I Really Don't Want to Be the Protagonist

Ren Xiaoqin didn't dare to get too close to Shi Qinghai, for fear of getting his wounds, so she could only gently hug him and wipe off the sea water on his face.

Ren Xiaoqin didn't know when Shi Qinghai was injured, but she seemed to hear his muffled grunt when she fell just now, was it then?

If yes, be damned

With her head down, Ren Xiaoqin was crying so hard that she couldn't shed her tears. Her big bright eyes were all red and swollen at this moment. She didn't care to avoid suspicion, took off her thermal stockings, and tied them to the wound on Shi Qinghai's waist to stop the blood further loss.

After finishing all this, Ren Xiaoqin still maintained a high level of vigilance, the space in the lifeboat was limited, in order to make Shi Qinghai lie down more comfortably, Ren Xiaoqin voluntarily gave up her position, just sat kneeling in a corner, calling Shi Qinghai's name constantly.

But at this moment, Shi Qinghai couldn't hear anything.

Compared with the injury to his waist, Shi Qinghai's biggest coma was caused by that black beam of light last night.

Those diffused black substances caused huge damage to Shi Qinghai's body, and it was impossible to recover in a short time.The degree of rupture of the meridian is terrifying, and there are wounds all over the body. Under such a situation, it is already very difficult for Shi Qinghai to persist in walking!

But even in that situation, he still endured the pain, and led Ren Xiaoqin through the sea of ​​people, and finally got into the lifeboat!

If it was placed in the time when he just crossed, it would be absolutely impossible for Shi Qinghai to do it.

Then someone stabbed him in the back, which became the last straw that crushed Shi Qinghai.

As an ordinary person, he could no longer gather any strength, and soon fell into a severe coma.

But it was when Shi Qinghai was most helpless and weakest.

Ren Xiaoqin stood by his side without hesitation.

The sea, the sea.

It began to rain slowly.

734. Dreamland (addition for Yueyue)

Of course Shi Qinghai did not die, the story continues.

During this painful and cold coma, Shi Qinghai felt that his body was getting worse and worse, as if he had fallen into a muddy swamp, struggling to escape, but he could only sink deeper and deeper.

Shi Qinghai had a total of three dreams and woke up three times.

The first dream was in Liwan District, Guangdong Province. I became a graduate man who had just graduated and came out to work. Facing the domination and complexity of the society, I seemed to be submissive and at a loss what to do.

Afterwards, the dream was shattered, and Shi Qinghai woke up. The lifeboat seemed to have not gone far. In the dim vision, he could still see the huge ship sinking slowly, making crackling noises from time to time. Only a small part of the bow was left. On the sea, there were dozens of ants running around, and the voice of despair seemed to pass through Shi Qinghai's eardrums again.

Seeing those ants on the boat sinking to the bottom of the sea, Shi Qinghai felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, and this strange emotion even made him more sober at this moment.

Such a scene in the movie, this ship leading to hell, actually didn't bring much shock to Shi Qinghai.

This kind of feeling is indeed there, but it is only very small, it seems that it is like watching a movie, the boat is gone, and this feeling is gone.

He noticed that he was occupying two seats, while Ren Xiaoqin huddled in an aisle humbly, gently holding his hand, the palm of which was warm.

Shi Qinghai wanted to tell her to sit beside him, not like this, but unfortunately, before he could say anything, Shi Qinghai fainted again.

Afterwards, Shi Qinghai felt the stiffness of his neck, his unconscious lower body, and his body became very cold. Death seemed to be approaching step by step, but the current Shi Qinghai had no way to stop it.

If you can't stop death, embrace death.

At such a time of "near death", Shi Qinghai actually didn't have much energy to recall the past, recalling the sweet and deep love between himself and Tang Wu, recalling Xiaoxue's obedient obedience, and recalling the vows Longnu made to herself before.

His mind became rigid, and it was difficult to think again. In such a cold, Shi Qinghai gradually fell asleep, and dreamed of a second dream.

It was in an unknown university, also in the winter, a group of young people were drinking enthusiastically outside the campus, and finally the alcohol came up, a group of friends forced a young man to go downstairs in the female dormitory to confess his love.

Of course, the confession was unsuccessful, and it disturbed the great counselor and the high-ranking Youth League Committee Secretary. Finally, the dormitory manager came forward and expelled these young people, and all of them were given demerits.

Although none of those young people was himself, and Shi Qinghai only looked at this matter from the perspective of a bystander, there was always a wonderful feeling of empathy.

It seems that such an experience is vaguely familiar.

But the dream didn't give Shi Qinghai much time to think, it was more like a short movie clip, it just assumed the responsibility of playing.

Then, Shi Qinghai woke up again, as if he had fallen into an ice cave. The shivering Shi Qinghai felt a gust of wind and rain hitting his face. The surrounding wind was loud, and the people on the boat screamed in horror. Another burst came.

Everyone held on tightly to their support points, insisting not to let the wind and waves blow into the sea.

"so cold"

Shi Qinghai whispered with trembling lips. At this moment, his thoughts were in chaos, he couldn't see Ren Xiaoqin, and felt that he couldn't even speak clearly.

"Not cold, not cold."

Ren Xiaoqin heard Shi Qinghai's voice as if she was following the wind, and almost the moment Shi Qinghai spoke, she hugged Shi Qinghai carefully.

The warmth of her tender body made Shi Qinghai gradually calm down her body that was shivering due to the cold, and she fell into a coma again.

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Compared with the first two dreams, the third dream is much more abstract. It is a grotesque world, where the light appears and disappears, and the peace appears and disappears. As far as the eye can see, it is still a devastated and wild land, and Shi Qinghai is walking in the world. In such a vast and endless land, there is always one person.

His thoughts stagnated, as if he had lost everything, and the clothes on his body gradually became transparent. Shi Qinghai didn't feel anything at first, but when he persisted without any results and still couldn't see a way out, Shi Qinghai Confused.

Why, there is no end in sight?

Whose world is this?

Shi Qinghai didn't know that in his previous life, he was just the most ordinary man, at most he was a little handsome. Shi Qinghai had never had such a complicated world.

Why do I have to stay in this world all the time, can't I go somewhere else?