I Really Don't Want to Be the Protagonist

"I'll tell my uncle, if you go on a tryst with a man at night, the consequences must be serious, right?!"

"Don't forget your fiance who is coming back soon, do you want to kill him?"

With a flash of sternness, Xia Ming said gloomyly.

Xia Yuyan turned her head, her cold eyes seemed to pierce Xia Ming's heart: "When I marry into the Bai family, the first thing I do is kill you!"

These words were so loud that Xia Ming's whole body became stiff.

If Xia Yuyan really has no shame at that time, after blowing the pillow wind to that devil...

It is really possible to be sacrificed!

After reacting, Xia Ming's face became even more manic, he gritted his teeth, and Xia Yuyan's back had completely disappeared from his sight.

"Bitch, cousin, I will let you know what cruelty is!"

"Just wait!"

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On the ancient road outside the forest, Cui Geng has completely left the Xia family mansion, but it is not too far away from the Xia family, about one kilometer away.

Looking up, the sky is full of stars, and looking down, the fallen leaves are withered and yellow, and Cui Geng is the only one on the whole road.

He was waiting silently, waiting for a woman.

Xia Yuyan walked out of Xia's mansion and became closer and closer in Cui Geng's sight.

"Sister-in-law, here!"

Cui Geng's voice was not loud, but it reached Xia Yuyan's ears precisely.

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"Shi Qinghai asked you to come?"

The light blue nightgown covered Xia Yuyan's pretty figure, but it couldn't hide her beauty.

Perhaps because of her secluded life, Xia Yuyan's skin became fairer, her hair was combed to one side, revealing a smooth and white forehead, and those almond eyes that looked like autumn water. Her tall body was covered with a layer of white jade. Sa, like a beautiful moon goddess.

The original sharp eyes disappeared, leaving only a kind of indifference, which seemed to be indifferent to all things in the world and various injustices.

Xia Yuyan has been like this for a long time.

This is just a disguise, unlike Cui Genggen's real indifference, Xia Yuyan's eyes and demeanor are nothing more than her acting skills in front of the crowd around her.

Humans are inherently good at performing animals, aren't they?

In Cui Geng's view, Xia Yuyan like this is not unusual, but if Shi Qinghai sees it, she will definitely know that Xia Yuyan has changed.

In the past, even if Xia Yuyan wasn't so bullish, she was still a vigorous and young tigress. How could she look so gentle and weak like she is now?

"Yes."

Cui Geng looked at Xia Yuyan, looked at Xia Yuyan's calm eyes, it was a vast and boundless ocean, the deep blue water was quiet, the sea was calm, and there was not a single boat.

Cui Geng also saw the completely dark world under the ocean, a world without any dawn, nothing else.

"Sister-in-law, you don't seem optimistic about the future."

Therefore, Cui Geng didn't wait for Xia Yuyan to ask a question, but said with a light smile.

He is a wise man who has survived forever, and his smile can always give others a sense of peace of mind.

Even Xia Yuyan, who felt hopeless, was exposed to this kind of smile at this time, and the trauma she suffered in her heart and the darkness she was in were all healed a lot in this lesson.

"I still have hope for Shi Qinghai, but I just feel that all this is too difficult."

Xia Yuyan smiled bitterly, and said: "Osamu Dazai said that if there is no excessive joy, there will be no extreme sadness."

"Shi Qinghai gave me the light of hope, but what greeted me was always darkness, so I always hesitated back and forth between the two alternately. The light appears and disappears, and the darkness appears and disappears."

"Reason told me that I shouldn't have hopes that I shouldn't have, so I locked myself in a small black room together with this hope."

"Everyone has their own destiny, but the fate of me and Shi Qinghai seems to be too far away now."

Yes, this is what Xia Yuyan thought.

Shi Qinghai is not the only woman.

Shi Qinghai also has her own life.

Although Shi Qinghai showed something extraordinary in front of Xia Yuyan back then, all of this was too far away from saving himself.

The wind will remember the fragrance of a flower.

For Xia Yuyan, everything in Fushi is a dream, while Shi Qinghai is a gust of wind.

fleeting.

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Xia Yuyan's depressed mood was accurately conveyed to Cui Geng's mind.

Cui Geng smiled, and there was a soothing force in his words: "Do you trust the master?"

"Owner?"