How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

"That's right, although you seem resolute to leave this time, I'm sorry, Shi Yu-senpai, I'm not the one who was shaken by your words. After all, I am grown up!

Or rather, I should thank the editor Machida, if you said those words before her, I might have been a little worried, but after being beaten by Machida, I now feel more confident than ever ! "

"So, I will definitely pull you back, absolutely!

Because, the script writer of blessing-software can only be Shiyu Kasumigaoka! "

And also some inexplicably feel that his heart is full of confidence.

"Probably, it's because the people behind me are supporting me,"

He thought to himself somewhat mockingly,

"It's almost like a hot-blooded comic, because I have a lot of people behind me to encourage me, and I can burst out with extra motivation."

"But, at least it can make me no longer confused, can't it?"

And also thought so.

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Sometimes, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu would feel that she was a little hypocritical, and many things that she could understand and understand, but could become things that made her feel unhappy all the time.

"Maybe that's what writers are like?"

When I walked into the audio-visual classroom, there was a clear sky outside, which was the same as Shi Yu's feeling after finally getting rid of her shackles, but now, the bright sun just now was stained with a haze, and the black clouds were rolling. , seems to herald a heavy rain to come.

"So, this looks like a weather change that suits the mood!

This environment contrast can give a relatively high evaluation! "

Shi Yu blinked and said to himself.

Every time is the same situation, every time is the kind of understandable situation, yes, it is definitely understandable, Kasumi Hill Shiyu has been trying to understand.

For example, the time He also let her down for the first time, and the time when he made himself wait in the heavy snow, of course, is very understandable. After all, compared to his own agreement of not knowing what to do, It must be more important for his sister to be in danger. Besides, he also made a call to inform himself in advance.

For example, the first rejection on the script issue is also understandable. Given enough time and the pursuit of the best solution, if possible, why can't the script be written better?

Why not pursue an ending that is more in line with your own desires?

What's more, although it took a long time, he finally gave himself an answer, although the answer seemed to be cunning from her understanding, of course Shi Yu knew and didn't know this. .

And this time, it's understandable, or it should be the most understandable one, it's not that I don't want to contact myself, but that my contact method has been completely cut off. It's not the first time that Machida has done this. And Shi Yu seems to be used to this approach, and doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with this method of completely focusing his attention on novel creation.

At this time, there is a problem, in order not to waste time, let Kazuo, one of the co-creators of the script, solve the problems in the script, which is also a matter of course!

So, all things are understandable, and all things have so-called legitimate reasons.

But Shi Yu still couldn't accept it, just like after she slammed out the door again this time.

That's right, why are there so many reasons? Why, in the face of yourself, you can have such a so-called absolutely fair attitude, why can't you be a little bit biased towards yourself and be a little bit concerned about your own How do you feel?

Why, you have to look for a reason, or an excuse not to let go?

Obviously, I am also partial to you a lot!

During your year of no progress, I have been making progress. If I don't stay and wait for you at this time, you will definitely disappear from my sight!

However, if he hadn't joined this club, if he hadn't asked you to help while writing the script, Kazuya Aragaki, who was also interested in publishing his own novels, would probably have forgotten about this matter, and then, in many Years later, when I think of this piece of middle school history, I will just mention that self-awareness of the year as a joke!

However, this should not be the case. Kazuya Aragaki, who was trampled under his feet, should not be such a person. At least, once, he was the object that he could look at, although maybe the two of them were not at the same point in the end. , However, at least two people should be the same kind of person, which is why Shi Yu thinks that she may stop and wait for him, because, after all, she will not give up her expectations for Kazuya.

However, is Kazuya taking this kind of expectation seriously?

Probably not. Although he did solve many things by accident, it was not because he was responding to Shi Yu's waiting, but because he just did these things for other reasons.

Just like that night in Hehe City three months ago, no matter what, I was still soft-hearted, and I was also soft-hearted when I saw He who ran out of the hospital in a wheelchair, so I gave him another chance to convince himself, and then he Got it.

What kind of mood did you have at that time?

Probably an expectation!

A kind of expectation that the other party is still chasing his own, an expectation that the other party is still with him, and Kazuya Aragaki seems to have brightened his eyes, who have been confused.

Therefore, after that, although he could complete the script writing task independently, Shi Yu deliberately handed over part of the script, and even the creation of the main script, to Kazuya. This is a kind of waiting and an expectation. Really meet your requirements.

Once again, Kazuya did it, although the Weiyang line written by Kazuya and the harem ending line that Kazuya insisted on in the end made her feel that she had added elements that did not suit her to her script, but Shiyu She was still a little relieved, because she felt that her waiting was at least worth it, because even after a year of growing up, Kazuya was still the one who made her feel that she could live in rhythm with herself.

Maybe, in a place that he doesn't know, he will also work hard secretly?

Shi Yu is so comforting himself.

However, this self-comforting thought was shattered by this situation.

Although it seems that the situation this time is not different from the previous situation, Kazuya also participated in his own script creation and script adaptation, and even, to a certain extent, this time Kazuya, in order to adapt to his own style of writing, And modify the original loopholes in his own script, which is better than the previous few times.

It can be said that Shi Yu said that

"This society doesn't need me anymore"

This sentence is not angry.

Maybe I can write a better story and use more beautiful language, but from the perspective of the script setting and attracting players, the sum that has been stimulated to the maximum potential may not be better than himself.

However, the situation this time is actually completely different from the previous situation. Shi Yu knows this very well, because this time, it is not a situation where he deliberately stopped and waited for him and cooperated with him, but He unconcernedly stepped over himself to solve the situation.

Of course, this transcends oneself does not mean surpassing oneself, here refers to, ruthlessly, without caring about one's own feelings, denying oneself.

Shi Yu admits that his loss of contact during this period of time has had a great impact, and they took the initiative to revise it when they could not contact him. However, this should not be the case, because the revision of the script, obviously, wait until he comes back. Modification is also possible.

After all, it is something I created, after all, it is my daughter, although she has problems because of my poor care, but can't these problems be solved after I come back?

No!

He also gave her such an answer, he tried very hard to solve the problem, the same as before, the same as when he encountered difficulties before, although he always felt that he didn't know what to do at first, but in the end He will still burst into potential and create an unexpected ending.

The same as when it was difficult before.

That's right, that's what happened before when it was difficult.

It was like this when I was defeated by myself in the novel I wrote, when there was a problem with the first draft of the script, and it was like this when I asked him to help write the script. Although I was indecisive before making up my mind, Kazuo Aragaki was also like this. A person who, once made up his mind, moves forward with a fearless attitude to solve problems.

Therefore, the question is whether he has seen his own efforts and his own waiting.

There should be, right?

Shi Yu once thought so.

But in fact, there is no, Kazuo Aragaki never regards himself as a worthy object of attention, or, in other words, the self-righteous comparison that is different from himself, and Kazuo also never regards Shiyu as the only companion who seems to be the only one The same self-consciousness of fellow travelers.

He didn't even care about his own feelings.

All the previous self-induction to him, waiting for him, helping him, and expectations for him are just my own fantasy. The so-called pursuit of him and his partiality of waiting for him are all It's just a virtual fantasy created by myself from the very beginning.

That's right, I never asked him what he thought. From the first time I saw him, the person who seemed to be able to compete with me, who also encouraged me when I was frustrated, was arbitrarily dismissed. He arranged himself in the name of a fellow traveler, so he arbitrarily raised him in his virtual fantasy to a real level.

Coincidentally, many times, Kazuya's approach happened to satisfy her comparisons and fantasies.

However, this fantasy will eventually be shattered, which has nothing to do with the mentality of giving up that I imagined before, but a kind of breaking the false scene created by myself, to understand the reality, and the reality is , Kazuya Aragaki, never regarded Shiyu of Kasumigaoka as an object worthy of attention.

At least, compared to Kasumigaoka Shiyu's secret attention to Kazuya Aragaki, it's so insignificant.

"So, this is definitely not the author's hypocrisy!

Hey, Kazuya-kun, wouldn't you be flattered if you knew that I have always treated you as a special being in my heart? "

Shi Yu thought to himself with some self-deprecation.

"However, you shouldn't be that kind of person, are you?

After all, if you really don't pay attention to me, then if you get this evaluation from me, you will just hum and skip it - with your character. "

"Of course, this kind of evaluation may be a bit extreme, but there are also extreme benefits to extremes!

Extreme can wake you up faster, the bubble of wishful thinking will always be burst one day, and it is better to burst it by yourself than the other party burst it unconsciously, right?

Is not it? "

----------------------------Dividing line-------------------- ----------After leaving the classroom, Shi Yu did not leave the school immediately, she just walked in the school playground for a long time inadvertently, because the football club did not practice today, so there were only a few people on the playground. A guy who just kicks and plays.

I remembered the scene where I once saw Kazuya practice here alone, and I also remembered the very domineering guy on the court in the few games I watched.

"Perhaps, it is my fault to limit his creations without authorization!

Obviously, his ability should be exerted on the green field. Perhaps, the place he likes very much and has the ability to create miracles is the place where he is really worth working hard! "

"So, Kazuya-kun!

You are freed by me!

At least it's liberated in my heart, of course, you regret that you don't know this now! "

Seeing a guy who looked like a beginner kick the ball limply, Shi Yu couldn't help kicking on the plastic track. Then, because he forgot that he was wearing high heels, And some painfully rubbed the heel of the supporting foot that was a little painful because of the excessive force.

It was at this time that Shi Yu's phone rang abruptly.

At this time, the people in the club will not come to her, Shi Yu has that kind of confidence.

In addition, just as that person said, he is still so tragic that he has no friends other than the people in the club. Although it is the role and path that he chose, it is really a failure when you think about it!

However, it's better to answer the phone at this time. I thought I could stay up until dinner at least, but I didn't expect that I called before dinner time. Should I say that this guy's efficiency is really too high? ?

Shi Yu took out the phone from his pocket with a smile and said:

"I understand!

In fact, I just took the opportunity of submitting the manuscript to come out to relax, and I will go back and revise it soon, so you don't have to worry about it. "

"is that so?

little poem,"

Editor Machida on the other end of the phone paused and said,

"So, the distraction should be over, right?"

"Yes, the distraction should be over, although it got a worse result than expected."

"kindness?"

"But it's alright, thanks to the relaxation this time, I can calm down and write well, it should be - right!"

"All right!"

Machida, who had been silent for a long time, finally said,