Messiah's 2d Musical Journey

Ye Su wrote, from zero to this chapter.

"So, run away with me, Rem. It's useless here. Everyone, all of you, keep saying that to me. I don't want to admit it, keep denying it like hell but... ah, That's right. I'm weak. No one thinks I'm necessary."

In the past, narcissistic.

(Me too...? With so many beautiful girls around me, I...) Ye Su lost his thoughts, shook his head, and continued writing.

I was wrong.Misunderstood, carried away.

(I'm also getting carried away... holding the knowledge of the previous life, again and again...) After writing a line of words, Ye Su's thoughts were disconnected again, and it took a long time to continue writing.

When I came to another world, I was endowed with the power to reset my fate, but I had a little bit of luck to make things happen, because I thought I had already saved people twice, so I was wrong.

I don't have the power or ideas to save anyone, or even the qualifications.

"That kind of thing..."

"It's not nothing. It's clear what was said.——It's been said like this all the time."

People like you don't need it.

(No need... do my fans, readers need me? Have I done anything for them... I should have contributed very nice songs and novels to them... no... that's not the case...) Ye Su's thoughts stopped again, he shook his head again, and continued to write.

In the first world, Subaru ignored Emilia's wishes and ran out of Crusch's mansion.He didn't listen to the words of Rem who came to stop them, and the result was a catastrophe of total annihilation.

The second world failed to remove the burden of everyone's death ending. As a result of escaping reality, Rem's heroic sacrifice failed to save anyone again.

In the third world, the most despised result appeared.The merchants got involved along the way, pushed Rem to the white whale, and took Emilia's life with his own hands. Although the Witch Cult killed them all through Parker's hand, if after Subaru's death, Parker would be like If the world is destroyed as announced, the number of victims should be unmatched so far.

Feel a dry smile pop out of your throat.

In retrospect it was a masterpiece.

My own actions, thinking, calm down and look back, and I can clearly feel this dejected look.

(I'm not calm enough...the people around me are probably worried about me...Akiyama Mio, Kasumigaoka Shiwa, Nakayama Ryunosuke...) Ye Su thought and endured writing.

Want to borrow strength for Emilia?

Should there be people who only oneself can save?

Without me, everyone must be useless?

What a lie.How arrogant.Ah, what arrogance.

("But I don't know that it's just a glimpse of the so-called talent", "I'm not talented, but I can finish the work before you", "Then I don't have to deliberately delay the release date"... My Weibo seems to be Also very arrogant and arrogant... So I am so arrogant...) Ye Su thought, and continued to write.

Chapter 598 Ye Su and Natsuki Subaru's Ugly Form

That's why everyone said this to Subaru, stay calm, don't do anything, your power is not needed, don't interfere, disappear quickly.

A clown is called a clown because he realizes what he is being laughed at and does something that makes people laugh.Well, the self-conscious Subaru who laughs without being pointed at is not even a clown.

——Just, hopelessly stupid.

Whether it's the ugliness posted, the shameful words and deeds, or the distorted way of life, they all watched from the sidelines.

It was precisely because of Rem like this that Subaru thought it was worth the last gamble.

—Three times in total during the repeating time, Subaru let Rem die in each world.

"I...! I, I hate myself the most!"

"What kind of difficult memories did Subaru have? Rem didn't know what he knew to cause such pain. I don't think it's easy to say that I know such things."

"However, even so, there are things that Rem can understand."

"Subaru, I'm not someone who can give up something along the way."

Rem shamelessly, fearlessly, and unwaveringly spoke to the man who was lamenting before his eyes, abandoned all 323, and said he was going to give up now.

(I... used to give people the impression of such a person... so, what about now?)

Ye Su finally stopped writing, he couldn't write any more.

This novel is his favorite one.

So he really couldn't write anymore.

He liked the characters in this novel, Subaru, Rem, Emilia, that old swordsman, and...

But like Subaru, he didn't like himself anymore.

He, is he worthy of the girls around him?

Are you worthy of the fans' pursuit of him?

Does he live up to the readers' expectations of him?

Going with my heart... Is it true that I am going with my heart...

What about other people's thoughts...?

Where is my dream?

What about my ambition?

Where have they all gone?

Ye Su stopped writing.

Turning on the phone, I wanted to chat with someone, but saw the message I missed when I went back to the apartment.

The information comes from Mutsumi Mitsuha:

I love you Mitsuba Mutsumi.

Ye Su, let's break up.I have dropped out of school, don't look for me anymore.Up to now, I have been very satisfied, once your girlfriend, I am really satisfied.You should have someone more worthy of cherishing, but you still have to find out who it is.You should have a good talk with Kirino.Finally, Yesu, Sayonara.

さようなら, pronounced "Sayo Lala", is used in Japanese for the farewell of boyfriend and girlfriend when they break up.

Ye Su quickly grabbed the phone and called, but it showed an empty number.

Ye Su was a little weak, spread out on the chair, his eyes were a little loose, but he was able to stare at the empty ground.

His thoughts started to creep up from his head.

"Ye Su, I'm sorry, I went to the health room just now and saw that you were not there. I was very worried, so I came to class to look for you. I didn't think there would be such consequences."

Mutsumi's first official speech.

"Hello, first time meeting. My name is Mutsumi Mitsuba, the president of the Judo club. On behalf of all the members of the Judo club, I welcome you to join our Judo club. I will ask you to take care of each other in the days to come."

What I said when I entered the judo club.

"Minister, you don't have to force yourself. If you really can't say it, don't say it. We both know it in our hearts. I have already promised you. I have already felt your heart."

Oolong when preparing to confess.

"Ye Su, why don't we just kiss, it's a game after all, you can't play tricks, right?"

Kiss at the king's game.

"Really? That's great. I dreamed about you last night. I dreamed that you were dating me..."

Heartwarmingly cute.

"Ye Su, your clothes suit you very well. You're very handsome. Come on when you sing, and I'll be there to cheer you up."

During the concert.

"Ye Su, your heart beat a total of 118 times just now, it's not normal, it's so much faster than usual."

Ye Su, I like you, I like you the most.Mutsumi, I like you too.

But do I just like it... Mutsumi is my favorite.

"You guys misunderstood Ye Su. He really should have just touched Ye Su, because he slept with his arms around me all night last night."

I like it, but I can't say it face to face.

"Ye Su, can you kiss me again?"

Kiss, still need to ask.

"Yes, I will be alone in the future, Ye Su will never come again, never again, I will be forgotten by him."

I have always left her with such an impression...

"Hurry up and eat the bento, what you cook today is what you like to eat."

Cook what you like to eat.I've always thought of something as simple as this.

"Ye Su, is this what dating feels like?"

Being with yourself, dating such an ordinary thing, has dating become something that takes a long time to do?

"Ye Su, don't keep staring at me like this. I'm a patient. I have to rest soon. Hurry up and change into my pajamas."

When I was sick, I couldn't take care of it.

"Ye Su, please sing to me, I can only fall asleep after listening to your song."

My song……

"Ye Su, don't reject me, okay, I am voluntary, we are boyfriend and girlfriend, aren't we?"

In the end, I was interrupted, I am really bad.

"Haha, Ye Su, I feel really happy. It would be great if I could accompany you like this every day!"

"Fool, this day will come soon, trust me it won't be long."

I... really don't deserve it.

Speaking of breaking up, isn't this what should happen the most?

Isn't a guy who likes a few women and needs girls to take the initiative in things like kissing and making love, isn't he the worst scumbag?

So, when it comes to breaking up, isn't that what should happen the most?

A person who can't give her anything, not even time to be together, isn't he the worst scumbag?

So, when it comes to breaking up, isn't this what should happen the most?

What am I melancholy about?