I Really Don't Want to Be the Protagonist

What lies in the depths of the sea is still unknown.

And what about Shi Qinghai?

Is he dead?

Suddenly, with the whole body of the black dragon as the center, the surrounding sea area surged violently again!

“Familiar taste”

The figure of the black dragon suddenly stopped!

"It's you!"

761. Death

Yes, is Shi Qinghai dead?

Mr. Lu Xun said: "Death is not the end of life, but oblivion is."

Yu Hua said: "Death is not losing life, but going out of time."

Haruki Murakami said: "Death is not the opposite of life, but a part of life."

Simple and simple, there are three famous quotes from famous people. Who can beat me if I pick them up?

After flying out of the deserted island, Shi Qinghai lost consciousness not long after. It's ridiculous to say that Shi Qinghai regretted it when he flew out, because he was a landlubber!

Before crossing, Shi Qinghai's hometown was Quanshi, which is a coastal city. Logically speaking, Shi Qinghai can't be said to be very proficient in swimming, and at least knows a little bit, but it's a pity that Shi Qinghai has never I haven't been to the swimming pool half a time, even if I go to the sea or a wild reservoir, I still need to wear a big life buoy to ensure safety.

In terms of protecting life, Shi Qinghai can be said to be very stable.

He kept in mind a saying that most of those who drowned were able to swim, while those who were not good at water were full of reverence for water and would not easily set foot on it.

As long as I can't swim, then I won't swim.

Extending this, it can also evolve into: In order to worry about buying fake shoes, I bought a fake shoe directly.

But it is such a landlubber who will die on the sea surface and finally sink to the bottom of the sea. This is not what Shi Qinghai wants to see anyway.

But so what if you don't want to, what if you are angry and dissatisfied?The vitality burnt out the last ray of brilliance, no matter how nice the name of the angel is, it is just a flashback, there is no possibility of a comeback, Shi Qinghai no longer has illusions at the last moment of his life, he does not even have enough reason to recall himself During these days, my thoughts quickly blurred, and then like a fallen leaf, the breeze blows around, and it falls reluctantly.

Falling on the surface of the sea, sinking to the bottom of the sea.

Fallen leaves' life, is it to return to their roots?

Shi Qinghai didn't understand, he recalled this sentence over and over again, and seemed to go back to the past again in a trance, he became the sentimental young man before again, the world was full of gray and white.

"thump!"

No more, no more miracles. Shi Qinghai's body completely fell into the bottom of the sea, and the ensuing waves swept him away in a hurry. Even Shi Qinghai didn't know whether he was alive or dead, and his consciousness was between coma and sobriety. Like a clear boundary line, the eyes are blurred, and the time is moving forward with the wheel, without any stop and wait, without any reason.

Many scenes flashed by, and during this short period of coma, Shi Qinghai felt that he had lived several times in his life.

Did he really die just like that?Or travel back again?Is there any chance of waking up again?What did you see when you woke up?Is it the white shirt that I have been hanging on the balcony and haven't had time to take it back?Or lying on the hospital bed by himself, waiting for him is a brand new world.

At that time, will there be such a cold and beautiful wife as Tang Wu?Are you still as handsome as ever?What kind of life will be coming soon?

The doctor would tell himself very seriously that he was dreaming, probably because he was hit by a car and turned into a vegetable, or was kidnapped and beaten by gangsters. In short, his consciousness fell into a coma, so these hard-working days have completely disappeared?It's just Nanke Yimeng, isn't this the favorite plot of the idol drama Gouxue!

fuck it!

I don't want to do this!

Shi Qinghai struggled, tried hard to wake up, but it was like a heavy truck was pressing on his body, and he couldn't overturn it with all his strength. Naturally, he couldn't do it when he opened his eyes. There is nothing else, rather it has completely become a world without sound, because no one can say a word to Shi Qinghai.

In Shi Qinghai's world, he was the only one left.

so what should I do now?What can I do?In such a helpless and uncertain predicament, it seems that nothing can be done, nothing can be done, but can only silently wait for death to come, die forever, or forget everything?

No matter what kind of choice, Shi Qinghai is not willing to choose.

If you can't struggle, let's stop struggling, Shi Qinghai simply sank completely, and was completely silent. Occasionally, he would think of one or two memorable episodes from the past, but he couldn't remember exactly what it was like.

At this time, Shi Qinghai realized belatedly that the most important meaning of his life was not the love of sharing the deer cart. Although it did make Shi Qinghai yearn for and desire to have it, it was not the most important thing, but The most important meaning is that Shi Qinghai doesn't have enough time to think at this time.

Many people live their whole lives without understanding, so why do they need to find such an answer at this time.

Perhaps, the reason why such thoughts come to mind is nothing more than an elegy of powerlessness in the last moments of life.

So be it.

Whispers of the Night Prisoner.

Die with open arms, any undercurrents wash away, it is Shi Qinghai's embrace to the sea, the last embrace to this world.

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No matter how everything in the world changes, everything between us has really existed, and I will never forget it.Even though I was cowardly and sensitive at the beginning and tried to escape, this journey has really existed and is deeply imprinted in my mind.

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I wish I was a protagonist.

I really wanted to be a main character.

At the last moment when his consciousness was about to disappear, Shi Qinghai saw a letter again.

And this time the letter paper is not just a short sentence, it is more like an incomplete chapter.