Love Comes After Learning

Kirisu Mafuyu folded his arms and stared at him who was still suppressing his emotions without saying a word.

He barely broke his smile, and spoke mockingly.

"What is the second grade...

It's just a person who talks irresponsible words, pours chicken soup that doesn't know the so-called, only uses his mouth to encourage others, but he always hides aside and watches them climb up little by little, and arrogantly praises them for doing a good job guy...

"What is a fellow educator...

They have given me so much trust, and they have completed all the assignments meticulously, even ignoring the eyes of others and studying with me, the opposite sex, in the study room every day, but in the end I can't even show the trust that should be repaid , until the end, I was worried that they would fail the test..."

"I'm really...really a..."

Fragments from the past kept flashing through his mind, and his breathing couldn't help becoming disordered. He wanted to yell out a certain word, but at the next moment, he took a deep breath, pursed his lips, and shrank his throat up and down.

As if his feelings were cut off in an instant, he locked his expression even though his chest was filled with heavy and painful depression, his expression was as calm as the surface of the sea, only his voice was slightly hoarse.

"Sorry... I accidentally got too excited again, I'm sorry."

Shinichi Asada lowered his head and turned around, not daring to see Teacher Kirisu's expression now.

"As the teacher said, I'd better go outside for a walk, and I'll be back later."

After speaking, he walked quickly out of the corridor as if he was running away.

Kirisu Mafuyu looked at his back quietly, without saying a word.

Her lips were pursed into a cold straight line, but there was an inexplicable sigh in her eyes.

"...Obviously, you don't have to force yourself to pretend to be mature."

Shinichi Asada...

What an awkward kid.

Chapter 80 Shinichi Asada's Melancholy

Shinichi Asada is immature.

He has a clear understanding of the reality that he is just a seventeen-year-old boy.

No matter how many books you read, such things as experience and experience cannot be obtained without time polishing.As long as he has not entered the society and made the first pot of gold through his own hands, he will never think that he is more mature than others.

What that memory brought to him was not a sophisticated and steady personality, but an almost distorted persistence in learning.

He is just like Uesugi Fuutarou and I am lucky. Like all his peers, he is immature in mind, prone to emotional ups and downs, and yearns for perfection within limited cognition.

——However, Asada Shinichi didn't want others to think that he was a childish high school student.

He has a very high sense of shame, self-esteem, self-confidence and inferiority, and he never wants to let others look down on him with a look of pity and arrogance.

This will make him feel more and more that he is just a useless waste except for his love of learning.

...Yes, just like the person in memory.

So he encouraged Fumino Furuhashi, he studied with Rizu Ogata, he quarreled with Teacher Kirisu, he kept Sanjiu Nakano a secret and taught her to read, he gave Nakano Mayzuki a lesson in a roundabout way——

He made himself seem more mature and useful.Although sometimes he blurted out childish remarks and rolled his head in shame in his heart, he actually didn't regret it.

For a necessary reason.Shinichi Asada will try his best to complete what he finds a reason for himself to do.

However, just now, just because of a moment of excitement, he spoke his heart out in front of Teacher Tongxu, and even put on that extremely weak look.

——not only failed Guqiao and the others' trust, but also affected his image in the teacher's heart.

Maybe the current teacher Kirisu is sighing over there:

『Asada-kun is just a child after all, this mature appearance...is really cute. 』Then covered the corners of his mouth lightly, and looked down at him with those eyes that seemed to be sneering.

Thinking of this, Asada walked away from the guidance room much faster.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

After walking for a long time with his head buried, Asada sighed heavily, and sat down on a roadside bench at random.

The shame and turmoil in his body that seemed to be able to ignite blood were gradually subsided by the wind, and the sky was bright, but the depression in his heart did not reduce by half.

"What is this? Parent-type pre-examination syndrome? The book doesn't say how to become normal when you fall into hypocrisy..."

A mass of melancholy surged up, and a mess of emotions filled his head. Asada scratched his hair impatiently, leaned back, and slumped on the bench, looking up at the red and yellow glow of the sky in the distance .

Clenching his fists weakly, he said softly to the swaying red cloud.

"Asada Shinichi is not such a weak person...you have to cheer up quickly."

No one wants to see such a lackluster self.

So, Shinichi Asada closed his eyes and began to sort out the messy emotions in his heart.

Don't think too much, what Guqiao and the others need is for me to say "Thank you" or "Great job" after the quiz is over.It's the last day of your duties as an educator, and just doing this will make it a perfect ending.

Don't think so much, Teacher Tongxu will not easily change her views on students, she always treats everyone equally and indifferently, and she is no exception, if she is passionate, she will be even more ashamed.

Don't think so much, you just haven't studied hard enough. After today, you don't have to tutor Guqiao and the others anymore, and you can get more time for self-study... Damn, you have to prepare for the forest school after forgetting, study Time is compressed again!

Anyway, I should read more chicken soup for the soul recently, and I have to find the one that specializes in stress relief...

After sorting out his mood, Asada slowly opened his eyes, and his helpless and tired gaze just happened to meet another curious gaze.

"Wow!"

"Wow!"

Shouts sounded back and forth.

Wait, this scene is inexplicably familiar.

Asada retracted Ge You's paralyzed sitting posture reflexively, and glared at the girl in front of her who was so frightened that she took a step back.

"Clover? Why are you peeking at me again?"

"I didn't peek! It's Asada-san, you're too focused on sleeping!" Yotsuba retorted with a reddish face, but seeing that she was wearing sportswear, with sweat on her forehead, she seemed to be running, and she didn't know what it was. Blush from exercise or embarrassment.

"Four leaves—why did you stop?" There was a voice of shouting in the distance, and Clover quickly turned her head and waved her hands over there.

"I'll follow after a while, everyone don't worry about me running first~"

After she finished speaking, she looked around guiltily, put one hand next to her mouth, and said to Asada in a soft voice.

"I'm going to be lazy, Asada-san, don't tell everyone in the track and field club..."

As if thinking it was fun to do so, Clover narrowed her eyes into a crescent and giggled, and the green ribbon on her head twitched happily.

Asada turned his head aside, although she smiled very brightly and very cutely, but at the moment, Mr. Awkward has not yet recovered from the low tide, so there is a feeling that the confident and bright smile is very dazzling, and he does not dare to look at her squarely.

"You can be lazy for as long as you want. If anyone in the track and field department has any objections, let me know. As a reward for what happened last time, I will ask the student union accountant to strictly review their budget... That's it, I'm leaving first."

He didn't know where he was going, but in short, there should be no one nearby. He heard that he would be happier if he yelled twice when he was depressed. He decided to find a place where there was no one to vent his emotions.

Yotsuba saw the embarrassment twice in a row, and Asada couldn't help feeling a lot worse.

"Hey..." Clover looked at his figure with his hands in his pockets ready to leave, paused, and said in a moderate voice.

"Asada-san, are you going to run away again?"

This sudden question, without any malice, made the air slowly tense.

"..." Asada froze, frowning, and continued walking forward without looking back.

He didn't respond, and Clover's words came from behind him again.

"Speaking of which, it's the same as last time~ You're obviously too weak, but you have to pretend to be strong, but you still do things like running away and so on.

An idiot like me can see through it at a glance, but Asada-san is actually not strong at all! "

The innocent and cheerful voice spread through the surrounding air, as if echoing her words, the wind suddenly blew up, rustling the surrounding branches and leaves.

Asada finally stopped and turned to face her, expressionless, as if calm before the storm.

"Nakano Yotsuba, what are you talking about all of a sudden? I offended you—"

Before he finished speaking, he saw Nakano Yotsuba grinning the corners of his mouth and showing a big smile.

"Asada-san, finally look at me!"

"..."

Tch, I was tricked by fishing law enforcement!

Asada frowned, turned and ran away decisively.

Then he was as weak as he was, and he was overtaken within a few steps.

"Ehhhhhhh? Why did Asada-san run away? I laughed so harmlessly!"

"I just wanted to ask you why you chased me..." Asada, who was pulled by the corner of his clothes and knew that the other party could still pull his trousers even if he took off his clothes, but he couldn't take off his pants, gave up struggling and rolled his eyes.

"Why, let me stay even if you say bad things about me, do you want to carry me home again? Say yes first, I'm not sick today."

"No, I think Asada-kun is sick." Yotsuba replied very seriously, despite the casual remark.

She pointed to her left chest, and her sea-blue eyes, as clear as glass beads, fixedly stared at Shinichi Asada.

"Obviously, your place is sick."

wind, stop

Chapter 81 Nakano Yotsuba is not a simple idiot

Asada looked at her serious expression, opened his mouth, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down with difficulty like it was stuck.

After a while, he asked with a funny face.

"Are you trying to say that I have a heart disease? I'm just a little depressed because of certain things. How can there be some mental illness? Is it too exaggerated?"

"Well... I can't explain it..." Yotsuba nodded her chin and frowned slightly, "It's just a feeling! I feel that Asada-san is in a bad mood, as if a bone is stuck in his chest, and the whole person is exuding embarrassment. The uncomfortable aura that people can't let go of, is different from the last time I had a fever, it has a faint smell of illness..."

With the index fingers of both hands drawing circles on both sides of the temples, Yotsuba wrinkled her face full of distress: "Ahhh——I don't know how to put it clearly! Anyway, I'm sick, Asada-san's heart is sick!"

"Okay, okay, I see! Can you stop shouting so loudly? It's embarrassing!"

Asada hurriedly stopped her, and looked around with reddish ears. Fortunately, school is over now, and there are no students around here listening to them, so he was relieved, looking at his slightly puffed cheeks, as if he wanted to say something of four leaves.