What Can I Do if I Travel to Fgo? I'm Desperate Too

Of course not, they want to compete with their mortal enemies in the last reincarnation!

A huge hole was torn open in the sky of the temple. It was obviously an extraterrestrial land that crossed the time axis, but after all, it still couldn't resist the half-step time for the [Angels] to arrive here.It's as if as long as the dispute starts, they will be poured down for no reason.

Emerging at the forefront are [angels] without human facial features, but running towards the Demon God Pillars with precision like machines, and above the cracks in the sky, compared to the number of [angels] in the seventh singularity It can be said that it has increased countless.More than ten million angels fell down like garbage, and the seventy-two demon gods on the ground immediately launched a counterattack horn.

They don't come back to the Time Crowned Temple to die again, they don't come back to the Time Crowned Temple because they want to give up the possibility of continuing to live!None of the Demon God Pillars here want to experience the horror and despair of death here!But...they are here because they understand how terrible death is, so they must not be here.

How ridiculous, because you are afraid of death, so you have to face death, and greet the arrival of death with others.

Human beings live in groups, but they are not individuals who want to meet death together, but the Demon God Pillars have different understandings of this and completely different choices.

Is this the biggest murder in human history?Just imagine it, just believe it!Just accept it as fact!After experiencing the burn of humanity this time, on top of the wreckage left in the future, it is a rare gift to experience burn of humanity.

Whether it is an "angel" or a human being, this journey of trials is just a meeting to welcome the end.

In fact, it doesn't matter if they are dead now, but they don't want to die again.Therefore, they left behind their own backhands, so that they would no longer be bound to the Temple of the Crown of Time, and would no longer be linked because of the existence of Gedia. They had their own plans, and they did not want to let themselves fellow countrymen suffered.

Of course, this compatriot includes Gedia.

"Barbatos..."

"What's the matter, half body~"

"This is the first time we've fought together."

"Speaking of which, yes..."

In the past, when they shared the same body, either the boy was fighting or Barbatos was fighting. Even if they separated later, fighting was just a matter of one person.

"Actually, my thoughts are very selfish. It doesn't matter if I am the only one who dies, but I don't want to see people related to me sad because of it. So if you can, Barbatos, eat it when I am fighting. I."

"Half body—"

What does the survival of human beings have to do with juveniles?What does it have to do with the boy if the Demon God Pillars survived?

He came through time and was destined to die, but at that end, he encountered a turning point in his life and embarked on the road of becoming an enemy of mankind.

This world has nothing to do with him, so what happened to his original world?He didn't want to think about it, and he didn't dare to think about it, because he knew he was selfish.When he knew that his parents knew that he was missing, what kind of expression would he show, and he couldn't maintain his calm and happy state of mind after time travel.

As for hating others, hating guys who are not related to him or related to him, if it was his original world, he would naturally do that.But now he has given up those natural interpersonal relationships, and he is single-minded only to make his death look more dignified and lonely.

He doesn't think he can go back to the original world, he can't fulfill his parents' wishes, and he can't send future care to the two elders.But the fate he formed in this world is to help Barbatos, and it is also the fate to protect humanity.

It doesn't matter if you say he is contradictory, if you say he is self-centered, or if you say he is like a clown with superior ego.

He will pray that his parents will live well in the original world, and he will also hope that this world can continue to exist, and he will not hope that Barbatos, who once saved him, will disappear.

After all, human beings are full of greedy creatures, and the boy has never denied this.

He doesn't care that people he doesn't know die at his feet, but he cares that people he knows die far away.He would not care if someone glorified the death of the vile, but he would care if someone profaned the death of a hero.He won't care about someone wearing a mask living in a cage, but he will care about the hand that wants to uncover that mask.

Because he despised life, he was disgusted by life. The young man knew how unreliable his actions were, but after all, he left memories of the past for the people around him, didn't he?

"Well~ Anyway, I have already done what I wanted to do last night, and the next thing I have to do is to atone for what I have done. So ah~ You can take all my power..."

The rules of the underworld, the sun slate, the power of monsters, crowns, beasts, locks of the sky, and many other messy things, which have been compressed and devoured by the young man, and he also used a little The time has made a stable integration of power.This is his last gift to Barbatos~

The purple flames and countless white tentacles attacked the [angels] in the sky, and the [angels] also fought back with their full strength.Countless Demon God Pillars were harvested like straw, but they grew wildly like weeds. Although it was impossible to kill all the [Angels] to gain a chance of victory, it was able to temporarily delay the [Angels]'s footsteps.

After all... the [Angels] who came to the Time Crown Temple are immortal like the Demon God Pillar, monsters that are eliminated and reborn repeatedly.

"No! I don't want to! I can't do that kind of thing!"

But the boy's awakening was interrupted, and Barbatos hugged the boy's back tightly.

Ahh~ This is the first time she has had intimate contact with the boy. In the past, she just couldn't feel the touch of the other person's body in his body.

But this time, she really realized that the seemingly invincible spirit of this young man who had always been an enemy of Chaldea was only pinned on a fragile body.

The boy's back is not strong at all, it might be better to say that his spine has tilted towards all sides, forming a strange S-shape.The body without much muscle has always been strengthened only by magic power, and the pain that is usually ignored is just not thinking about it.

The boy is a human being, just a human being endowed with immortality.It seems that he has been in a good mood all the way, but in fact he has been walking on a tightrope, and his spirit will fall into a state of stagnation if he is a little careless.

But now that the limit is almost reached, the boy has never chosen to become stronger because he is worried that he may not want to live after becoming invincible.That's why when he was silent until the seventh singularity point, he really showed his terror, to see all the power taken away from him, and make himself an invincible and powerful monster.

All he's done is to keep his humanity from dissipating so quickly, but he's still going to leave Barbatos with a gift wrapped in a hardcover.

"Humans are constantly evolving creatures, but my time has stagnated, and your time is next, Barbatos. Everything about me is delivered to you!"

He should go to hell to atone for his sins, so he had to die here, even knowing that there are more challenges to face Chaldea in the future.But at this time, the Crown Temple should be his final stop. Even if he fights with Barbatos here to the last moment, it will not change this matter at all.

"I don't want that kind of thing! If you really want to swallow your existence and let me live! I might as well give up my identity as the Demon God Pillar and die with the half body as a human being!"

"..."

Is that what Barbatos really thinks?It seems that some things have changed a little bit too much.

All of a sudden, the speechless young man fell silent. His behavior was undoubtedly to forcibly uncover other people's old scars with empty words like being so lonely.

"Is this your idea? Or, everyone's... have you let go of your hatred of Chaldea and Romani?"

"How can you let go! Hatred is one thing, pain is another thing, but if you, who have always helped me and taken care of me, are like a useless tool, you will throw it away after use, even if it is just It's impossible to do it as a Demon God Pillar!"

Is it because you have died once, so you have too much fear of death?Or is it that the affection given to them by the boy, and what the boy has been doing all along, which seems to be aimed at the ugly attitude of human history, made them respectful?No one knows about that kind of thing...

Maybe it was Barbatos who proposed to Barbatos on Valentine's Day, and then the other party really understood the human attitude towards marriage, whether it is sacred or just boring.And she believed in the ring that the boy set with her, it was a holy proof.

"Is that so... I understand, you are no longer suitable to be the Demon God Pillar—Barbatos!"

With both hands vigorously pulling Barbatos away and hugging his hands, the young man threw Barbatos on the ground with his backhand like throwing away a rag, and then with an expression of anger and hatred, he punched Barbatos His chest went straight through the past!

"Your demon god's power, let me alone receive it!"

Continue to live in your own world, the young man devoured the power of Barbatos so coldly and mercilessly, and then submerged the pale girl's body together with the black hole in the crown temple.

345. Keep Laughing Alone

People who were once just teenagers will eventually become youth, adulthood, adulthood, and old age.

And the mental weakness after old age will be like a dead leaf, and there is no option to restore it to the original.

The girl once imagined what would happen if she obtained an immortal body, and what kind of scene it would be if she could be like an undead hero in a science fiction novel.

But recently, she has always been able to dream of strange images. It is a figure whose face cannot be seen clearly. He stands alone in a world of burning flames, like an indestructible shield blocking all hazards.

When she thought it was her hero countless times, the other party turned around and pierced her chest with one hand, and then she would wake up from her sleep.But every time she wakes up, she finds that she has shed tears. For some reason, it seems that she has lost something very important in her heart.

Papa~ He patted himself on the cheek vigorously, and the girl also calmed herself down seriously, and then got off the bed to wash up.

She is already an adult. Although she is only [-] meters tall and is a third-class disability recognized by the state, she still needs to work to maintain her life.

She once wondered if it would be okay if she died, but she would always suddenly think of her parents.They raised themselves, even though they knew that they would be just a dwarf in this life because of dwarfism, but they still never left her.Therefore, she is extremely grateful to her parents and hopes that her parents can live a long and healthy life in peace and health.

But whenever she thought about it, she felt as if she had taken something away, and she had made a very selfish choice.It's just that if she doesn't think so, it will definitely make people angry. Although I don't know who will be angry, it is definitely not correct.

It is correct to live bravely, and it is also correct to pray for parents to live a long and healthy life. As long as such a correct attitude towards life continues to be correct, it is correct.Because this is her wish, she is here because she doesn't want to die.In her heart, she kept telling her that this was correct, and this was the answer she wanted, but why did she feel so sad in her heart?

Daily grooming and saying goodbye to parents, doing nine-nine-six-six jobs in the company and running errands, every day, every night, every moment is just a repetitive life. Is this kind of unchanging life the correct life she believes?

[Those don't matter, just live alone with a smile all the time! 】

These are the right things to do, because only by working can you make money, and only by making money can you live.If you want to live, you have to do the right thing. If you don't do it, you are wasting your life and wasting the happy chair you finally got.

The chair of happiness... is this something you got yourself?It's just that in the state of being able to barely survive among all the people, is this the happy chair she wants?Something was wrong, but whenever she wanted to make a change, there was a voice in her heart telling her that it was her own choice.

If she hated her current life, she would not be able to find a more suitable life for her.

It's like she doesn't understand what life and death are, and she just doesn't want everything around her to disappear.

But why?Her heart hurts so much, the more she sinks into this painful happiness, the more she feels like something has been taken away from her, and she has the pain of something missing.She wanted to tell her parents, but she couldn't get those words out.

Depressed, she took out a lot of photos and imprints that recorded the past. Those were her travel and graduation photos when she was in school. She was obviously the shortest but she had to stand in the last row or something. ridiculous.And the smiling girl in the photo doesn't look really happy.

'Barbatos' is her name, how conspicuous it is among the many oriental surnames, but her parents are just ordinary orientals.This name of herself is like a curse, just because of her pale leukemia-like skin and the thing that comes with her inability to grow tall.

She also has a half-sister, but she has already lived independently, and the other has a normal oriental surname.She once asked her parents why she chose a foreign name for herself, but their answer was vague, that she suddenly wanted to take such a name.Anyway, the father is not the big brother who carries on the family line, and it doesn't matter if the child doesn't take his own surname, so he suddenly wrote a foreign name out of interest.

Everything seems weird...

In the beginning, her relationships were with men, but even though she was not a frivolous person, her relationships with women were only superficial enough to get to know each other.But she is a group leader, a simple and useless group leader who can only mediate emotions.

But one day, her subordinates suddenly said to her, Ah Ba, why don't you seem to be so cheerful recently, did you encounter some troubles?Obviously, even if the person who came in at the same time as you chose to change jobs to another big company, or the guy you brought in last time was hired by the boss as an assistant and went to start a company by himself, I haven’t seen you getting depressed .

She didn't understand that she was just working hard for happiness, so she was considered not so happy, as if she was in some trouble.

It's like... like her life is fake, covered with a hollow skin.

Whether it is happiness, parting, love, or friendship, they are all like empty and illusory distant dreams, even if they are in the early stage, they are so far away.It seemed as if everything in front of him would dissipate like a bubble as soon as he woke up, and he would die suddenly at some point.

All of this will be meaningless, it will simply disappear like a passing cloud, and there is nothing I can do about it!The pain in my heart became more and more dull, as if something was taken away hurt more and more, so what exactly is it?What was it that was taken away from her that made her feel more and more painful living in this world?

Day, night, spring, autumn... Time passed day by day, and just like what he felt in his heart, some people in the world always disappeared inadvertently by his side.

A relative had a second life outside, which led to family quarrels and house troubles. My sister’s boyfriend cheated on her and broke up completely. A female colleague I knew was fired by the company because of her marriage. The newcomers in the group are very efficient at work, but within a month, they have become their own small group leaders.

dream?tomorrow?Are those things what she wants?Does she want the present called happiness?

【As long as you are alive. 】

Someone's words echoed in her ears, but the girl who heard them couldn't help crying.

Heart hurts!It's more painful than being torn apart!What has she lost?What did she get again?If she couldn't get an answer, she was just spinning around like a headless chicken.

pain!It hurts!Why does it hurt so much in the heart? !

What is she for, why is she alive in this world!

An ordinary life, a happy family, an ordinary life, an ordinary death.

Something was wrong. For the first time, the girl violated her heart, chose a path she had never taken, a choice she had never made, resigned from the company and left the city she was familiar with.

She is going to Japan, England, France, Italy, Egypt, the Middle East for a walk-and-go trip...

【It is wrong for you to do this, this is not the happiness you are after. 】

"Then tell me what is the happiness I am after?"

In Japan, she seemed to feel that there was someone following her, but when she looked back, there was only an empty breeze, and no one followed her or accompanied her.

During her journey in the UK, she passed through many scenic spots, but stood in front of the clock tower for a long time, as if she was waiting for someone, expecting the other party to appear by her side as always.

In France, she felt the madness of the people, and the madness that the peaceful world did not feel at all, but she only had the idea that human beings are born like this, but the person who can stop all this is not here.

She enjoyed a romantic trip alone, and even got involved in casino games, but she was not the one who never lost a hundred gamblers, and what she felt was always lacking in her heart was even more irretrievable.