How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

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If Kazuya misjudged the situation in any way, it was in a fundamental place where Ayase's psychological judgment was wrong.

Although Kazuya has been with Ayase as a brother and sister for 15 years, subconsciously, he still must substitute his previous evaluation of Ayase as a little angel who was sick and tender into Ayase, especially Ayase. Since Seto was in middle school, all kinds of things that made him a little familiar happened, which made him mix up the more templated image of Ayase in his memory with the real image of Ayase. Let him always focus on preventing Ayase's

"Blackening"

on.

However, what he still didn't figure out was that the current Ayase is completely different. The current Ayase is far more sensitive psychologically than he imagined.

The phobia of going out when she was just entering school, the impact on Ayase did not end after Kazuya helped solve the problem. After that, although Kazuya didn't realize it, subconsciously, in addition to showing that he did not meet his age again. In addition to his calm temperament, Ayase has become more dependent on Kazuya since then.

This situation will improve after Ayase is promoted to junior high school. This is because the encounter with Kirino makes Ayase have another partner and friend who can reassure her, but in essence, Ayase is still very dependent on Kazuya. This kind of dependence may not be reflected in what Kazuya can do for him. For Ayase, on the contrary, as long as he knows that he can help Kazuya, he knows that he can help Kazuya. Being by my side, and being by my side, is the greatest peace of mind for Ayase.

So, although there have been so-called

"Blackening"

, but for Ayase, these things don't actually need to be taken too seriously, because these things are not the existence of her fundamental problems.

However, these things have slowly collapsed since the summer of the previous year.

First of all, I discovered the two people I depended on most, Kazuya and Kirino. They communicated and connected in private, and even participated in other activities together without my knowledge-this feeling is a complete double betray.

After that, even though Kazuya and Kirino promised her something, but Ayase discovered another side of Kazuya that she didn't know. Although she wasn't sure, Ayase also knew, at least to avoid knowing it. In this regard, Kazuya still spent some time thinking about it, and her brother's deliberate behavior made her feel that the distance between Kazuya and Kazuya was intangible.

Although every time a similar situation occurs, it seems that Ayase can still get a satisfactory result in the end, but the more such situations occur, the more Ayase feels like she is forcing Kazuya. , which is another thing she hates.

And what follows next is the relationship between Kazuya and Eiri. Although both Kazuya and Eiri have repeatedly assured that they will not alienate themselves because of their relationship as a couple, Ayase is not the kind of person who would really Idiots who believe in such promises, even Kazuya and Eiri really think so, but Kazuya can't focus more on himself than before, that's for sure - this One point, even if Ayase helped Kazuo, no matter how much.

Kirino and Kazuya who appeared at this time again

"Stolen"

The behavior is not so much because Ayase is angry because of the two people's actions, but more because Ayase is because of her long-standing enduring and uncertain outbreak. However, even with this outbreak, Ayase feels that she is not the one. The reason is because, from a rational point of view, she knows that she is not qualified to ask and has always regarded her as the most important person, and similarly, she has no way to let Tong Nai always treat herself as a best friend. in the first place.

This is also the reason why Ayase has been silently trying to adjust her state.

However, the real mood is uncontrollable, so even though Ayase knows that her outburst today is a little unreasonable, the feeling of exuding all the emotions that she wants to complain about is really not bad. Therefore, even though there was a faint voice in her heart warning her not to continue speaking, she was still a little resolute and exposed her thoughts.

Of course, at this time, Ayase still hadn't conveyed to Kazuya her true feelings that even she was not so sure of relying on, and knowledge was the most basic fuse for expressing her emotions.

Kazuya is naturally unable to perceive such complicated emotions of his sister, so when Ayase mentioned Kirino, Kazuya felt that he also had a basic understanding of the reason for the other party's anger.

Although from the perspective of Zhuge Liang, Kazuo also felt that the actions of Kirino and himself to hide Ayase at that time were really unnecessary, but now is not the time for him to struggle with what to do. The important purpose was to stabilize Ayase's emotions as quickly as possible.

"About that, it was me and Tono who did the wrong thing."

Although Kazuya also imagined many other ways to defend himself, in the end he gave up all quibble ideas, because he knew that for the current Ayase, a convincing and sincere attitude is the best Good medicine to comfort each other.

"So, why?

Can you give me an explanation? "

Ayase's dark and deep eyes looked at Kazuya, which made Kazuya feel an incomprehensible feeling like a deep lake,

"Why are you hiding from me?

What exactly is it?

Is it something I can't let me know? "

"As for the specific matter, it is mainly about the discussion on the materialization of Kirino's mobile novel. Because this matter feels more professional, Kirino suggested to ask Eiri to help, so that Sunday, in fact, we The three of them went out together."

"In other words, brother, you didn't lie, did you?

If it just means 'date', then my brother and Eiri-senpai did go out together. It's just that this 'date' is not a date between couples, but a meeting for something, right? ?

So, what my brother wants to say is, you didn't lie to me, is all this my self-righteous misunderstanding?

Whether it’s the preparation for you before departure, or the dissatisfaction with you after you come back, these things are actually unnecessary, right? "

Ayase said with a slightly ironic smile.

Kazuya is also sensitively aware that Ayase's mood is developing in an extremely bad direction. Although I don't know why Ayase is so easily stimulated today, obviously, if you continue to let Ayase understand according to her own ideas, then the next step What will happen and I can't predict.

Therefore, Kazuya's final decision was to cut through the mess quickly, without thinking of any other tone of explanation, Kazuya took a step forward, bent down, and lowered his head heavily—for Kazuya, he never Adapting to the solemn way that the Japanese get down on their knees when asking for help or begging for forgiveness, the current approach is already his most serious behavior.

"Sorry, Ayase, about this matter, it's all my problem.

You also know Kirino's character. She doesn't want to be too troublesome and inform others about these matters, but prefers to solve it by herself. So, after asking for the help of me and Yingri, she hesitated whether to put the When I told you about it, it was I who stopped her, and then, on the day we met, I was also a little guilty, so I covered this up with a date with Eiri.

Therefore, the only mistake that Kirino made here was that he didn't tell you about it, and Eiri just became an 'accomplice' unintentionally. All the problems are to be blamed on me.

It was I who stopped Kirino without authorization, and tried to hide it from you.

That's right, just like Kanako's case, all of this is for my ridiculous dignity. In order to show my reliability and my ability, I take some things that are actually difficult for me to do without authorization. When it came to me, it finally became what I am now, so it was all my fault. "

Although Kazuya's remarks are not completely true, for example, when it comes to concealing this from Ayase, it is mainly Kirino's own intention, and Kazuya is just following Kirino's will, but compared to It is also a good way to take all the problems on your own from this kind of complicity in deception. At least, this way you can make Ayase's spear point completely at yourself, although it will be a little more difficult to deal with, but At least the problem can be suppressed to the smallest extent and will not spread.

This is the first time Kazuya admits his fault so frankly in front of Ayase. This time, he even puts his own particularly naive

"Dignity Theory"

It was revealed to Ayase, and Ayase herself did not expect such an answer, so, seeing Kazuya who suddenly became serious, Ayase was the first to be confused.

"I don't know, I don't understand, well, my brother also mentioned the dignity of a brother before."

Ayase's eyes are not as deep as before. Compared with the inability to see before, there is a trace of uncertainty and doubt in her eyes now.

"The so-called elder brother's dignity is just a self-righteous idea. He thinks that the elder brother must take care of the younger sister, and that I must be omnipotent in front of you. Therefore, reject your care, reject the idea you want to share for me, and take responsibility for yourself. Something beyond the ability of the so-called ridiculous brother's dignity."

Kazuya shook his head and said with a wry smile.

Although he was speaking to Ayase when he said these words, this is actually Kazuya's true thoughts in his own heart. He has always been stronger than others in various fields, which made him have a kind of The illusion that he must be the one who solves the problem. Although many problems need to be solved with the help and encouragement of others, in the subconscious, Kazuya always thinks that he has always been the one who is leading the problem, whether it is Ayase or Ayase. Shi Yu, Eiri, or Kirino, all of them are like this, which also makes Kazuya feel that if he can't solve the problem, it will be a very humiliating thing, especially in front of Ayase, he doesn't want to be. such a role.

Just as Ayase has always depended on Kazuya and always hoped that Kazuya could be the object of her help, Kazuya has always hoped that she could forever be the one who takes care of Kazuya, not the one who is taken care of by Kazuya.

However, this kind of thinking is stupid, and the countless things that Kazuya thought he had done so far were accompanied by asking for help from others and everyone's assistance, and Kazuya gradually realized that in his self-righteousness When he was helping other people with various tasks, the other people around him actually helped him with more things. For example, today's black cat, there is absolutely no need to play this lame show with him. Another example, On Sunday, Eri Li didn't need to participate in Kirino's discussion at all, but all these people were involved in various things because of their own reasons, and when they finally resolved the matter , and Kazuya naturally thought it was his own credit - and then, he took on unbearable commissions one after another, to trouble others, over and over again.

This is called

"Dignity", the dignity of bothering others for one's own face, but not knowing it at the end.

If it weren't for Ayase's outbreak this time, Kazuya felt that he might really be immersed in this

"Help Game"

inescapable.

Therefore, Kazuya's feelings were absolutely sincere when he said these self-denial and self-deprecating words.

"A self-righteous idea?"

Ayase is a gentle person after all. Her outburst just now was actually just a self-restrained outburst after the contradictions accumulated to a certain extent. Therefore, after seeing Kazuya's slowly turning into a self-blaming expression, The depressed mood in her heart was also replaced by concern for Kazuya before she knew it.

"That's right, I've been relying on your help all the time, but I take your help as my own credit without authorization, and then I show an omnipotent appearance in front of you. Is this a ridiculous face project? "

Kazuya also poked his head and said,

"I really don't know what I'm thinking about?"

"not like this!"

However, Ayase's words pulled Kazuya out of his self-deprecating state.

"Ayase?"

"I said, my brother is not such a person!"

It was completely different from the seriousness just now, but with the same firmness, the same excited tone, shouted from Ayase's mouth,

"If my brother was that kind of person, who would really want to help you?"

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Ayase is a girl who is easy to be soft-hearted. Although Kazuya's self-blame is not subjectively to avoid responsibility, but to truly regret her actions, but objectively, this has made Ayase's idea. It is not surprising that Ayase reacted violently when Kazuya said these words.

"If my brother is that kind of person, who would really want to help you?"

Ayase excitedly supported her arms with both hands and pressed her hands against the table, and said with an attitude that was closer to Kazuya than before.

Looking at the momentary shock and no other reaction, she continued to say:

"Everyone is willing and unwilling to help others. Maybe my brother has a lot of problems, maybe my brother's ideas are really self-righteous, but these can't change the fact that everyone is willing to help you.

For example, classmate Liuli, according to what your brother thought just now, do you feel like you are forcing classmate Liuli in today's matter?

But my brother has also thought about it. With Liuli's character, if she really feels that she is being forced, will she really come to help her brother? "

"No, but this is actually using a way of overdrafting friendship to let others help you, right?

It’s okay to do this once or twice. If there are too many times, the black cat will definitely refuse directly. The reason why there is no refusal now is just because we are friends—”

"—and there are no buts,"

Ayase interrupted Kazuya and continued speaking.

"Are you really overdrawing your friendship?

Going back to the question at the beginning, brother, is this kind of self-righteous help you said really just 'self-righteous'?

Is it really not helping anyone else?

Have you thought about this? "

Kazuya was stunned, not knowing how to reply.

"Actually, they should still be grateful for the people you've 'self-righteous' helped?"

Ayase asked calmly,

"Even if you have troubled many other people, in the end, you are helping the person you want to help, whether you think it is self-righteous or unnecessary, but in most cases, you still Thanks to everyone.”

"I'm not very clear about many things, but for example, the previous game production club, right?

I also heard that there were many problems in the process of making the game. In the end, my brother worked very hard to get other people to solve these problems. Although it was troublesome for others, but for everyone who can finally complete your game together In other words, they definitely wouldn't blame my brother for his 'superfluousness' in this process, right?

If you didn't find a way to solve these problems, this game can't be made, right? "

Ayase's words seemed very convincing, but Kazuya always felt that something was wrong, but he still couldn't find it, and he was sure that the wrong place wasn't something Ayase ignored, but himself. Only to be able to find out, but ignored by himself.

However, after thinking about it for a while and finding that he could not find a breakthrough, Kazuya looked at his younger sister's sincere expression, and nodded slowly, expressing her agreement with Ayase's statement.

"Of course,"