What Can I Do if I Travel to Fgo? I'm Desperate Too

Running through the wilderness like a shooting star.

That is the meaning of my existence.

The reason I was made.

The things I will hang my life on.

As for me, a puppet created by God, punished by God. (The last sentence)

But when I found him, he was still young.

Unlike me, he also grows.

Unlike me, he has mixed human blood.

He is still in his infancy.

I can't compete with him until he comes of age.

If it is not fighting under the conditions of equality between the two sides.

It cannot serve as a warning to him.

So, I have been looking at the city.

From the city came a voice calling.

I can only suppress my anxious mood and count the days waiting for his growth

When he was young, he possessed the characteristics of a king who was superior to anyone on earth.

Tolerance, deep thought, justice, and virtue.

All the passers-by on the road praised him and fell in love with him.

That was the ideal boy king's posture.

I can't help but start to think that pride or something is just a miscalculation of the gods.

Gilgamesh in his infancy had no shortcomings that needed to be warned.

...what to say

It is only that although he respects God, he does not obey God.

Time passed, and the boy grew into a youth.

I have to admit that the gods are right to worry, he seems to have changed in just a few years.

Dictatorship, arbitrary, expropriation, tyranny.

Pursuit of extreme glory due to selfish desires.

The people of Uruk sighed: Why did it become like this?

The gods were very troubled: I didn't expect to come to this point.

but......

But I deeply understand why his temperament has changed drastically.

He has been judged since he was born.

They are isolated as beings that are neither gods nor humans.

He has the characteristics of both gods and humans, and he has an overly broad and far-reaching vision.

Even the gods could not comprehend what he saw beyond.

Excessive power leads to excess loneliness.

Even so, he did not abandon the throne.

He did not run away from his mission.

What a strong ego this is!

He was serious about respecting gods and loving humans!

However, judging from the results, he has embarked on the path of being abandoned by God and hated by people.

——It’s you, do you want to advise me?

We met in front of the building where the Holy Marriage was held.

"Yes, just use my hand to remove your arrogance."

Arrogance, no, it should be [Lonely]!

But he couldn't say it because he didn't want to hurt his self-esteem.

Our battle lasted for several days.

I turned into a sharp spear, a sharp axe, a strong shield, and a beast.

Against me who can change everything.

He also used all his strength.

——You mere clod, do you also want to compare with me!

He was surprised and angry when he met his equal opponent for the first time.

During the battle, he took out the treasure that he had been hiding all along.

For him, taking out the treasures that he has always cherished so much is probably a supreme humiliation.

In the beginning, I was forced into poverty, and I did it as a last resort.

But in the end it was fun at the same time.

On the one hand, he threw the treasure into battle without regret.

The battle - who will win in the end?

He finally emptied his last treasure.

I also lost [-]% of my clay.

I, who can't even make a piece of clothing, must have an extremely broken posture.

He stared at me and laughed, then lay on his back on the ground.

I also lay down on the ground and took a deep breath.

In fact, I can only make one more change.

——Both of them have only the last strength left, if there is no guardian, it is probably two stupid corpses lying here side by side at this moment.

I still don't know the true meaning of this sentence.

At that time, the answer was: "It will end in a draw."

Or did he say: "That's too stupid, one corpse is enough"?

Anyway, after hearing that sentence.

I also fell to the ground like him.

It always feels like a mirror.

"Wouldn't it be a pity to use up those treasures?"

For some reason, it just came out.

——What's the matter, facing a worthy opponent, it's not bad to just use it up like this.

Gilgamesh replied with a cheerful voice.

Since then, I have been with him.

It was a time that passed by so quickly.

——It is all because of you that my treasure house is no longer at ease.Don't let me get into the bad habit of throwing away treasure.

Although I am still a collection addict as always, I seem to remember to take it out and use it occasionally.

This is one of my few accomplishments.

There was a monster named Humbaba, and we defeated him together.

I asked him: Why did he decide to bring down Humbaba?There is no order from the gods, nor should it be of benefit to the people of Uruk.

——No, this is precisely to protect Uruk.If all the evil on the earth is not knocked down, the people will starve and die.

Why?I asked further.

His dictatorship is making people suffer.

Why does he care about the people so much?

— This is no surprise.I was born as the guardian of mankind, and it is also the duty of the king to build a brilliant civilization on this planet.

As he said so, his vision was so far-reaching.

Even if I was created like him.

Nor can he understand the future he sees.

—— There are also different types of protection. Just protecting like a spring breeze is not enough protection. Sometimes the cold north wind is also necessary.

At that time, I completely understood him.

"I see. That is to say, you respect the path you have foreseen even more."

He smiled as if shy, it was a breeze-like smile that he occasionally showed when he was young.

...understand the reason for his preference for isolation.

The path he chose had to be taken by him alone.

He said he would guard what was foreseen in the distant future.

If you are hated by gods and disgusted by people because of this.

Then the king had to be isolated.

The more eager he is for the better future of people, the more alienated he is from others.