Love Comes After Learning

"My acting skills are so bad, but only my sincerity has not been seen through... Thinking about it this way, I feel a little sad."

As if she couldn't feel the bitterness of the coffee, through the sweet caramel, she suddenly raised her head and took a big sip of the rich-flavored Italian coffee.

"... Waiter, please have a glass of ice water." Asada raised her hand helplessly.

Why isn't it the princess? He didn't ask this question, but when she was drinking water to cool down, he gently swayed the liquid in the glass and sighed authentically.

"That's it... It seems that there is no way to be a stone sculpture today, after all, you don't want to talk to me."

"Hey~ This statement is really cunning..." Yihua frowned and smiled bitterly, she could see that Asada said this on purpose, "There are different ways of doing things in different situations, now it's more painful than suing, I want people to be quiet Come with me! Listen to the classical music here, enjoy the peaceful atmosphere in the rainy night...

If Shinichi-kun is willing, can you just accompany me silently and prepare for the audition?I will be very grateful to you. "

After putting down the ice water, she turned her head and the corners of her mouth curled slightly, her eyes were as serious as his just now.

Asada did not dodge, and also put the coffee cup back on the cup tray, and looked at her with a straight body amidst the melodious classical music surrounding her, saying every word authentically.

"But, I refuse!" (だが, 灯る!)

Yihua's expression froze instantly.

"I guess you don't understand the gibberish, so I won't say anything later." Not feeling that there was anything wrong with what he said, leaning back on the back of the chair, Shinichi Asada folded his hands and stared at her indifferently. "As you just said, there are different ways to do it in different situations, so this time I not only want to listen to you, but I also want to say it myself."

"..." After a long while of silence, Yihua smiled helplessly.

In Asada's eyes, that kind of smile is just like Ai Hayasaka's disguise, it is one of the masks to conceal her sincerity.

It seems that she is also a Kamen Rider... No, it is better to say that no matter what kind of environment you are in or who you are talking to, you must wear a mask when you get along with others.

Most of the time, doing so is actually a kind of tenderness and a kind of correctness.

After all, sincerity is too precious, and not everyone can take it out and exchange it casually.

Communication is based on reciprocity. Those who show their sincerity will never get equal feedback, and those who can’t show their sincerity can’t do a sincere exchange, so the communication fails, and they start to suffer and feel guilty...

In the end, in order not to hurt each other, they put on the camouflage masks that everyone has.

Therefore, in this world, everyone is a Kamen Rider.

Ichika's approach was correct, there was no need for him to tear through her disguise, so Asada quietly listened to Ichika's words.

"If I don't want to say it, are you going to use aggressive methods to deal with me like what you did to Nino at noon that day?"

"..." Asada's expression froze this time.

This guy even told them this kind of thing, you are not ashamed, I am ashamed, bastard...

"...No, it's enough to use that method once or twice, I'm not so stupid."

Sighing, he raised the corners of his mouth mockingly: "At this distance, I can't hide if you want to slap me or pour me coffee, and it's in a public space. Unless I'm stupid, I will try to provoke you."

"Yeah, don't worry, I won't be so cruel." Saying so, she faintly looked at the glass that still had half a glass of ice water, and the smile on her lips was self-evident.

Asada couldn't help shivering, and Kazuka continued.

"So, what method will you use to make me express my troubles?"

Blinking with interest, Yihua smiled calmly: "There are less than [-] minutes left? After the audition, I don't need to ask you for a 'good friend talk time'. In such a short time , how will Shinichi-kun make me speak?"

"—very simple."

Asada's complexion changed, Asada suddenly smiled smugly, and raised a finger.

"First of all, I already know-what you are worrying about now is about the movie audition."

His expression was stagnant, and he was stunned.

"That's the most obvious thing, so it's the premise for my next guess.

Combining all the words you said after entering the coffee shop, you actually have no confidence in this audition at all, right?He even thought that as long as he went, he would fail, so he ran away from the agent, trying to forget about the audition by going to the temple fair.

In the end, the agent found you and forced you to audition.That's why at that time, you put on that extremely unwilling expression—because you think that going to the audition now is just asking yourself to humiliate yourself. If you already knew that you would face failure, why did you face it? "

As he spoke, his smile gradually faded, and he moved his face closer to her, and said seriously in front of her who lowered her head slowly.

"I can only guess to this point at most, and what I will say next is "imagination" of castles in the air—for example, because you can't take care of the affairs of the forest school and the audition, you can only choose the forest school, so that you can't improve your acting skills. even backwards...

Then, if the audition later on really fails, I have to take responsibility—"

"It's not like this."

She spoke softly, interrupting him.

"That's not the case...it has nothing to do with you, Shinichi-kun."

The girlish breath with the aroma of coffee came into Asada's nose, she raised her head, her expression had disappeared, her water-blue eyes seemed to be condensed with a thin layer of ice, locking all her emotions firmly.

"It has nothing to do with you, so... please stop talking, okay?"

Clenching her fists tightly on her knees, Kazuka looked deeply into Asada's pupils, trying to convey the words that were chilling in the air.

And Asada didn't smile either, and looked at her solemnly.

——Communication must be equal.

Since everyone is pretending, let's do the same.

Since everyone is trying to be brave, let's do the same.

Since everyone has a mask, let's use the same mask to tell her——

"Then let's talk about it for you. The reason for you to escape from the road of dreams.

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Let's start from the beginning.

Kazuka Nakano is just an ordinary girl chasing her dream.

After being scouted by the president of Mustache half a year ago, he began to take on some unknown small roles, slowly cultivated his acting skills and experience, and grew at a steady speed with the resources provided by the agency.

Recently, the president informed her that there was an audition for a role in a small and medium-sized film. The competition was fierce, but the rewards were also very generous.

If she can win this role, maybe the day of her official debut will come—it will no longer be a sideshow, but an official actor who can speak and perform on the big screen, and perform beautiful scenes.

Yihua likes acting, likes this job, and likes to shine on the stage; such a clumsy self can do things better than others, maybe only acting is left.

Therefore, it has become a dream, a dream that must not be easily given up.

From that moment on, in order to chase her dreams, she has been working hard to learn how to make herself perform better and more perfect, and she is happy to have something she can devote her heart to.

So, I don't know when, even the smile has become a part of the performance.

I am performing when I am facing my classmates, and I am also performing when I am alone, so I am working hard silently, hoping that one day, I will be able to reap the results.

However, she was criticized by the teacher in the training course——

"The appearance is good, and the acting skills are not bad, but it can't be deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. It's just superficial, good acting skills."

Although a little hurt, but many times, she actually felt the same way.

Since it's not good enough, keep going and don't give up!

If it's the only thing you can do, then do it to the best of your ability, there's no other way.

Even if there is no one around to cheer for her, even if no one can listen to her talk about the difficulties and frustrations she encountered.

She also remained the same, she gave up studying, reduced sleep, and just kept running on the road of chasing her dreams.

The so-called dream actually needs a reason to continue.

If one day, Yihua becomes a big star—even if it’s just a well-known actor, her older sister, the older sister who stands at the forefront of the clumsy quintuplets, may be able to face her own feelings frankly. Did the sisters say that?

"What I can do, everyone can do too; I can fulfill my dreams, and everyone can definitely do what they want to do. Let's work hard together—because we are quintuplets!"

This is her reason, after her dream, the goal she most wants to achieve.

As an older sister, it is impossible not to be a role model; mother is gone, and she is the only one who can lead them forward, so Nakano Kazuka must work harder!

If it was me, I would definitely be able to do it...

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The audition day is getting closer.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't feel her progress.

The same is true for acting skills and studies, everything has come to a standstill, which made her panic.

She knew she wasn't ready to bring out the best in herself.

Her acting skills are still good, but no matter which teacher she is, she doesn't think she can get the main supporting role in that movie. I hope she can accumulate more and continue to accumulate experience with small roles.

Yes, with so many competitors, Nakano Kazuka is just the "not bad" one among the vast number of opponents.

The harder you work, the more you feel weak and incompetent.

The more you move forward, the farther you will find that the end of your dream is farther away from you.

In the dead of night, she once thought, would it be better for her to just give up like this?

Anyway, everyone doesn't know that she is an actress, and she won't be laughed at if she fails and gives up. At most, she just changes jobs—seek to find out what else she can do.

So many people stumble and shrink back while chasing their dreams, she is not special, just one of the many.

It is a terrible thing to work hard alone, and it is very difficult to cheer up alone.

In this case... well, starting tomorrow, give up!

Thinking so, the next day, she still opened the script and continued to think about how the corpse would look better.

In the process of hard work, how could you never think about giving up?

But after thinking about it, you still have to move on.

Because this is what I can do besides acting.

Kazuka Nakano is still walking on the road of her dreams today.

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There was one more reason to support the dream.

With the conversation in front of the station, the encouragement on the roof, and the company and support from Linjian School for a while, Yihua suddenly realized that she was trusted and expected, and she was in the Persistence on the road of acting is recognized.

If the motivation brought by her sisters is "responsibility", Shinichi Asada gave her "admiration".

I look forward to the strength that can be done in an orderly manner no matter what; it seems that I will not retreat when encountering any setbacks.