How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

"All right,"

Eiri looked at Kazuya's eyes carefully, realized that the other party was not lying, shook her head and said,

"As if I didn't say anything."

"After all, the kind of thing you're assuming is really a bit ridiculous, isn't it?

Isn't that what happens in the comics? "

"Do you think that you are not the protagonist of the comics because so many girls like it?"

"This, haha, that—"

"Anyway, maybe I'm overthinking it!"

Eiri looked at Kazuya who was embarrassed and said softly,

"At least Kazuya, you chose me now, right?"

"Well, of course!"

Kazuya looked at Eiri's blue eyes and solemnly agreed.

"stare--"

At this time, Kazuya suddenly felt a strange sight, turned his head to look, and found that Kato, who had woken up at some point, was looking at the two with a sad look.

"Hey, that, good morning, Kato!"

Kazuya said hello subconsciously.

"Good morning, Aragaki-san - although I don't think it's appropriate to say this when we meet early today."

Kato nodded and replied.

"Stop talking about that,"

Eri Ri, who was caught in the scene just now, also said to Kato a little embarrassedly,

"Hui, you're already awake!"

"Yeah, I think it's probably mine, compared to the pressure that my head resting on Kasugaoka-senpai's head brings to her, and the pressure that her head falls on my shoulders. It's a little more stressful,"

Kato tilted his head and gestured to Shi Yu, who was still leaning on him rarely, and said,

"So I woke up helplessly - although the first time I woke up helplessly, I had no choice but to see the daily life of a new couple showing their affection."

"Ah, this,"

Kazuya and Eiri looked at each other and said in unison,

"Well, that's a coincidence!"

"I wonder if the tacit understanding of those who have the title of couple will be greatly improved!

I remember you two didn't have such a tacit understanding before? "

Kazuya suddenly felt that Kato's complaints today were too sharp, which made him a little unable to hold on.

"Well, that's pretty good too!"

Looking at Kazuya and Eiri who were speechless, Kato blinked and said,

"At least the strange atmosphere that plagued the club before should have disappeared. Yingri, your original drawings have also been completed. I think An Yi-san can't wait to make this game and start promoting it. I'm amazed that the game itself was finished so far ahead of the deadline!"

"Well, that's true."

"So, let's do our best for the next club activities!

two! ——In addition, my suggestion is that things like showing affection should not be done too often in the club. Although I believe that An Yi will not care about this, Kasugaoka-senpai and I will definitely be more troubled. ! "

Kato, who has been suppressing Kazuya and Eiri since he woke up and kept saying this, made a concluding speech at this time.

"Well, community activities!"

Kato's remarks finally pulled Kazuya out of the somewhat chaotic environment. In the final analysis, this series of things happened because of the strange atmosphere of the community during this period of time. I took a mock date to make my choices, and at the end, I chose Eiri.

Of course, he also remembered the Kato who backed away for this club when he was dating him, and the sad but beautiful face of Kato at that time.

Although Kato has repeatedly stressed that he has no problems, but does the other party really have no problems?

Kato Kato looked at Megumi Kato, who seemed to be staring at her and Eiri's holding hands with a look of interest, and Kazuya was a little unsure.

However, since the other party said so, there is no need for me to over-interpret her, right?

The excess of self-awareness before has caused too much trouble for me and others!

In the end, Kazuya chose to trust Kato's peaceful face.

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As long as there is competition, human beings will have the idea of ​​wanting to win. No matter how indifferent a person shows his indifference to fame and fortune, this is essentially hypocritical. When you shrink from competition, it is not because you don’t want to win, but because you are afraid of competition. , or because he wanted to protect something more important. In short, if he could tell the person in the competition a winning rule, no one would hesitate to adopt it.

For some time, Kato has often thought about the reason why he gave up the competition. The reason for Kato Megumi, who was in front of Kazuya, who was in front of Eiri, was very simple - that is, there is something that he wants to protect more, That is, the community of blessing-software.

But what are your true thoughts?

Is it really because you want to protect this society?

Or is it that the real thoughts are just your own fears?

Even Kato Megumi herself, who is always in a highly lucid state, is not very clear-or, even if she is clear, she will be afraid to admit the answer, and human beings will always deny their cowardice and withdraw.

Kato didn't know whether Shi Yu and Ying Lili had ever had the idea of ​​retreating, or in her judgment they should have. All she knew was that, at least from her point of view, although it was very sad, It was very painful, but at the moment she flinched, she felt a moment of relief, the fear of the unknown future completely disappeared, and the rest was just her most accustomed to observing as a bystander. reality.

This is Kato's most accustomed identity for the past ten years or so. An observer in an absolute sense, an observer in an absolute sense, does not have to take any risks or pressure from competition. Of course, this situation is absolutely easy.

Therefore, when she learned that Kazuya had chosen Yingri, Kato's mood did not fluctuate too much. She liked the situation where everything was stabilized, and she liked that the society could continue to stabilize after stabilization. Of course, she also likes the situation where she can continue to observe everyone at ease in a non-interventional way.

But this love, this admiration, almost collapsed when she saw Kazuya standing side by side with Eiri.

What made Kato feel an instinctive panic was that a feeling of emptiness and dissatisfaction came up from the bottom of her heart instinctively, although she quickly suppressed this emotion that she should not have existed, but that kind of The swiftness and turbulence of the emotions gushing out completely exceeded her expectations.

The feeling of regret for her original choice that appeared in an instant also made her feel extraordinarily frightened.

"So, apart from controlling your facial expressions, when you really adjust your heart, is your skill still not at home?"

This was Kato's silent self-pitying in his heart after trying his best to disguise the serene expression he was used to.

In the same way, Kato still had an unpleasant factor in Kato's heart when he saw that Ying Riri could sit next to Kazuya as his girlfriend, and Ayase could sleep with Kazuya unscrupulously. This kind of unhappiness was forcibly suppressed because she was well prepared, but when she thought that she and Shi Yu could only sit side by side on the other side of the tram to warm each other, she still felt a little sentimental. .

It was at this time that Kato was only slightly certain of the emotion in his heart that was not very certain before - although this emotion may have ended before it started.

Looking at Kazuya and Eiri who had put down a flashbang, even himself was surprised when Kato suddenly realized that he could use his usual flat and buoyant tone to complain. Only then did she realize what a strange habit she had developed for herself in her usual state.

Megumi Kato's character is always stable and stable. It would be fine if this character was only established in the eyes of others, but what is even more frightening is that Kato himself, who did not deliberately want to shape this character image, agrees with him in his self-perception. It is a bit scary to take this image in the eyes of others and show it unconsciously. Although I still vent when I want to express my emotions, when I don’t deliberately want to express my emotions, She was used to this kind of face that reassured others. For her, it was like putting a heavy shackle on herself.

If she is an observer, her approach is of course qualified, but as an observer, the most important thing is not to have her own emotional orientation. If you have your own emotional orientation, then as an observer, You will be extraordinarily aware of your hypocrisy, because you are deceiving yourself with the mask of an observer to find excuses for hiding your true feelings.

"Well, if you think about it like this, it's really a little bad. I didn't think about it at that time. Now, this situation, this kind of self-deception, is really annoying."

Kato lowered his head and looked at his hands, feeling the feeling that his long hair was entangled by Shi Yu who was leaning against him, and muttered to himself.

"Uh, Kato, did you say something just now?"

Kato, who has been very sensitive to Kato's expression and expression since the interaction between her and Eiri was caught by Kato just now, asked Kato, whose lips were wriggling.

"Well, I'm just thinking, if Aragaki-san and Yingri-ri show off like this in future club activities, will I be unable to accept it and leave."

Kato said such a sentence half-truth, and what made her feel a little uncomfortable was that when she said this sentence, she did not notice the slightest unnaturalness.

"Ah, this, um, in terms of club activities, um, I will pay attention, you see, Yingri wants to paint, I may have to take care of the football club, so I said, haha, ah-"

"—It was because I knew this that I relaxed afterward!"

"Although I feel like you didn't say anything rude, I still feel a little uncomfortable!"

"Illusion, illusion!"

Even though he said that, he still felt Kato's dazzling gaze, so Kazuya and Eiri kept the distance between them a little bit further.

"Well, since this kind of problem has appeared, it must be rectified to some extent!"

Kato looked at Shi Yu, who was leaning on his shoulder with some headache, and did not look like the oldest senior in the group, and Ayase, who was still sleeping soundly on Kazuya's shoulder, thought so,

"Although I can't think of a good way for the time being, the best way is generally to keep a distance. Considering that the third grade of high school will be divided into classes, I usually have less contact with him during class. If If the club just maintains the normal scope of communication, it should be able to adjust gradually, right?

Time is the best antidote, after all, like that idiot-"

Kato's eyes were somewhat complicated and doted on Eiri, and he continued to think:

"It's very rare to be able to miss someone for ten years like that idiot!"

"However, it looks like the future is bleak, so annoying, so at least give me a reason to think that this wave is not so miserable!"

Kato blinked his eyes to himself, looked up at the ceiling of the carriage,

"At least, the society still exists!

The society itself that caused this reason, it still exists! "

That's right, as long as the community can still exist, your own withdrawal is meaningful, no matter what the real reason for your withdrawal is, but you only need to believe that your withdrawal is to maintain the community itself.

This is the simplest and simplest idea in Kato Megumi's mind right now.

But the more clearly seen, the more dangerous she is at this time, because she has to dance on a tightrope while seeing where all the problems lie.

But now, even Kato herself doesn't realize that, slowly, the society itself has become the last straw to get her out of her doubts about herself.

If there is no life-saving straw, everything Kato can convince himself and insist on will explode, and what will happen next? When the dancer falls off the wire, what will happen? No one will think about the consequences, and everyone will ignore it and use

'Absolutely no such thing will happen'

self-deception to satisfy oneself.

And the current Kato Megumi is exactly like this.

"However, should I say that I saw Kasugaoka-senpai's unexpected side?"

Kato glanced at Shi Yu who was still leaning on his shoulder with a headache, and reluctantly complained,

"Such a soft senior, if other people see it, it will cause a bloody storm in the school!"

"Indeed,"

Kato didn't expect other people to reply to Kato's complaints, but now Kazuya always feels that this situation is a bit awkward, so he forcibly joined the conversation with Kato,