Love Comes After Learning

"No, it's all because of Kirisu-sensei's help..."

Hino's dream is to be admitted to a well-known music university.

Trusted by her, Kirisu Mafuyu has never learned the piano, but has been using his rather keen sense of pitch and the knowledge of music he acquired to cheer for Hino-san's dream.

Kirisu Mafuyu understands that Hino-san's talent is not considered good, and she can tell that her level is still immature. If she wants to be admitted to that kind of professional music university, she may have to practice at this pace for about a year...

However, she neither stopped nor persuaded, but continued to encourage Hino, and said nice words, which made her confident and enthusiastic, and put all her efforts to embrace her dream.

Since she can do it, then she must also be able to do it—Mafuyu Kirisu has never doubted this.

This is also the youth Kirisu Mafuyu has been looking forward to since high school, and at this moment, she is in it.

Rejoice, be happy.Then I realized the sense of mission as a teacher, ignored the shortcomings of the other party's lack of talent, and pushed the other party into the cliff with hypocritical words.

self-satisfaction.

It's just self-satisfaction.

So after the results come out, it will rot into irreparable regrets.

"Although it's a pity this time, but if you take the exam next year..."

"Impossible. I'm the worst of all the experimenters... Kirisu-sensei, you have good ears, you already knew that? I don't have any musical talent at all..."

"No, no! What's the talent, if it's Hino-san...!"

"Don't say that kind of comforting words anymore! The more you say that, the more pitiful I will be—!"

"I……"

"It's great if you don't take the exam..."

"..."

error.

Naive ideas, ridiculous suggestions, hypocritical encouragement—these things that she once took for granted made her push a student into the abyss with her own hands.

"Mafuyu Kirisu" is wrong, and Hino-san's crying is telling this point.

"...It turns out that I don't have the talent to be a teacher."

Because of this, no matter how hard you try, you can only get wrong results.

I gave up figure skating and chose my dream, but now, even my dream is destroyed in my own hands.

She is the biggest loser.

She has nothing left.

Doing everything means losing everything.

——Even so, Kirisu Mafuyu still has a belief that must be persisted.

Shuzhiin Academy has welcomed a new teacher this year.

"Knowing what is wrong, then from now on, just act according to the correct principles."

The smile on his face condensed and turned into a seriousness that did not allow the slightest slack.

"Students who have the same troubles as me cannot be allowed to embark on the same path as me."

Say goodbye to a cheerful and friendly attitude, and keep a distance from students with cold words and deeds.

"So, no matter how ruthless or ruthless it is, it doesn't matter how unreasonable it is."

Strict suit, straight long hair, impeccable correct posture.

"I want to let students implement my educational philosophy based on the principle of developing their own "talents"."

Kirisu Mafuyu stood in front of the blackboard, looking down coldly at the silent students below, the temperature in the classroom seemed to have dropped a lot.

From that day on, the reputation of the Ice Queen spread like wildfire, and the majesty of the cold-faced teacher made all the students dare not get too close to her.

At the same time, she also used remorse as a driving force, strictly demanding herself and students, and never relaxing for a minute.

In this way, for the past two years, just like during the internship, everyone praised her; even the prestigious Xiuzhi Academy, which is proud of its top teachers, still rated her as the best new teacher of the year.

The difference is that no students will celebrate for her, and she will not be happy for students who improve their grades.

But she doesn't care.I don't care anymore.

Kirisu Mafuyu is a good teacher, but not a good teacher.

She made the most correct changes and achieved the most efficient teaching methods.

I no longer look directly at any student who is in trouble.

Until that day, she met them and him.

Her world changed again.

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"...Even so, I can't forgive the past me."

As if letting go of all resistance, Kirisu Mafuyu looked at Wuyue, unable to maintain his icy face any longer, as if with a helpless expression.

"At the celebration banquet, I was indeed shaken. I was thanked so much by you, and I suddenly felt that my hard work had paid off, and I had become a good teacher who can lead students out of the future——

do you know?At that time, I was really moved and happy, as if I could overcome the matter of Hino-san and identify with myself again. "

The faint smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly dissipated.

"...But sure enough, I can't do anything."

Kirisu Mafuyu clenched his fists.

She lowered her head, her pink hair covered a shadow, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and her mature and glamorous face was wrinkling little by little.

Those ice blue eyes gradually overflowed with sadness.

"I don't want to see it either, you don't know how to look good."

Kirisu Mafuyu bit his lip and took a few shallow breaths, as if trying to calm himself down.

The words that could be suppressed as much as possible, still trembled involuntarily.

"However, he proved that my idea is wrong, no matter how I change it, it will be wrong... If there is no Asada-kun, not only Hino-san, but Furuhashi, Ogata-san, and the others will all go down because of me. Wrong way!"

"Student May, can you understand?"

"Your dreams, ideals, it is not me who should make suggestions, and it must not be me..."

"No matter which way I go, I haven't lived up to anyone's expectations."

"No matter what I insist on, I can only bring wrong results."

"So, sorry."

Kirisu Mafuyu looked down at the ground, and slowly let go of his fists.

"It's not that I don't have talent...it's just that I can't do it."

It ends with a sigh.

May was the first time I saw such a weak and helpless Kirisu Mafuyu.

There is no usual awe-inspiring aloofness, nor the seriousness and strength in private, and the occasional innocence and cuteness are far from it.

She seemed to have lost the tripod supporting her back, and would be blown away by the wind at any moment.

No one spoke, and the air fell into a heavy silence.

After half an hour.

Covering her face with one hand, Mafuyu Kirisu spoke softly.

"...Sorry, I lost my composure."

As if she didn't want them to see her shaken expression, she just stood there silently, adjusting her mood and breathing.

suddenly.

"Deng Leng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng Deng

Beside the stone pavilion, a smooth "Fur Elise" sounded without warning.

Kirisu Mafuyu froze for a moment, and after listening for a few seconds, couldn't help muttering to himself.

"This habit of fingering, the different strengths of touching the keys, and the indescribable immature legato... Could it be!"

As the memory came to mind, she suddenly put down the hand covering her face and looked back, the disbelief in her eyes became more and more intense.

There, Asada held up the phone to let her see the picture on the screen.Showing a wicked smirk like a successful trick.

"Teacher Tongxu, if you have anything to say, please go to the judge... Bah, please go and talk to the client."

"You..." Tongsu Mafuyu opened his mouth, looked at him, and then at the girl on the phone screen who was in the video call.

The piano sound stopped slowly, she turned her head, smiled and waved to herself.

"The ears are still as sharp. Long time no see, Kirisu-sensei."

"Hino-san..."

Chapter 46 Asada's light shines on the earth

When an unexpected person appeared in front of her eyes, Kirisu Mafuyu was unabashedly shaken.

"Why, would you... no, the piano...?"

Compared with the reason why she appeared here, Kirisu Mafuyu cared more about her who was sitting in front of the piano at the moment, her thoughts were so confused that she couldn't speak a complete sentence.

Hino-san made a small V letter and smiled a little embarrassedly.

"Ahaha...Although it's not enough to have a big voice, but now I'm working as a keyboard player in an indie band, and I'm preparing for LIVE while I'm studying in college. I'm having a great time every day! Although my popularity is not very high."

Kirisu Mafuyu stared at her blankly, and after a while, his eyes trembled slightly, as if filled with uncontrollable emotions.

She was silent for a while, and finally pursed her lips slowly, showing a smile from the bottom of her heart.

"That's really... great."

Gently, lightly, but full of a sense of relaxation.

Her voice reached the ears of the three of them, making them laugh involuntarily.