world was ushered in, it also led to

But she is actually more adapted to this world than me.

"Mom, do you regret killing those people?"

Juanjuan looked up at me, I glanced down at her, then closed my eyes and thought.

Do you regret it?

Pictures flashed in front of my eyes, all of them were people killed by me, their last expressions before they were alive, and the blood

Splash look.

The corners of my mouth curled up unconsciously, and I slowly opened my eyes, the lights on the ceiling dazzled my eyes.

"No regrets."

There is nothing to regret, this is a world where people eat people, it is more cruel than before, all I have done, I am now

I will not regret it now, and in the future, let alone

will regret.

The flashing pictures in my mind gradually blurred, and my mood became somewhat relaxed.

Once I figured it out, I suddenly found out that it was the little girl Juanjuan who let me go.

Whether intentional or unintentional, it is good for me, at least I didn't sink into it because of this incident.

Killing these people feels completely different from killing the group of people who cannibalize.

One can be regarded as punishing evil and eradicating adultery, while this one is for survival.

A completely different mentality made me treat two things with two emotions. I used to have only happiness, but now, I only have happiness.

silence.

Fortunately, Juanjuan is by my side, otherwise I might really sink, after all, I sometimes like to cheat

Horns, especially, deal with these things.

Don't think about it anymore, wash it for nothing, and sleep with the little girl~

Drying your body, especially in the career line, is always prone to water accumulation, which is very annoying.

I wiped it clean, put on my pajamas, carried Juanjuan back to the bed, and lay down directly, while Juanjuan was like a kitten,

Moved in my arms, found a

Sleep in a comfortable position.

"Mother……"

"Ok?"

When I was in a daze, Juanjuan talked to me.

"We haven't had breakfast yet..."

Ok……