Can't You Skip Dating? / Can't You Just Like the Body?

After changing the concept like this, Qi Hai understood it, but even more did not understand: "What does this have to do with not being able to relax?"

"Because she is different from you, you are for dreams, which is a kind of upward thing, but she is for repayment of human debt, which is a heavy thing."

Ogihara Ming dragged Da Hei to his body, and he was bitten twice during the period, but after opening the touch, Da Hei quickly settled down and snorted on Ogihara Ming's leg, just like Xiaoguang on Qi Hai's leg.

In the same way of holding the cat, Ogihara continued: "The former still has the happiness of realizing the dream, but the latter is pure pain, and the reason for choosing to endure this pain is that I don't want to endure another meeting. Pain that hurts conscience and self-esteem."

"As for human beings, they are creatures that instinctively avoid pain. In the long-term pain, if you just bow your head gently and give up that little bit of conscience that no one cares about, you can be completely liberated from this. That's really true. Great temptation."

Therefore, when Shiyu of Xiazhiqiang chose to repay the debt, Ogihara appeared to praise her, but more of it was waiting to see. He didn't know whether Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu could endure it, whether he would give up, or even whether he would " back".

It is very easy to make a decision when the brain is hot, but it is too difficult to let the will pass the test and temper of time.

Because he didn't know the situation, Qi Hai couldn't understand it, but it was still okay to just understand the words, and the worry in his eyes also increased a bit.

If there is no dream or enthusiasm for becoming a seiyuu, but only pressures like a sense of responsibility or family expectations, she doesn't feel that she can work hard to support her like that, and it is more likely that after some persistence, she will start to perfunctory things. , or escape that expectation.

If you want to keep going...

"Miss Kasumigaoka's patience has run out." Nanami probably understood something.

Ogihara Akira nodded and said lightly, "Yes, if you're done with patience, then you can only burn yourself."

"Can't you be perfunctory...?"

"No, not at all. Perfunctory things can only fool others, but it is impossible to fool yourself. With her arrogant and stupid mind, if she can't have a clear conscience, she can't hold her head up."

Thinking of the night when Shiyu of Kasumigaoka gave up her dream and threw her original chips to herself as a debt repayment, Ogihara Akira pulled Daikoku off his lap, picked up the cigarette on the table and walked out of the house.

Only a sneering sentence remained.

"Don't imitate that stupid woman."

Qi Hai tilted his head and thought for a moment, then drove Xiaoguang away, got up, made a cup of coffee, and brought it upstairs.

……

Another two weeks passed.

When he arrived this time, Kasumigaoka Shiyu paid the accommodation fee for two days directly, that is, from Friday afternoon to Sunday afternoon, and then he was bored in the room, not even willing to eat. go out.

Ogihara Akira didn't say anything, maintaining a cold-eyed attitude, Nanami made some sweet supper that is suitable for supplementing mental exhaustion, and there are no extra words.

Rarely, the Ogihara family also sank into a state of silence like the four palaces.

This state of affairs continued until late Saturday night.

The keystrokes are quick and crisp, and there's even a touch of rhythm at the end.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu stared at the screen, murmured slightly, and his expression seemed to be crying and laughing.

Until the crisp keyboard sound gradually accelerated, as if walking to the end of a piece of music, after the gorgeous finale, the last rest was struck.

"This is done."

With the exhaustion after the outbreak and the relief from the completion of the obsession, Shiyu Kasumigaoka lay down in front of the computer, slowly, long, and exhaled.

From a series of events in the summer after the first draft was discarded, she re-established the new goal of repaying debts, to the autumn days when there were already withered and yellow leaves falling and she needed to put on a coat, she replaced enthusiasm with obsession, and repaid the debt with the heavy weight Feeling the pressure to replace the deadline, I forced myself to write two scripts.

According to An Yilun's request, one carefully depicts the youthful yet seemingly bland daily life of this life, while the other jumps to another line, trying to depict the taboos and laments of the love between brothers and sisters in previous lives.

Relaxed and warm, fiery and distorted, the artistic conceptions of the two are almost extreme opposites, and they appear from her writing at the same time, like holy water and yellow spring flowing across the bank.

The reason why I wrote two scripts is naturally because of the seemingly simple requirement in the question of how to repay the debt: do your best.

Although the theme of her famous work "Metronome in Love" is youthful campus love, what Shiyu of Kasumigaoka is better at is the fiery and sadness that is so beautiful. Identification, if you don't show it, how can you be called painstaking and go all out.

And when it comes to the four words of painstaking efforts, of course, it does not only refer to the energy poured into it, and the quality is demanding, but also includes the difficulties to overcome.

One of the most notable difficulties is that she can't write it based on the people she knew before.

The prototype of the heroine of this game is the seemingly ordinary Megumi Kato, and the hero is naturally An Yilun. As for the heroine's past life with a sick and charming attribute, she is herself, but after the conflict with An Yilun , After those guilt, shock, disgust, and even hatred, and finally from a bystander's perspective, after a sober review, this blueprint completely collapsed in Shiyu's heart.

An imaginary character that lacks a blueprint has no real sense to write, let alone a romantic drama based on his own character, even though many galgame male protagonists are usually just a point of view for storytelling, and the focus is entirely on the female protagonist body, but she, who pursues all her strength and perfection, could never have written it in a sloppy manner.

So she used the newly obtained second blueprint, and then made changes to match the story environment, and wrote a male protagonist that was not the same as the original.

He is somewhat calm and withdrawn, and can have a good conversation with other people in a calm manner, as long as the other person is not annoying.

With a bit of cynical casualness, he can also be serious when needed, and even go overboard.

There is a little inhuman indifference, but when you take a step closer, you can feel careful and warm, as if no matter what you say, the other party can listen and understand well.

When dealing with small problems, there is no face-saving reaction, but if the problem is a little bigger, or there is a small step, you can sincerely apologize.

But he is obviously such a mature and stable person, but when faced with real friends or things he really loves, his personality collapses and shows a less stable appearance.

After some initial attempts, she felt more and more that this was the male protagonist who met the setting of "two lifetimes, enduring hardships", and the more she wrote it, the easier it was to write, especially the part involving previous lives.

When writing some lines, he even imagines that the hero opens his hand like a curtain call, with a cigarette between his fingers, and speaks words that warm his heart with a seemingly cynical attitude.

Although the part of this life is inevitably not so smooth, but with the setting that has not yet restored the memory of the past life, it is okay to be a little green.

The obsession without enthusiasm and dreams obviously does not have a sense of excitement, only the desperate squeeze of one's own potential.The debt that made her unable to lift her head was obviously much heavier than the deadline.

So these two scripts, she wrote very tired, very tired, especially after the school started with less free time.

For her, the Ogihara Akira's house is a place full of peace of mind and healing, because there are people who understand and agree with her, a benchmark she regards as diligent and persistent, and three lovely little angels. If there is no place here, she I don't know if I can survive until now with that obsession alone.

But it's so tiring...

With that breath out, Kasumigaoka Shiyu coughed twice, and then slowly panted.

She knew that once the taut strings were loosened, people would have a great reaction, but she did not expect that the feeling of exhaustion that came back up could be so strong.

Nanami, who was wearing a maid outfit, pushed the door and entered the room, saw Shiyu Kasumigaoka lying on the table, and immediately walked over.

Because she does not want to be distracted or disturbed at times, Qihai often brings her favorite drinks such as black tea and coffee. Shiyu Kasumigaoka told her not to knock on the door when she entered the house. Anyway, they are all girls, come here. It's a temporary stay, so don't worry about anything wrong.

"Miss Xia Zhiqiu, are you alright?"

In this state, Qi Hai's temperament is very calm, and he won't show too much emotion, but at this time, he can see obvious worry in his eyes.

Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu lifted his palm a little with his wrist, swayed it gently, and put it down again with a clatter.

Qi Hai leaned down, listened to her weak and gentle breathing, and said after a while, "Is it better, go back to bed and rest."

Compared to tables and chairs, the bed is definitely more comfortable. Out of the desire for rest, Shiyu Kasumigaoka finally moved.

She stood up against the table, but just took a step, and her body involuntarily tilted over.

Nanami, who was already prepared, hugged her, slowly put her down, let her sit on the ground, and immediately shouted outside the house, "Mr. Ogihara!"

It didn't take long for Ogihara Akira to appear at the door.

He glanced at Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu who was leaning against Qi Hai's arms, then walked over and looked at the few lines of words on the computer screen with a clear sense of ending.

"Done?" Ogihara asked.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu half-opened his eyes, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "It's done."

"Congratulations."

Not hard work, but congratulations.

This is indeed the word that Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu wants to hear most, because the so-called hard work is a compliment to the efforts to complete this achievement, and the congratulations are after blessing the burden.

Her burgundy eyes turned slightly, looked at Ogihara Akira, and returned the same words meaningfully: "Congratulations."

Ogihara raised his brows and said to Qihai: "You don't need to support her, and the spirit is naughty here, she is fine."

Qi Hai wouldn't take this obvious joke seriously, although he didn't know what the hell Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu was naughty about, but he was really relieved.

Seeing that Qi Hai didn't move, Ogihara Ming couldn't urge her to throw Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu on the ground, and instead said: "Don't rush to congratulate me, just hand over the work first, maybe there is still something to change."

Hearing this, Kasumigaoka Shiyu regained a little strength from the paralyzed relaxation, struggled to get up with the help of Nanami, sat in front of the computer again, and sent the document to An Yilunya's mailbox.

Confirming that she was not at the level of need for rescue, Ogihara Akira turned around and left the room, and took out her mobile phone in the corridor.

Looking at the [Not going tonight] posted on the line at ten o'clock before, and the current time at 11:[-], Akira Ogihara sighed regretfully.

Hayasaka Ai is probably already asleep, so tonight can only be forgotten, let her have a good rest for a weekend.

It's just that he didn't know that at this time when Hayasaka Ai really should have fallen asleep, she was actually still watching the video of the hydraulic press crushing things, with a lifeless indifference on her face.

Chapter 87 The thrill of being kicked out of bed

There was no celebration or joy. After sending an email to tell An Yilun to check the mailbox too, Kasumigaoka Shiyu climbed into bed under Qihai's attention and fell asleep.

This night, she slept soundly, very deeply, and it was a little long, as if she wanted to sink all the pressure and fatigue for a long time into the darkness of the dream.

When I woke up, there was no bright sky, because Nanami carefully pulled the curtains before leaving, and in order to get a good night's sleep, the curtains of Ogihara Akira's house were originally very good.

A little light from the gaps in the curtains allowed Shiyu Kasumigaoka to roughly see the outline of the house. She stared at the dark room for a while, and then slowly realized...

Not far from the pillow, there was another sound of breathing.

She turned her face sharply, and clearly saw the outline of a human figure lying in the bed beside her.

The wide bed left a safety distance of about [-] centimeters. Before she saw it, she turned over from the bed because of her excessive vigilance and shock. She groped around the pillow with tiny movements to find her mobile phone. Pressing on the screen, I finally saw Ogihara Akira's face.

Although she expected it and knew that there would be no other possibilities, she was slightly relieved after seeing it in reality.

Ogihara Ming frowned, slowly opened his eyes because of the light hitting his face, grabbed the phone and took a backhand shot, then turned off the phone and put it on the pillow.

And said a normal hello.

"Morning, Miss Kasumigaoka."

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu sighed slowly and said helplessly: "Okay, morning, then Mr. Ogihara, can you explain why you are lying on my bed."

"Because Xiao Qihai went to class."

Hearing the causal answer that seemed to say that the apples would fall when they were ripe, Shiyu Kasumigaoka's mood became more subtle.

"Can you allow me, a narrowly suspicious woman, to ask one more question, what did you do to me while I was sleeping?"

Ogihara Akira turned over, his voice became more energetic, and he was officially awakened from sleep.

Then she said...the words that made Kasugaoka-san's blood pressure rise in an instant.

"What a joke, I like girls who are soft, fragrant and clean, and you are an author who writes hard for one day and two nights, the last time you took a bath the day before yesterday afternoon, and you haven't washed your face or brushed your teeth before going to bed last night, what should I do? What could it do to you?"

Codewords are not a very fairy thing, never have been.

If you take care of yourself, you can maintain a fairly good image for one day, but if you continue to focus on the next day... sorry, then there is basically no image to speak of.