I Really Don't Want to Be the Protagonist

I don't know if Shi Qinghai was thinking about it, but Liang Ruoxue was thinking about it.

Shi Qinghai tried his best to control his micro-expressions, and was about to bring the topic to Liang Ruoxue, and said, "Seeing that you were depressed by yourself just now, did you encounter any troubles? Tell me, and let your brother become your spiritual mentor." , to ease your worries."

Liang Ruoxue's hesitant expression flashed past, and then she revealed a shallow smile and said, "It's okay, I, I'm just over there because I can't see you, if you sit on the balcony, I can see you quickly back home."

Shi Qinghai frowned, and put on a straight face: "Secretly, what's the proper way?"

Liang Ruoxue pouted, stepped forward to hold Shi Qinghai in a low mood, and said sullenly: "Actually, there is no contradiction, but there are some things I don't understand."

Seeing Xiaoxue, who was still smiling a second ago, turned so downcast at this moment, Shi Qinghai couldn't help feeling that women are born with acting skills, and a simple girl like Liang Ruoxue can switch between happy and sad modes freely. Let alone someone else.

Fortunately, when this handsome guy came in just now, he washed his body with zhenqi again, and all the possible smells of women were removed. Now this perfect body is simply the poison that has made countless women addicted.

If you didn't do anything wrong, you were right and confident!

Shi Qinghai remained silent, quietly waiting for Liang Ruoxue to come down, and listened carefully.

Liang Ruoxue sighed again, and said, "Brother, I want to eat a watermelon first, I'm thirsty."

Shi Qinghai: ""

Five minutes later, Liang Ruoxue and Shi Qinghai sat on the balcony on the second floor, looking at the cloudless starry sky in the distance.

"When I was in school, didn't I often read or study when I was bored after class or during lunch breaks? It was nothing to do with it, but this morning a male classmate came to talk to me, and he said that I was doing it to become a top student. People set up, and you still say me, I'm just trying to pretend."

God is pitiful, let Liang Ruxue be able to say the word "pretentious", it is really embarrassing for her.

This just pissed her off!

Seeing Liang Ruoxue's shy and angry look, Shi Qinghai really wanted to tease her, he laughed and said: "Why does he care about these things, you just hate him, you say you still have it, others can't pretend it!"

"Oh, brother, what are you doing?"

Liang Ruoxue blushed even more, she lightly slapped Shi Qinghai on the chest, and said aggrievedly: "I'm just very confused, why they obviously don't work hard and play with their mobile phones every day, but turn around and say that I'm doing something wrong."

"Moreover, I found that many people in the society would rather endure the bitterness of life and be hit again and again, but they are not willing to learn, as if learning is a very difficult thing for them. There is a cliff in front of them, and they dare not touch it no matter what."

"But learning is obviously very simple. As long as you have a little self-control, as long as you work hard and spare an hour or two every day, it is entirely possible to change the status quo of your life, but if you don't study, you just keep going with the flow of life. , will really be eliminated.”

Liang Ruoxue leaned her head on Shi Qinghai's shoulder, stared blankly at the distant starry sky, and said, "This is what I'm conflicted with now. I always feel like I can't figure it out no matter how I think about it, and I'm getting deeper and deeper."

She raised her head again, looked at Shi Qinghai in confusion, and said: "Is it because I'm too sensitive, maybe I shouldn't take this matter to heart at all, it's because I'm too fragile in my heart"

"wrong."

Shi Qinghai looked at Liang Ruoxue and said this word firmly.

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Shi Qinghai said seriously: "First of all, it must be a good thing for you to think this way, because it means that you have sufficient independent thinking and can reflect on your own thoughts and the actions of others, instead of just living in a daze, or Never think about these things."

"This is self-examination, and it is also a major criterion for human progress."

After thinking about it, Shi Qinghai said: "The question you asked can be divided into two. Let me tell you first, why most people would rather suffer in life than in study."

Liang Ruoxue nodded and listened carefully.

"After leaving society, the sufferings in life will be paralyzed by fatigue and diverted by entertainment. In any case, as long as they are still alive, even the walking dead can muddle along, and eventually get used to it, which can be called passivation."

"The pain of learning is that you always have to maintain a sharp perception, a high degree of concentration, and a sense of abundance. This can be called sharpening."

"So, this is also a commonplace reason, why it is very difficult to pass the entrance exam once you have a job, and the probability of fresh graduates going ashore is much higher than those social people who have studied for several years. many."

"After leaving the society, it's hard to concentrate and bring up your feelings to study a certain thing, because there are too many things that can prevent you from learning and can numb your suffering. You can do this A little bit and persistent, then he can be called a very good person."

Shi Qinghai looked at Liang Ruoxue seriously, and said, "You are such a person, and so am I."

Liang Ruoxue looked at Shi Qinghai, and said softly: "I probably understand that life is a process of passivation, and those who can forge ahead in the waves of life are the real sharpening."

"You are right."

Shi Qinghai pinched Liang Ruoxue's face with a smile, and said, "You don't have to care about those people who satirize you, those who don't understand you, life belongs to you alone, not to other people's opinions."

"No matter how they ridicule, you have to think that you are right, you must follow your own rhythm, you can stick to the things you like, but you can't last long for the things you don't like."

Liang Ruoxue looked into Shi Qinghai's eyes, as if she saw the stars in the sky.

In this quiet and windy night, she unexpectedly heard another voice.

That's the cry of a whale in the sea.

Ethereal, lonely.

"Brother, will you encounter such a time?" Liang Ruoxue asked proactively.

Shi Qinghai couldn't help laughing: "Of course, I'm also a human being, and when I'm confused, I can't figure it out. I also have pain in my body."

Liang Ruoxue tilted her head, she thought Shi Qinghai would look better this way.

Although the current Shi Qinghai is already very good-looking.

"Then how do you do it?"

Shi Qinghai put away the smile on his face, and said in a deep voice, "Persevere."

"Maybe I'm defeated, maybe I'm lost, maybe I can't reach anywhere, maybe I've lost everything, no matter how hard I struggle, I can only do nothing, maybe I just suddenly picked up a handful of ruins and ashes, and I'm the only one kept in the dark."

Shi Qinghai said to Liang Ruoxue, as if he was saying to himself: "Maybe no one here is betting on me, but it doesn't matter, one thing is clear."